Sileny is a failure who can't even speak properly. Sileny is a failure who can't even breathe properly. Sileny is a failure who can't even be the right gender properly. Sileny is a failure. Sileny is a failure. Sileny is a failure. Sileny is a failure. Sileny is a failure.

Ah wow... my Union might actually make it to Challenge Mode for the very first time this raid... ... i still have a really difficult time with Rebuild Fingers though... and Material H is /always/ a jerk... so i'm not sure how helpful i'll be clearing the final hurdle...

It's incredible to see this game receive such a large update after all this time 💕 If you're a fan at all of rogue-likes and haven't ever tried it, i would /highly/ recommend doing so! i am /awful/ at it, but still have a lot of fun playing, and the character designs are so endearing 💕

Union Raid is going surprisingly well this time... the original leader came back to visit, a lot of people are trying... it's almost nice... Water team continues to be lovely... ... did some testing and... can confirm Soline /doesn't/ noticeably help Cindy, lol... ... and i "can" auto Storm VII...

... i probably shouldn't be worrying so much about wallpapers... ... unless Nikke ever lets us have more slots i don't even know where i'd use a new wallpaper, since i am very happy with my current set...

i was too tired to post last night... but i did give it a test, since the fire-code boss was up for Union Raid... ... considering Guillotine is 4/4/4 on skills, has 1 unboosted OL piece, and only 60% of Helm's combat power... she didn't do /too/ bad...

... ... i forgot i had gotten 2 of Guillotine from her banner last year... ... i am... considering possibly making a terrible mistake...

i... somehow forgot Guillotine's rerun was going to be a thing... ... not like the game would let me have her wallpaper either... but now i'm not sure if i should try for hers or Brid's...

Well... some of my statistics are skewed... ... and still not particularly impressive... *laughs quietly in fox* ... if i posted anything worth caring about, i'd try harder to actually use alt text...

Well... i have no idea how the numbers will crunch out but... she /seems/ pretty good at least... and if it is the case, i'm really happy for all her supporters who have also been waiting all this time. ... incredible burst animation too... if Nikke let me have wallpapers i would love to have it...

Helping my family pack up some things to put in storage this morning... i was reminded of my Ultra Kaiju OC since my riser toy is currently hiding in my closet... ... and you know... ... "Royal Thunder" would also kind of make a sick name for a racehorse / umamusume...

... i am a very serious and skilled tactician.

Update today on Final Fantasy Tactics... i know i say it's one of my top-favoritest games... but i think i'd forgotten just how much i enjoy the battles in FFT... ... i know they don't have the enormous variety of some games but... in a way that makes them comforting?..

AZXmas yaaay! 💕

From the event shop vouchers, just missing Eunhwa now!

Alright so... ... i got wrecked in the Champions Meeting finals... *giggles very quietly* ... at least it did confirm my question if getting into the finals meant at least a guaranteed 3rd no matter how you place in the race itself.

【Wallpaper Distribution】 We are distributing BLANK TICKET wallpapers to all Commanders~ Clicking this link will download all wallpapers to your device 🔗: nikke-en.com/download/BLA... Use the drive link in the quoted post to choose your own. Feel free to save and use them as you like~ #NIKKE

Well... because of where i live... pvc figures end up developing an oily residue that soaks into dust and makes it clingy and awful to clean... and with everyone going crazy over the holidays it's a bad time to try... but i will when i can... ... for now at least she's out in the open again...

... i really miss one of my figures now... ... i need to rescue her tomorrow... from the dust monsters under my bed...

Well... at least the event wallpaper is /absurdly adorable/... so i'm not totally having to do without while i wait to eventually mlb Soline... ... and... once my internet decided to work again i finished training Vodka... and she decided i am allowed into the OP Group A finals...

Well... this is fun... ... Umamusume was having constant connection problems, so i tried repairing it... so now it wants to download 8gb of data... ... but it's still having constant connection problems, so it won't... ... so i just don't get to finish the new career i was desperately trying...

Well... i was going to stay... ... but some people on the discord were talking... so i checked and... i was the 3rd least-contributing person in the Club... and the bottom 2 hadn't been online for weeks... so... ... i just left... ... no sense dragging it out and making them put up with me...

Umamusume news today... Made it to Round 2 Group A of the OP Virgo Cup without too much trouble, but i know that doesn't mean much, since apparently no one "really tries" until Round 2... ... just 16 days projected until Manhattan Cafe's banner... i have enough currency to guarantee getting her...

W-well... first try...

Well it only took a month to do... but... i promised Grass Wonder that if she tried her best for me the first Champions Meeting i entered, that i'd try to draw her... ... and she really did try her best 💕

Oh... right... the cut-off for Frame II is 10%... not 15 like i was thinking for some reason... ... well i ended up at 11.73%... so... there's a chance if i had been thinking clearly... and hadn't been rushed... or so tired... i might have had a chance...

Well... i messed up bringing Anis in Squad 3 instead of Cinderella... but otherwise i think i did fairly well... if i had another day to try, i might be able to do better... but if i tried right now i'm too tired... so i know i'd panic and do worse... so... i'll just have to wait and see...

Oh! and apparently today is the 3rd anniversary already of Pokemon Scarlet & Violet! ... goodness how time flies... ... ah... even though i would rate SwSh higher in its entirety... there's a lot of things i did love about SV... the story in particular is honestly one of my favorites in gaming...

Very adorable, love the burst animation 💕 ... but... 40 second Burst I... *cries in fox* ... y-you'll be great on my Simulation Room team with swim-Neon...

i didn't have a chance to say anything yesterday but... it was the 6th anniversary of Pokemon Sword & Shield... ... honestly even with all the problems it was a good game... if they hadn't had the dex cut it might even have been one of my favorite games ever...

Imagine my surprise seeing this /immediately/ after posting on blablalink that i hoped Soline would get an alt in the future... Important to note... winter-themed but /not/ limited... so probably the "filler between anni and xmas"... and probably won't have a great kit... ... but very cute...

Wh-why is /THAT/ where i unlocked a pixel!?

Ah... so there's this "worldbuilding june" thing people do... i kind of wish i could do something like that to work on this setting a little... ... but there's a few things i need to finish first before i could try...

Round 2 of the Umamusume pvp event was about as rough as i expected... ... but despite my anxiety and doubts, i managed to get a 3-win set to advance to the OP group A finals... ... which i /think/ maybe guarantees me the "bronze" title... and i'd be happy with that...

... 11x10... ... not a single SSR... ... i guess that's just what i deserve...

Okay... the new pvp event started in Umamusume yesterday... now that i mostly know what to expect i /shouldn't/ have a nervous breakdown this time, ehe... ... and for doing no prep at all, i'm off to a pretty not-bad start... though admittedly "Open League" is supposed to be the mode for...

Ah... so i was recently reminded that... a few years ago i thought it was "a great idea" to try developing a roleplay/game setting that was kind of a mix of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon and the World from dot-hack... against a backdrop of post-apocalyptic survival and liminal horror...

Ah... someone else took the hit and fought Alteisen VII before i could get on... i knew planning to give my MPs a chance would do it, heh... ... though i had to fight RunWay and Chatterbox instead so... maybe less of a victory? heh... my Iron team still feels lacking...

Ha ha... nooo... someone in my Union left Alteisen VII at /such low health/ it's not even registering as 1%... and that's /got/ to be so frustrating for them too... ... the question is though... if i bring an MP squad... could i take it down and pretend like they beat the whole thing... hehe...

Well... one nice thing... i found someone who posted a spreadsheet they'd gotten from someone else with categories of all the Surface skills and team suggestions... ... will i purposefully pick worse choices just to be able to use certain characters? ... probably...

Wow... throwing some real shade around for being the new girl, Nayuta... ... i do wish i could watch this event properly... but i barely have time when i'm trying to actually play... ... the little i did skim i was very impressed with Nihilister's VA though...

Ah... the new Surface stuff is interesting... but i'm so bad at controlling multiple squads and dodging attacks with them... and i'm so worried that the teams i've been using won't work and i'll fail again trying new ones... ... the frame reward for joining the Surface beta is /so/ pretty though...

Well... my computer currently had 17GB of memory available... and was yelling at me that much is "too low"... ... guess i've got a /lot/ of transferring to do before i'm ready to start on the update for Nikke...

Ha... ha ha... ... apparently on mobile, the opening is cropped to only show the center portion... which /perfectly/ cuts Yulha and Admi out of their shot... ... lore-accurate Triangle ehe...

Ah... delivery came today 💕...

*starts up the game* "GODDESS OF VICTORY... NIKKE! ... nin-nin." *mutters swears in fox (affectionate)*

Been having a little fun with the new FFT... ... but i have this odd memory of being absolutely /in love/ with the animation of Eye Drops from the original version and "devastated they changed it for no reason" for War of the Lions... ... and i think this version is the same from WotL?..

Oh... o-okay then... ... i guess i don't need to worry about the Pilgrim re-recruitment banner after all...

Gosh i probably shouldn't have stayed up to watch the livestream... i don't think i was prepared, especially for the "look back" bit at the end, ehe... ... i definitely broke down crying several times... ... actually the first time i cried was when i realized i was already started and i joined...

You know... i used to be /so/ patient when i was younger... ... i once waited /8 years/ for an order to be delivered... ... now i can /barely stand/ having to wait 52 more-ish days for Manhattan Cafe's banner... even climbing the walls waiting for Nikke's anni details... ... what happened...