When does it end

I HATE EATIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING

I keep eating so much

I keep finding loose blades in my bed 💔

GGGGGGBDHDHHFHFHDITS TAKING EVERYTHING IN ME NOT TO

Relapse when hahahahahahahahahah

Made a Twitter (I was trying to see this one moots posts on there to no avail, happy accidents I suppose)

used my last laxative ooooohmygod

Circa survive is so good

My stomach hurts guys ouuuuuuh I feel sick

Itll be fine I think, didnt do it on my arms (wish I could<//3) sooo.. Honestly I could do it anywhere and he wouldn't know what's new or old😗

Horrible sesh tbh not even gonna post a pic

The funny part is I'll lose my mind over a paper cut

Spotify actually been in a flow state all day

I ate for the first time today and feel sick help

Listening to Sade with warm light filtering through the curtains thinking about him everything feels good right now

If you need to shit 3 pounds off or throw up tho feel free imean.. My spice tolerance is pretty ok but damn

Slitsky feed gone again sob

Img Inna throw up don't eat yakisoba fire noodles or whatever I'm actually gonna die

Erm if ur mdni and I like ur post IGNORE ME im just scrolling on the shsky feed liking things it's an ACCIDENT

It's got dry blood on it I'm scurred (still gonna use it)

Need an online friend to cut with or something jeeeeeesus

My sweet angel I love him

I cant find my blade life is over it's done fuck I don't WANT van der haggen FFFUCK HIM

I cope by living vicariously through ppls shsky posts so I don't kms

Theres this really red part of a scar I have wtf is up with it

Tonight ended good we up

Sorry guys I'm crashing out rn I just wanna go to sleep and stop processing such negative emotions but I can't

TAKE A MOTHERFUCKING COMPLIMENT???? OH MY GOD???

"I feel so fat" YOU WEIGH 140 you PRIIIIIIIIICK SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU WERE JUST YAPPING ABOUT HATING HOW SKINNY YOU WERE WHICH IS IIIIIIIIIIIT

You already know he'd be WHINING UP A DAMN STORM if I told him why but GOD FORBID I actually go and do it cuz then I "should've talked to him" FFFAAAAAAAAAAAAWK

WHAT did I do NOWWWWW OH MY GODDDDDUH I JUST WANNA STAY HOME CUZ ALL I CAN DO IS THINK OF RELAPSING AND GOING TO SCHOOL WOULD MAKE IT WORSE BUT GODDD FUUUUUUCKING FORBIIIIIIIDDDDDUH

GGGGGHHHHGGDHDBHDHDHDHDUDBDJDBDJDNJEBDJDBJDHDHDHDHDJDNDJDNJFFFFFFFFFFFFFDHHHHHHFHHHHHFHHHHHHBHBHBHHHGHHHHHHHHUUUUUH

If that lil mf keeps going I'mma never eat again

Nothing I hate more than when a skinny ass mf says theyre fat in front of me like it actually makes me nauseous

Ill just do it earlier maybe

GODFUCKINGDAMMIT I'm supposed to call him tomorrow probably well into the night how am I sposed to dice it up and shower after if I'm YAPPING

Tomorrow maybe or the day after I think I've been losing my shit cuz I haven't been cutting I can't keep going without it

Why do I spiral nso muchhhhghhdhd I can't even look at my scars I can't even look

what did I even do I just want him to feel better and go to sleep I WANNA SLEEP TOO?? wtv wtv wtv wtv wtv wtv wtv wtvwtvwtvwtwvsgsvhsvsgdhdv

Life is a show and tragedies are never fair

Whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever

Like what ??🙁

He said he's not expecting much from our first kiss and that "it shouldn't be amazing unless it is". Lets just not even fucking bother then what does that even mean I don't even wanna do it anymore

I'm the worst I hate myself so bad

Relapse when?? Ahahaaaa GOOOODDDDD.

And hot take but if an adult says they're a proshipper I'll immediately assume they just like kids

🪽 ANOTHER FUCKING WOLF ANNOUNCEMENT 🧬 fictional shit that looks like kids grosses me out. I don't give a FUCK if it's fictional or and "adult that looks like a kid"!! idk why i need to defend my opinion on that but if youre upset over that i think youre gross and weird sorry not sorry

Heshehehsb

I need him to do all the things he wants to