If the Marten isn't the £10 will be a missed opportunity. Same if the animal doesn't scale with the denomination / note. Thinking too much into this... 🤔

Eh stuff is ongoing. Previous medication I was on for ~4 months was causing mild anaemia / bleeding. So constantly exhausted and tired of everything. Then might still be happening (joy). New meds this month mostly just cause sickness, complete loss of appetite and -20 lbs so far.

After a lull in heath related BS all kicking off again next few weeks. Hopefully getting somewhere now just incredibly slow... Catching a cold has wiped me out most of the month so far.

Spending too much time on Reddit and a few other misc fandoms lately. Just bouncing between things right now. Seeing how stuff plays out again. Gaming wise utterly dead and between things. My attention span is about a week at most istg... 🫠

Past week has been almost impossible. Just growing difficulties at home. Trying to be supportive but overwhelming. Everything else taking a backseat again or struggling to keep multiple things going.

Nice, locally #3 ranked cherry cola consumer. 😆 (Yes I might have a problem...)

Gone off on one this morning trying to fix Stranger Things S5. 😖 Biggest complaint: just didn't feel epic with low payoff. Netflix give a random fan another $400m... 🤔

Ehh abridged 2025 review: 2/10 wouldn't recommend. 😓 Mostly health & family related stuff has utterly sucked this year. Few highlights such as meeting people at long last, going to meets and finally suiting again (even if brief). Cons are almost impossible, will see what I can manage in 2026. 🥳

An attempt at touching grass was made... 😮‍💨

Merry Christmas! One of the Christmas' of all time today. Quiet and only mildly offensive for once. Thankfully spared the debates and arguments I'd been dreading. 🤔

Remember seeing wild cacti just growing between rocks and being like "Wow! I've killed so many of those..." 🌵🤔 Just mundane to anyone else. 😂

Oooh, trailer for a werewolf film. 😀 >Fleshy not fluffy werewolf >Looks permanently wet >Mild dental problem >I've worn clothes more torn >All about big claws >No tail Person : wolf ratio is way off... 💔😒

Well I feel like death this morning... Corticosteroids are fucking with me or I caught something from that hospital appointment last Thurs. 😓 Barely slept for three nights now, aching and full of a cold.

Enstuffification is getting out of hand... 😬 (Who even likes stuffing?!)

I'm sick of this flesh prison... 🫩 Possibly therian adjacent idk, more tired of shit vs anything spiritual. TF sure if it cracks my spine real good in the process. 😂

Halloween turned into watching three Nicholas Cage horror movies back to back. My brain is still mush... 😵

Halloweenmas! Doing some weird event in town. Kid dressed up as corn for some reason... yeah I'm equally at a loss there. 🌽🤔

"I'm immune to the effects of advertising" *Buys the furry trash noodles with the tiger on them* 😅

I might have a cherry cola addiction... If this is on clearance as messing with the recipe or sugar content again I might go insane. 😆

Confuzzled and cons generally are probably unrealistic for me right now. Even 9 months away. I've done CFz between 2009-2022 ~8 times and a few others also over the years. Just not getting the balance right between cost, effort, stress & health issues vs fun, meeting others & goofing around. 😬

Immediate regret in not bringing a proper camera to yesterday's meet. Think I've created even more work for myself just using phone pics. 😅

Nah Amazon I'm good. 😂 The fuck is this selection... (OK I might watch Good Boy)

Today's Chinese Mystery Lego for masochists : Smolny Convent / Cathedral. Only 3737 pieces but somehow worse than the last one. The instructions left a lot to be desired. Bits of it are held together by mere suggestion. Eh wouldn't be my first choice... 😬

Eeeee, he's so grumpy. 🥰 (Responsible adult purchase)

Trying hard to unfuck my life and seems everything is a struggle today. Tired and worrying about an interview tomorrow isn't helping. Already written myself off for this in so many ways (health, commuting & last job). On paper I'm perfect for it, just all the other shit that comes attached. 😕

Chinese mystery Lego is driving me insane. 5986 pieces of this shit not bagged or sorted by size or colour. Oh and it's really smol. 🤦

A furmeet local enough to walk to how convenient. 🤔 *20 mins later* why did I walk there, it's so unbearably warm today... 😂 Other than that was good to get out. Was my first meet since ~2022. 😳

I wish there was more I could celebrate in work. My job has devolved into "here's where you fucked up & this is how much it cost us". Like I'm just sidelined to clearing up the wreckage. Genuinely exhausting. 🙄

After browsing Furtrack for hours I found one grainy photo of my suit from an early CFz, really should wear him more... Also found one bonus pic of my old suit (Rest In Pieces). 🤫

Today is a turn the room upside down, evict spiders & throw shit away kind of day. Been putting this off too long, really need to downsize stuffs. 😓

Is dreaming about work enough to call in sick? "Sorry my capacity for work BS has already been exhausted today, try again tomorrow." 🤔

Going to need a bigger plushie. 😔 Current mini one is very cute & sentimental, but torn with guilt losing him down the side of the bed. 😭

Would be nice to say this holiday weekend has been one of soul searching and introspection. But I'd be lying, basically bed rotting with some distractions. 🙄

Hmmm considering the pros and cons of just sawing my leg off and if there'd be a net pain relief. 😓

Here was me thinking #WorldTurtleDay was an oddly specific reference. But no regular turtles also need appreciation. 🤔

Colleague can't watch original LOTR trilogy as "too long, boring & just a film about walking". 😭

8 furs on a call 1 printer. Come back parallel printer ports all is forgiven... 😭 @willsy107.bsky.social www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9ws...

A robot programmed with the three laws cannot by inaction allow harm to come to a human, so a compliant robot would be compelled to stop you from reinstalling Destiny 2

With CFz just around the corner I'm reminded that I'm incapable of planning or committing to these. For CFz 2009-2022 about half of them I arranged just days before the reg was closed / attending only. Not really an option anymore. 🤔

The Predator movies where he just rips a spine out that's the kind of chiropractor I need. 😩 Trapped nerves suck...

It's like the American Psycho / Patrick Bateman scene with the business cards. Suddenly I realise my mug game is inadequate. 😳

Also been trialing a fitness tracker / watch to keep active. Amazing how cheap they are now. Can't wear it for sleep tracking though. Thing has the light of 1000 suns and flashbangs me at random in bed. 😵

Wanting to eat cheese before bedtime kind of mood. This dieting thing sucks. 😑

Air con wasted on this office, much better used for fluffy things. 🥶 Sitting here freezing right now & regretting shaving my head. 😅

Keep on thinking I'm making good progress with losing weight. Then I realise I've just stretched the shit out of these trousers & not actual size. Oops. 😖 Still down about 8 lbs so far.

So moist... Having ceilings plastered makes things pretty unbearable indoors, insanely humid. 🥵 Hopefully dries quickly the next few days. House is a total mess waiting for this. 😬

I'm guessing these are the non-migratory Canadian danger birds. Like pretty chill even with goslings. Was worried I'd have to walk around. Still I gave them a lot of space! 😂

I might have done a stupid. 😩 Managing my medication sucks...

I'm a massive Dune fan, read every book and played just about every game in existence. 🐛🤠 Watching gameplay of Dune Awakening just misses the mark. Generic survival game so far; where's the weirdly feudal sci-fi, scheming, fanatics and less of this tech heresy. 🤓 I've requested the beta anyway.