Oooh, that's sneaky. Seem to remember a warning message against games you've previously refunded on Steam. Now only real hint is that the "write a review" box is there. 🤨

UFO: Enemy Unknown (original X-Com games). I loved it & one of my favourite games of all time. But a game featuring alien abductions, dissection, terror attacks, creepy music and death... Yeah didn't go well with my active imagination and sleep paralysis demons age 7-8. 😂

Ah some good news that I managed to reschedule a cancelled appointment for tomorrow. Yes this is the one from 17 weeks ago... Turns out that was wishful thinking. 🙄

Sudden realisation that Americans have been dodging the "Why is there no aspirin in the jungle?" dad joke for years. 😭

I spat out my coffee. Know we're in the joke time line but this is getting ridiculous. 😐 www.bbc.co.uk/news/article...

Up until tonight wasn't aware of the "Poohniverse". One film was quite enough... 😳

Having a "next time" spolier at the end of an episode is strange. Having a "this season" spoiler at the end of the first episode is just bewildering... Don't know if it's from the first episode being so weak that have to promise it gets better. Not exactly a sign of quality. 🙄

I might have a cherry cola addiction... If this is on clearance as messing with the recipe or sugar content again I might go insane. 😆

The NHS will be the death of me. 🙄 Four week delay as they sent a letter asking for verbal consent to a referral that never arrived. I have chased team members over this dozens of times now. None of them could confirm what this letter required me to do or who to call.

Ah someone on the Internet is wrong and national pride is at stake. *tries and fails to explain nuances of cricket to an American* 😆 I haven't played in literal decades or don't really watch it by choice anymore tbh. Mostly my grandparents played & followed it.

Woke up today and chose violence... in the form of a dozen angry phone calls and emails anyway. Will have to see if this results in anything different. Things are just breaking down and descending into farce again.

Still tired & mentally drained... 2 hour 40 min game of Wingspan with family did a number on me last night. 😂 That was the most long winded first game imaginable. Monopoly with them would have been less stressful. 🤔

This kind of irregular piece jigsaw can fuck right off. 😑 Another local library find & I don't have the patience to complete this. Suddenly the Chinese mystery Lego the other week seems fun in comparison. 😂

Confuzzled and cons generally are probably unrealistic for me right now. Even 9 months away. I've done CFz between 2009-2022 ~8 times and a few others also over the years. Just not getting the balance right between cost, effort, stress & health issues vs fun, meeting others & goofing around. 😬

Immediate regret in not bringing a proper camera to yesterday's meet. Think I've created even more work for myself just using phone pics. 😅

On a positive note finally below 200 lbs / loosing about 20 lbs so far. How much of that is owing to the past few days is to be seen. Scary that this is almost entirely from stopping medication that caused weight gain. 😳

🐶❤️🐶 Border Collie meets Aussie on the trail… play bows, tail wags & pure doggy diplomacy. Friendship sealed in seconds. 🌲✨ #DogsofBluesky #CanineCompanions #Wholesome #WoofGang

This was a lengthy call-out post but ultimately futile. Can't be fucked anymore & nothing ever changes. Facts on the person involved are well known and me adding why I find them particularly damaging & offensive doesn't add anything. It'd trigger outrage for a few weeks then brushed aside. 🙄

Mood :

So fucking done this weekend. Tired as hell, in agony from surgery & other shit to deal with. Just not in the best of moods.

Nah Amazon I'm good. 😂 The fuck is this selection... (OK I might watch Good Boy)

After a 10 month wait I've been bounced back to my original NHS service after just three appointments as unsuitable. 👍 That I'll probably have to join another waiting list to access that. E.g. No shit that things are worse now than a year ago, why do you think I asked for it back then? 🙃

6 hours + countless reviews and still unable to commit on getting new phone. 🙃 Getting critical as this POS barely holds charge, drops calls and crashes constantly. 😩 Indecisiveness sucks...

Today's Chinese Mystery Lego for masochists : Smolny Convent / Cathedral. Only 3737 pieces but somehow worse than the last one. The instructions left a lot to be desired. Bits of it are held together by mere suggestion. Eh wouldn't be my first choice... 😬

Eeeee, he's so grumpy. 🥰 (Responsible adult purchase)

I'd love to wake up refreshed and less tired than before I went to bed please. 🤦 I'm sure I slept but at the same time feel like crap. That this has happened most the week now.

Trying hard to unfuck my life and seems everything is a struggle today. Tired and worrying about an interview tomorrow isn't helping. Already written myself off for this in so many ways (health, commuting & last job). On paper I'm perfect for it, just all the other shit that comes attached. 😕

Chinese mystery Lego is driving me insane. 5986 pieces of this shit not bagged or sorted by size or colour. Oh and it's really smol. 🤦

Doctors again... Just results in more questions or discovering something else fucked up with me. 👍

Still really spaced out and numb today. Mix of dissociation, fatigue, tiredness and being unconscious earlier in the week. Have no idea the sequence of some things or who I've spoken to sorry.

One of the worst weeks of my life. Still alive after two days in A&E. Piecing shit together still, just very spaced out & bruised. Still very depressed but getting help. Oh and my wallet, cards & ID went missing in A&E so no porn for me then. 😒

A furmeet local enough to walk to how convenient. 🤔 *20 mins later* why did I walk there, it's so unbearably warm today... 😂 Other than that was good to get out. Was my first meet since ~2022. 😳

Sunk into a deep depression, not really been active on here or elsewhere. Things aren't going so well. Mostly health and work related nonsense.

Oooh Svenskjävlar arrived! Borderline inedible & I really like Salmiak. 🇸🇪 This might be the worst thing to leave Sweden since Surströmming & ABBA. I think I'll be leaving them in the work breakroom. Luckily they have 100% Swedish labelling for added chaos. 😝

I wish there was more I could celebrate in work. My job has devolved into "here's where you fucked up & this is how much it cost us". Like I'm just sidelined to clearing up the wreckage. Genuinely exhausting. 🙄

Got comments that my hair looks extra fluffy today. 🥴 Only random humidity and Aldi's finest shampoo. 😂

The colloquialism "stick a broom up my ass & I'll sweep the floor too" comes to mind. Holiday cover sucks... 🙄

Not followed Dr Who in years now. But the below springs to mind, regeneration rules are more like guidelines? 🤔 youtu.be/3Eyx_DhepDg?...

After browsing Furtrack for hours I found one grainy photo of my suit from an early CFz, really should wear him more... Also found one bonus pic of my old suit (Rest In Pieces). 🤫

Today is a turn the room upside down, evict spiders & throw shit away kind of day. Been putting this off too long, really need to downsize stuffs. 😓

Cut my waiting list time from 40+ weeks to a mere 17 weeks by switching to another NHS hospital. It's an improvement I guess... This is just for an initial consultation though. 😬

Everyone's looking forward to & searching for CFz photos. Then there's my hobby of checking hotel reviews around the early arrival / late departure days. 👀 Nothing fun so far. 😜

Is dreaming about work enough to call in sick? "Sorry my capacity for work BS has already been exhausted today, try again tomorrow." 🤔

Going to need a bigger plushie. 😔 Current mini one is very cute & sentimental, but torn with guilt losing him down the side of the bed. 😭

Would be nice to say this holiday weekend has been one of soul searching and introspection. But I'd be lying, basically bed rotting with some distractions. 🙄

Hmmm considering the pros and cons of just sawing my leg off and if there'd be a net pain relief. 😓

Would rate my tinnitus 3/10 screaming foxes right now. Hoping it improves some more with quitting this shit completely. 🤫

Here was me thinking #WorldTurtleDay was an oddly specific reference. But no regular turtles also need appreciation. 🤔

Colleague can't watch original LOTR trilogy as "too long, boring & just a film about walking". 😭