beatrice is transgender to me

beatrice is so cutie! i love her sm,,, when shannon gave her a present she got all surprised and slightly dropped her dramatic witch voice AND THIS FACE RRRHHGHGRHGRHGHRGHRHG im love her...

WAAAAAAH BEATRICE! I GET TO SEE HER AGAIN SO SOON YAY YIPPEE! YAHOOO! I THOUGHT I'D HAVE TO WAIT ALL EPISODE TO SEE HER AGAIN!

i wonder if, with episode 1 being a prologue and introduction to everyone and their dynamics, episode 2 will talk about power? from the perspective of shannon specifically, someone arguably on the bottom of the hierarchy. george's outward demeaner of a gentleman becoming a form of escapism-

somehow i injured my right arm but i need to draw i have a commission to work on growls. guess i gotta rest it at least a little bit lest i lose it forever.

It's interesting how george's dad often denies him of full manhood. he really is an example of boy =/= Man/Maleness. Thus Manhood must be bred/groomed into the boy(liminal state of gender), where one must be "made into a man" (through various means) and if they cannot or do not adhere to-

is george the 'perspective character/battler" of episode 2 i don't like him all that much his vibes are off there's a stink about him i can't shake off

holy shiiiit the first episode was just the first 'game'? so the next episodes will be other loops???

i predicted it in my head ages ago wrt rosa being abusive to maria because of a resentment built from maria's autism and maria's idolization of witches and beatrice being a way of escapism of "a super all powerful witch will make my dad come back and my mom love me" kind of thing but it still makes-

i know your entire extended family is being murdered n shit but damn it took them the entire day to remember the epitaph huh, dumb ass ushiromiyas.

holy hsit they did the lesbian fucking scene science saru might be the best to ever do it, it's toned down but them even including it at all when every other animated adaptation removed it is soooo awesome

battler constantly talking himself into denying the 19th person's (beatrice's) existence is so frustrating but also it's incredibly funny seeing him chase his own tail repeatedly and running into dead ends after acting all smart using the 'flip the chess board' thing kyrie gave him, it's his 1 trick

the song that plays whenever a murder has taken place in umineko sounds so much like gmtn's work but it probably isn't? the instruments used are the exact same ones as their stuff so i'm always reminded of it.

eva's such a shitstirring prick i kinda love it, it's a shame she basically only bullies the other women in her life to feel some sort of power over someone, picking on those she can consider inferiors to her. purely pulling conjecture but i assume it's because she's a middle child of 2 chudlet-

george seems like the kind of guy to bottle up his emotions and die on the job ngl

some bullshit i cooked up in the last 4-5 hours before submission deadline for #chromacorps2026 it's a person who got turned into a harp

not even done the first episode but man this umineko shit is crazy good i might be hooked.

got to the scene with rosa, maria and her rose. pissed off as hell rn.

going uu- uu-! is kinda awesome that's my goat maria, and i'm NOT saying this just because we share the same name!

who tf names their kid battler

Sometimes when I'm too engorged with really good art in my diet I seek out something really bad to balance it out

were leonora carrington and remedios varo yuri

everyone sounding just a little bit different from how i remember them in the new GITS is jarring but the fuchikoma are adorbs and major is silly like in the manga so its hype

steam sale got hands where did my money go

I don't think I like eating it's kinda burdensome I wish I could live off water and tea and caffeine pills

Dealing with an ant infestation has made me hate ants I think

saya no uta is soo good, just finished the final "true" ending (i assume) after seeing the other 2, totally incidentally too to be loved is to be changed! to love is to change the world!

I remember there was a night where I thought someone was trying to break my door down and I was curled up in my bed terrified trying to figure out what was going on with all the banging and noise but it was actually just fireworks, because it was some random holiday I don't remember the name of.

Glad to see I was dead asleep when bluesky images were supposedly broken

made dis

saya no uta has some cool bg art :) I super adore how the nasty fleshy bits are done, the camera flash lit 3d blockouts painted over and occasionally filtered have a surreal digital mixed media vibe that I fw a lot and also conveys the qualia and mental that fuminori is dealing with rly well.

its shocking how fast i just became a regular caffeine consumer after 2 decades of not touching any of it.

ASCENDANT / METAMORPHOSE

i forgot how numbing videogames were to play constantly, as much as i love destiny 2. going back to drawing and painting again has revitalized me i am no longer gasping for air.

Oh! The trembling urge to pull off the skin

biological sex isn't real, please stop trying to make me believe in it.

harpy

This Dog, and This Dog Alone.

green tea is very yummy

rage

there are very inflammatory, violent and angry things I want to say regarding the Bungie thing.

broken_array

Watched Adolescence of Utena in theatres it was really good, I think the messaging is simultaneously more clear yet even more scattered oneiric in execution, it's definitely different in a lot of ways to the show but in conjunction with it a lot of ideas I had about Utena in general crystalized.

sickness unto foolish death

the idea that someone could read jax as anything but trans is incredibly funny to me it was barely even subtext.

loose and rough sketch of an outfit i have on one of my warlock builds in destiny 2 because im still very upset about the game's very preventable demise. preemptive apology if my next few drawings end being about destiny 2, but they also probably wont be so dw about it lol.