Maybe I just hate all social media at this point tbh. I just want people to play video games with me a lot.

Been trying to explain to people who live far away from the Mexican border just how important the labor of my neighbors is and how they are like family to me. People immigrated to this country to feed their families and for a better life and our border was imposed on them. youtu.be/EbwmQGAsOBc?...

Average liberal media

Bro who leaves their kids at the grocery store for an hour with a recorder for them to make a bunch of obnoxious noise out of.?

I hear wut you are saying, but whoever defenestration.party is the transmisogy is not doing a good thing here. This is a complaint ive had I'm probably recieving blowback over. Its this insane lore that puritanicals on the left write about me. Stuff that isnt true just aimed to harm a struggling tw.

This site is such a ghost town to me sometimes and has an actual echo chamber problem. These lists just keep getting more nonsensical even micromanaging my banner, calling me a racist sexist pest. Up top, you see that unhinged puritanical Leftist lore i still barely can comprehend. Blocked by 550🤔

People who are too cool to care, the caring is cringe types, piss me the fuck off like go the fuck away.

I'm hella crashing out today over "centrists" who are excited to reassure me and seeking validation in the processes of telling me that they did not vote last elections(too cool to care), coming up to me to *gossip* or have small talk about Iran and what a POS trump is. Like SHUT THE FUCK UP!

Sometimes the kindest thing you can do for yourself is do everything in your power to forget that a number of people even in your own community ever existed.

I was a trans kid. Never heard of puberty blockers. Fucked up my life irreparably, even 15 years after transition. Would have fucked me up even more to know something could prevent all that and then have it taken away by people whose job is to empower billionaire pedophiles

Its a concept of a phone folks. Nothing to get all rattled about.

I'm not gonna leave bluesky. I just think the absolute absence of any drama can be boring. Maybe on here, I'll post more agreeable, & on the alternative apps, I can be more shitty taking shots at bigots and reactionary losers. I want to talk shit on those people sometimes. Just not here as much.

I feel like I got blocked by too many accounts and got put on too many lists with people like Briana Wu and Keffals for bluesky to be much fun or use. I kinda like my social media to be sorta boring these days but this shit is pushing me back to twitter tbh. I dont mind dunking on some transphobes.

Lmao the goonsquad are so cringe.

My brain is completely ruined from this toxic shit that is the internet.

The other thing about having multiple fanfictions about me out there is I cant really clear up any of the bullshit. It will just make the lies more popular as a means to bother me & bring out people who just want to be mean, dont actually care to read beyond some snarky alogging shitposters hating.

People will come at me sourcing Tim Pool or some insane freak on Twitter who brags about stalking me accusing me of stalking GCs acting like those people didnt love bomb the fuck out of me to then bash the shit out of me like an emotionally abusing tidal wave. Folks will believe them & its so fuked😤

So ya kno wut people can mfing think whatever stupid ass bullshit they want abt me whatever dumbass story they read from 4 years ago, a year ago some bullshit a terf made up or some loser annon alogging mad I said a naughty word once. I never really cared about that. I mourn the truth we fought for.

I really need to not think about, so as to avoid crashing out over the various versions of lore people fucking go around making up about me. I'll completely miss that shit where you'd think id more likely find it then bam it just pops up some bs. Its just rather annoying fighting hateful naratives.

I go thru these cycles where all the hateful things ive had said to me in my life come back to me and I hear these things being screamed at me in my head and believe that everyone is thinking them even friends. It feels like anything I say or do works against me sometimes, so I fear doing anything.

I just have to accept that people wont have my back IRL and online people will believe the stupidest ass fanfiction about me every time. I just want people to stop hurting me.

Let's try not to give certain desperate attention seekers the pathetic little crumb of clout they want with a shoutout or a namedrop but I do think the next move for LGB✂️T is to send out litigious crybullies to bait trans people into obnoxious lolsuits in an attempt to censor us. Dont take the bait.

I can prove what I claim about the archives and the trans internet censorship/bullying project that JK Rowling is now even directly funding in the United States as well as world-wide but I think people should protect themselves and just take my word for it. Dont go digging in shit.

Just putting it out there that there are archives where creepy internet stalkers follow JK Rowling around like she is their honeypot and a handful of litigious assholes that follow her around trying to stalk, dox, and file lolsuits against random trans people for taking the bait of their "discourse"

I complained recently about puritanicals on the left just trying to keep our house clean, but I really have been a lot quieter lately on social media bc I feel the Rw authoritarian boot heavy on my neck. I dont want virality & im scared of the future. Try to stay in my little safe cozy bubble gaming

Working has been a grind lately, and I have more hours this week, which, ugh.. but Im gonna make the most of it.

Thinkin about wearing more fishnets🤔

Smokin the most mid ass weed I've had in a while oh well

This fan looks so cool. Can't believe I forgot to post the pic with it front facing but here it is.

I get fed up with cancel culture grifters. You can have a take that doesn't vibe with the most puritanical freaks in your ingroup & when they fucking EXPLODE on you like 1 or 2 fucking weirdos you can tell them to fuck off or ignore them but it is so dumb how people play up a victim act & piss & cry

Jan 6th unwashed ass bros be like

I'm just an ol' TWGTOW

I feel like such an outcast and a reject sometimes

Can we put out a memo to chasers like if you clock one of us at work & you are trying to get an *in* to hit on us or maybe try to start transitioning, coming up to us & bragging about knowing drag queens and crossdressing and loud announcing u "HAVE A CROSSDRESSER FRIEND!" to everyone EMBERASSING!🛑

I feel like i am constantly deprived of the attention I want and tbh im insatiable and probably just needy.

Just putting it out there, I hear a lot of expectations about what the trans community should be and im honestly rather neutral at times towards a community i find rather disjointed and more just a demographic of people. We are individuals not to be treated like a hive or expected to carry out acts.

HRT saved my life

Hair update. Nice and clean after getting some sun and exercise today. Gonna just play some fortnite till I go pass out.

I will say it is amazing to me how certain BlueAnon leftist conspiracy theorists mirror the antics of rightwing Jewish Questioning bigots even in their responses talking about me. People keep this imaginary lore about me going all the want. My years of posts and content speak for themselves.

If a foreign adversary snuck into our Federal budget and cut science research and education the way we’re cutting it ourselves — strategically undermining America’s long-term health, wealth, and security — we would likely consider it an act of war.

Got a win and then a solid one on one kill on this "boxedbyclix_lol" person in box fighting today feels pretty good. Box PVP is pretty difficult but I've gotten a lot better since I started playing it at the beginning of the year.

If your takeaway from my video is that I'm enbyphobic you must've not even watched the video. Like I'm talking to a wall. I see an opportunity for activists under the transgender umbrella to come together here fighting for both our needs for acceptance and medical transition youtu.be/SyhncUBdpeY?...

All the anti trans stuff i hear gay people say is 1:1 parallel to homophobic stuff i used to push back against. For example, when I was a middle schooler arguing with my pastor bus driver & all the students or when I participated in prop 8 protests. Nonhet-cis are not exempt from the moral panic

I think this is a sensible and kind sentiment and I wish that it was more common in the detrans community that this separation were made but in my experience with the detrans crowd, it's hard for them to be public about detransition without that attached anti-trans messaging glomming on to them.

I feel like I have just lost my filter tbh and I resort to lurking, staying distracted or distancing myself to not get into some shit.

Got myself really high and im going to munch on some really good food. Hope there is some peace on ur life today whoever sees this. #bsky #trans #transwomenarewomen #transgamer #woke #selfcare #weed

Credit to @kerridwen.bsky.social for the oc

I reserve my right as a tranny to defend my favorite pet cisgender friends that I believe are the good ones. If someone mistreats my friends I dont really give a shit about that person's identity, celebrity status, or their pathetic excuses! Yes they are cissies but these are my cissies!

Cisheteronormativity is inherently flawed at the very construct. It only thinly veils the patriarchal order it upholds and is unnatural and idealogical even. It is reinforced and is even legislatively enforced at our peril. None of cishet traditions being forced on society are good for anyone.

I probably should just focus on getting thru daily life for a little bit