A wise ninja told me tonight that I’m way too young to give up on my dreams & that age absolutely doesn’t matter because you’ll make it as long as you have the drive & the heart… I was more surprised he talked without the sound board?! REGARDLESS IM TAKING THIS AS A SIGN👊

The violent urge to have my Vtuber comeback cover song be ‘Without Me’ by Eminem and do a whole cheesy Vrchat MV to go with it.

I may have crashed out n actually found new fnaf lore that answers so many questions but also raises new important ones. A theory that can exist no matter the timeline. I may actually come out of med/rebrand hiatus prep to just discuss this. Maybe even a YT video Stay tuned! #vtuber #fnaf

Lowkey on a medical hiatus but that doesn’t mean I’m not planning and communicating with people to set up my rebrand… Being a vtuber is wild #vtuber #debutproblems

While I crash out trying to make my #Vtuber schedule I want you all to know that in Ancient Egypt, some of the old texts can be translated loosely as ‘One should not lay Femboys because they are basically insatiable beings filled with a lust never quenched’ #funfact Monday

It’s been so long since I did full goth regalia but seeing Beetlejuice today was definitely worth it! I freaking love this musical.

🔴LIVE🔴 Oh god. Two hell games back to back. I’m trying Valorant once again and then going back to trying to learn Marvel Rivals. Anyone wanna take pity on me and join this lost af demon? twitch.tv/jayjokerz #Vtuber #VtuberEN #twitch

We LIVE with some Lethal Company madness on Twitch (and possibly TikTok?!) Let’s try to remember quota! Twitch.tv/jayjokerz #Vtuber #VtuberEN

Open lobby DBD is BACK! Join in on the chaos starting at 4PM PST | 6PM CST | 7PM EST I still am unable to do contacts still but I want to play games SO I may be a pngtuber today! #Vtuber #VtuberEN #DeadbyDaylight

Any vtubers / irl interested in a little Mario Party Jamboree? Trying to set up some fun matches! #Vtuber #VtuberEN

Guess who’s back? Back again? Jay is back! Tell your friends~ New year, new times but I’ll still be unhinged, no filter, and probably just as hyper-fixated! Mon: 3pm PST / 5PM CST / 6pm EST Tues: 3pm PST / 5PM CST / 6pm EST Fri: 4pm PST / 6PM CST / 7pm EST Let’s GO! #Vtuber #ENVtuber

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY! GOOD RIDDANCE 2024! I’m burying you smiling! #Vtuber #HappyNewYears

Making a Vtuber schedule for this week and I can’t wait till there isn’t any more holidays for like a month! It’s so tiring! #Vtuber #VtuberEN

No emo boy, horror villian, or hardened SAS soldier under my tree this year Santa? I feel like I’ve been a decently good girl (maybe not Vtuber but listen!) this year! I deserve at least one in a box pretty please~ Lovely Christmas piece by Deriart #Vtuber #VtuberChristmas

So sorry for no stream tonight! Got kidnapped by Santa’s elves because he was slightly behind on toys last night and I was exhausted all day~ Hoping to still have a small afternoon Christmas stream with you all tomorrow! Happy Holidays~ #Vtuber #VtuberEN #VtuberHoliday

Todays the day for some cheesy Christmas/holiday games me thinks! So grab some eggnog or hot cocoa and let’s get to solving some puzzles! 4:30PM PST 6:30PM CST 7:30PM EST Twitch.tv/jayjokerz #Vtuber #VtuberEN #ENvtuber

Due to some IRL scheduling issues, stream is being moved to tomorrow night! ~ Monday the 23rd~ 4:30PM PST 6:30PM CST 7:30PM EST So sorry! Christmas stuff is impossible to plan around and schedule cleanly~ love you all!

Hmmm should we replay one of my favourite games on stream today? Or should we go through with getting the campy Christmas Object seek games? What do you guys wanna see more? #Vtuber #ENVtuber

Stream tonight! ~4:30PM PST I was thinking Marvel Rivals, but now I’m contemplating a chill Infinity Nikki night. Hmm choices~ #Vtuber #VtuberEN

Stream shall be tomorrow~ ~Friday Dec 20th~ 4:30PM PST/ 7:30PM EST We’ll be doing some Marvel Rivals & talking about what story games y’all want on stream! Sorry about wonky schedule since returning. Christmas chaos is here so the concept of time is literally nonexistent! #Vtuber #VtuberEN

My Spotify music evolution playlist really just showed my mental state and said ‘how are you so eclectic to have Dual of Fates and My Band in the same room?!’ I NOW ALSO SEE SLIENT HILL IS THERE?!? What’s everyone else’s playlist call them out on? #Vtuber #ENVtuber

We’re back LIVE on Twitch for some more Rivals before the night is over~ I need to get art of just cuddling Jeff so BAD! Twitch.tv/jayjokerz #Vtuber #VtuberEN

MINI STREM RN! Learning Marvel Rivals~ I gotta stop at 7PM PST but then I’ll come back after a (hopefully short) meeting! Twitch.tv/jayjokerz #Vtuber #ENVtuber

EEEEE time for tradition once more~

So far I still have power despite the wind storm happening so tonight should still be a go! I apologize in advance if I’m a shy awkward bean because I’m so anxious returning #vtuber

Soon~

Holiday Miracle Stream! ~Sat Dec 14th, 2024~ 5PM PST 7PM CST 8PM EST Because WHEN (NOT IF) OBS runs smoothly tmr & my programs don’t crash, it’ll be a miracle!🥹 Come support my DND, Marvel Rivals, & Infinity Nikki hyper-fixation with this holiday stress test! #Vtuber #VtuberEN #VtuberSupport

OBS seems to finally detect my internet on stream PC… Does that mean it’ll finally let me be a vtuber again?! Please. I’ve fallen so behind! What do I even play anymore?? I’m just a holly jolly mess! #vtuber #streamer #hotmess

Uh… I genuinely thought i failed as a content creator and vtuber this year but i guess I just am as delulu as my bff says Thanks guys🥹 The fact that I haven’t been able to do anything for about 2+ months and still had this kind of stat is mind boggling. Let’s go hard into 2025 hopefully! #Vtuber

Me being on anyone’s Twitch Recap is mind boggling given I’ve been struggling for two months to even get the chance to stream If I am, please lmk cause damn imma cri

How does one stream again? Maybe someone would like to show me some tit- tips! I mean tips~ Any volunteers? ——————————————— Amazing art by @cubeskar.bsky.social #Vtuber #VtuberEN #ENVtuber #JokerzArt

One more week! I miss you all and I hope you’re as excited as me about streams returning! I know Nat is excited~ #Vtuber #VtuberEN #ENVtuber

Damn, I really miss being a vtuber

The second biggest bummer I’ve discovered is I lost my word doc that had all the artists credits for the art I’ve gotten over the past 2 years of content creation. I’m going to try my best to find out who did what, but I’m sorry if I can’t credit the artist for the older pieces.

A new addition has been made to the Star Wars shelf because OBS gives this Vtuber anxiety. Lego is the ultimate duality of relaxing and the most stressful experience for someone who’s clumsy af. #Vtuber #LegomyEgo

Would anyone want a Christmas/Winter card from a Vtuber this holiday season? I know many struggle with the holidays and since I used to struggle with it, I figured I’d love to spread some holiday joy. If you think you’d be interested, or know someone who might be, like and RT! #Vtuber #ENVtuber

Vtuber update: Managed to get some art pieces back through Twt but all my edited bits seem to be lost with the drive death. Optimistic me says a stream Fri! Nervous me says I’m experiencing brain fog & vertigo which could mean a cluster episode coming, but hopefully it’s just weather pressure.

Computer has been returned. None of the data was salvageable so idk exactly what I lost but I know one was my Vtuber folders plus 400gb’s of files. I hope I’ll have everything set up for tmr since I keep having panic attacks from not knowing how much art and stuff was lost. #Vtuber #ENVtuber #RIP

So since I haven’t heard back from the techs, it looks like tn is cancelled. I’m holding out hope that I get the pc back & setup for Sunday. I’m discouraged about this whole situation, but I’m trying my best to stay positive! Enjoy goth girly pic of me cause ur vtuber girly is GOING THROUGH IT!

I JUST WANT TO STREAM!

Vtuber prayer circle activate please! We’re taking the baby in and hopefully it’s just an easy a non-expensive fix cause oof between injuries and this bs my wallet is trembling. #Vtuber #ENVtuber #computeristfgyoubettershapeup

J FKING K IT CRASHED AND REFUSES TO BOOT. Now currently ripping apart pc to try and give life support

Stream uh…may end up delayed cause it ain’t done discovery yet 💀

On a scale of 1-10 How screwed am I? I just want to be a funny lil Vtuber on the internet man

Y’all better not have cavities! We’re gonna be MouthWashing! 5:30PM PST | 7:30PM CST | 8:30PM EST Let’s finally get down to what in the world is this game so I can stop avoiding all the TT’s! #Vtuber #ENVtuber #VtuberEN #Vsky

Unfortunately I’ve awoken to it not getting any better. The vertigo sucks major donkey but I tried a game and motion sickness occurred swiftly. So I’m moving my stream return to Thursdays Dead by Daylight! See you lovelies then

So sorry! But I wouldn’t be able to play anything without being motion sick so I’m pushing stream by an hour

Okay so i got both my shots today which i completely forgot when I made my schedule. I’m kinda dizzy and warm so imma have quick nap before tonight to hopefully stop the vertigo! #Vtuber #ENVtuber #VtuberArt

Tentative Schedule Here’s my hopeful schedule this week! Hope to see you there~ 💋 #Vtuber #ENVtuber #Vsky