anyway, yay~

engage fans in 2024: "nah man dw we're gonna win cyl just vote for whoever you want engage fans in 2025: "nah man dw we're gonna win cyl just vote for whoever you want" engage fans in 2026: "nah man dw we're gonna win cyl just vote for whoever you want"

vote for kurt purely because she's on the men's side and it would be really funny if sylvain lost to a butch lesbian

am i really about to do this for the third time

honestly really sucks that the first canonically lesbian lord in the entire franchise is stuck in a shitty mobile game that's probably gonna shut down by the end of the year

i'm sure that the 4 people total that are still playing shadows are really excited right now

bitch fuck Fire emblem Tellius and its' fans i hope it gets exactly one more game and Ike marries a woman

umai slopume RAM derby

she's looking at me like the fucking green goblin mask i'm sorry okay mashie, i sold my account 6 years ago and i just won't start over again from scratch

mfw i have to put a title on my reddit essay about cyril and rhea

i really wish more people from the other hell app remembered that "don't feed the troll" used to be like, basic level internet knowledge back in the day

fuck cancer, i really can't say it enough

fire emblem heroes is dying! like this post to make it die faster.

powerscaling is such a funny thing because what do you MEAN inazuma eleven stomps all of fire emblem

"i hope you die" is old, it's lame, it's boring "i hope IS is desperate enough for money that they completely take a dump on 3H's story on FEH and release a war arc d*m*g*rd alt" is real, it's possible. it might actually happen now that the banner got leaked.

what workout routine do i need to do to get the tifa lockhart physique

guys i stubbed my toe, how do i blame this on edelgard fans

close enough welcome back hegemon edelgard my beloved

reading random scp articles and landing on one that's literally just a timeline where almost everything is better just because harry potter doesn't exist. one of my favorites ngl

if time travel is ever invented, the only thing i'll do is stop jjk from ever being published because it's actually insane how much brainrot that manga's fanbase ended up spreading into every other fandom.

what if we shoved johnny silverhand's engram on edelgard's brain send tweet

you don't like priam because of shipping discourse reasons i don't like priam because if he's canon then so is every awakening spotpass character, and they all suck from a narrative standpoint. we are not the same.

omg it's monigard angst

cyberpunk 2077 except it's monica von ochs and keanu reeves is stuck in a lesbian's braim (nothing changes)

yeah y'know what after the trainwreck that was the last stream i can't be assed with this game anymore

Lamplady Swansong 🩵💉🪽 #vriska #homestuck

i had to carry 2 beds down 2 floors and i only wanted to explode like 4 times so i'd say that's a success

Lamplady Swansong #Homestuck

so yeah i decided to finally move on from twitter. tl;dr, place has just gotten way too toxic, need to just cut off the doomscrolling and stuff quick update of everything, been taking care of my sick mom for the last month, she started chemo this week so hopefully things get better

is this thing on

life update semester almost over, probably did very poorly all things considered, mental state honestly not a lot bettet, no luck finding a job yet i just want to rest, but i can't shut my intrusive thoughts away

another rejection

sorry for venting in public but tl;dr job search is still unsuccesful, classes just not getting better, i just feel like i'm getting worse by the minute probably my worst relapse in years i know i need help but i can't afford it

only other job offer i got was for "chatter" that i sent an application to thinking it was customer support or something turns out it was replying to onlyfans dms yeah uhhhh talking to lonely men for money is not exactly something i wanna do i'm not THAT desperate yet

whenever i feel i'm getting better i get dragged back down

i'm still here, just trying to get up again. taking until the semester ends to resume my job hunting, because i just can't really function in this state

only job offer i got so far involves months of unpaid training for a 4 dollars an hour salary help

why can't anyone help me

rejection mails finally started rolling in

i feel like a prisoner in my own body

anyone knows how long it takes to learn how to repair computers?

hi -hazel -28 -avemuji has rotted my brain just tired in general hazelwonderland.carrd.co

got all my cases transfered so don't need to come in during the mornings anymore, just for afternoon lectures a small victory, but still concerned about everything else. just hoping i at least do well in my examinations.

i'm in one of those moods where i just don't feel like doing anything but bedrot and wait until i have to go back to the torture chamber i'm actually so fucking tired. i just want to get out of here.

it's all uphill from here

spending this week off just rotting in bed watching old anime, thinking about how i really should just drop out and find another job already because i just feel so miserable every day at the hospital

i just want to get out of here...

place your wagers on how many times i tear up until the week ends

no postings about anything that doesn't involve coding or programming, the two things i want to do even less than staying at the hospital

i brought a handmade shadow the hedgehog plushie from a local shop that opened today, he's my friend now i'm making him watch all three movies so he feels happy at his new home