It is an 80's film that has aged remarkably well and relevant to anyone who's encountered crushing bureaucracy. Probably in my top 10 favourites of all time (director's cut only). See I don't just watch trash and werewolf content... 😂

Oooh, trailer for a werewolf film. 😀 >Fleshy not fluffy werewolf >Looks permanently wet >Mild dental problem >I've worn clothes more torn >All about big claws >No tail Person : wolf ratio is way off... 💔😒

"OK could be better" or "Fine I guess" Does some heavy lifting...😬

Well I feel like death this morning... Corticosteroids are fucking with me or I caught something from that hospital appointment last Thurs. 😓 Barely slept for three nights now, aching and full of a cold.

Watched all Dune adaptations over the past few nights. ~18 hours and honestly punishing (this was instead of LOTR again 😅) Yeah it's mostly a hot mess... There are aspects of each I like but so many issues. Worried I might have to repeat this after Dune part 3... 😭

I really can't account for where most of the past 10 years has gone. That's pretty fucked eh? Just drifting... 😮‍💨

Trying to progress health things today but yeah... Not happening. 🙄

Enstuffification is getting out of hand... 😬 (Who even likes stuffing?!)

I'm sick of this flesh prison... 🫩 Possibly therian adjacent idk, more tired of shit vs anything spiritual. TF sure if it cracks my spine real good in the process. 😂

*Catches up on last 24h of furry Twitter* Yeah... 😮‍💨

Awwwr Zootopia 2 doesn't look to have a full size IMAX GT showing in the UK. 😓 Can't maximise my furry trash level & macro content. 🤣 2016 original in IMAX 3D was probably the best way I'd watched it.

Finally replaced my duvet (comforter) & bedding. So snug right now. 🥹 Should have done this weeks ago. 🥶

MRI over with today. Will see what the damage is next week. 😓

Halloween turned into watching three Nicholas Cage horror movies back to back. My brain is still mush... 😵

Halloweenmas! Doing some weird event in town. Kid dressed up as corn for some reason... yeah I'm equally at a loss there. 🌽🤔

"I'm immune to the effects of advertising" *Buys the furry trash noodles with the tiger on them* 😅

I might have a cherry cola addiction... If this is on clearance as messing with the recipe or sugar content again I might go insane. 😆

Still tired & mentally drained... 2 hour 40 min game of Wingspan with family did a number on me last night. 😂 That was the most long winded first game imaginable. Monopoly with them would have been less stressful. 🤔

Confuzzled and cons generally are probably unrealistic for me right now. Even 9 months away. I've done CFz between 2009-2022 ~8 times and a few others also over the years. Just not getting the balance right between cost, effort, stress & health issues vs fun, meeting others & goofing around. 😬

Immediate regret in not bringing a proper camera to yesterday's meet. Think I've created even more work for myself just using phone pics. 😅

🐶❤️🐶 Border Collie meets Aussie on the trail… play bows, tail wags & pure doggy diplomacy. Friendship sealed in seconds. 🌲✨ #DogsofBluesky #CanineCompanions #Wholesome #WoofGang

Mood :

So fucking done this weekend. Tired as hell, in agony from surgery & other shit to deal with. Just not in the best of moods.

Nah Amazon I'm good. 😂 The fuck is this selection... (OK I might watch Good Boy)

Today's Chinese Mystery Lego for masochists : Smolny Convent / Cathedral. Only 3737 pieces but somehow worse than the last one. The instructions left a lot to be desired. Bits of it are held together by mere suggestion. Eh wouldn't be my first choice... 😬

Eeeee, he's so grumpy. 🥰 (Responsible adult purchase)

Trying hard to unfuck my life and seems everything is a struggle today. Tired and worrying about an interview tomorrow isn't helping. Already written myself off for this in so many ways (health, commuting & last job). On paper I'm perfect for it, just all the other shit that comes attached. 😕

Chinese mystery Lego is driving me insane. 5986 pieces of this shit not bagged or sorted by size or colour. Oh and it's really smol. 🤦

Still really spaced out and numb today. Mix of dissociation, fatigue, tiredness and being unconscious earlier in the week. Have no idea the sequence of some things or who I've spoken to sorry.

One of the worst weeks of my life. Still alive after two days in A&E. Piecing shit together still, just very spaced out & bruised. Still very depressed but getting help. Oh and my wallet, cards & ID went missing in A&E so no porn for me then. 😒

A furmeet local enough to walk to how convenient. 🤔 *20 mins later* why did I walk there, it's so unbearably warm today... 😂 Other than that was good to get out. Was my first meet since ~2022. 😳

Oooh Svenskjävlar arrived! Borderline inedible & I really like Salmiak. 🇸🇪 This might be the worst thing to leave Sweden since Surströmming & ABBA. I think I'll be leaving them in the work breakroom. Luckily they have 100% Swedish labelling for added chaos. 😝

I wish there was more I could celebrate in work. My job has devolved into "here's where you fucked up & this is how much it cost us". Like I'm just sidelined to clearing up the wreckage. Genuinely exhausting. 🙄

Got comments that my hair looks extra fluffy today. 🥴 Only random humidity and Aldi's finest shampoo. 😂

After browsing Furtrack for hours I found one grainy photo of my suit from an early CFz, really should wear him more... Also found one bonus pic of my old suit (Rest In Pieces). 🤫

Today is a turn the room upside down, evict spiders & throw shit away kind of day. Been putting this off too long, really need to downsize stuffs. 😓

Everyone's looking forward to & searching for CFz photos. Then there's my hobby of checking hotel reviews around the early arrival / late departure days. 👀 Nothing fun so far. 😜

Is dreaming about work enough to call in sick? "Sorry my capacity for work BS has already been exhausted today, try again tomorrow." 🤔

Going to need a bigger plushie. 😔 Current mini one is very cute & sentimental, but torn with guilt losing him down the side of the bed. 😭

Would be nice to say this holiday weekend has been one of soul searching and introspection. But I'd be lying, basically bed rotting with some distractions. 🙄

Hmmm considering the pros and cons of just sawing my leg off and if there'd be a net pain relief. 😓

Here was me thinking #WorldTurtleDay was an oddly specific reference. But no regular turtles also need appreciation. 🤔

Colleague can't watch original LOTR trilogy as "too long, boring & just a film about walking". 😭

8 furs on a call 1 printer. Come back parallel printer ports all is forgiven... 😭 @willsy107.bsky.social www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9ws...

A robot programmed with the three laws cannot by inaction allow harm to come to a human, so a compliant robot would be compelled to stop you from reinstalling Destiny 2

With CFz just around the corner I'm reminded that I'm incapable of planning or committing to these. For CFz 2009-2022 about half of them I arranged just days before the reg was closed / attending only. Not really an option anymore. 🤔

The Predator movies where he just rips a spine out that's the kind of chiropractor I need. 😩 Trapped nerves suck...

It's like the American Psycho / Patrick Bateman scene with the business cards. Suddenly I realise my mug game is inadequate. 😳

Also been trialing a fitness tracker / watch to keep active. Amazing how cheap they are now. Can't wear it for sleep tracking though. Thing has the light of 1000 suns and flashbangs me at random in bed. 😵