Sorry to bring a vent here. Skip if you want. Nothing makes me feel more ugly and worthless than getting constantly bombarded with attention from cis straight men that I don't know. It makes me feel gross, yet I just resign myself to that being the only genuine interest I'll ever get.

I miss having pink hair sometimes. 😭

Sitting here thinking like man, Reno and Tifa is a good ship. Reno and Aerith is a good ship. Reno and Cloud is a good ship. RENO WITH LITERALLY ANYONE IS A GOOD SHIP. And adding on my hc that all the Turks practice ethical non-monogamy if not straight up actual polyamory lol

Played with rope today 😈♥️ #FF7turks #Shinrafuckers

More old stuff ~ 🫴🍑

Going through my files for stuff I never posted on bsky ~ Reno riding a cowgirl, Tifa has an awakening ✨

More old stuff~ Shh she's concentrating

It's getting into my head that I'm fine to look at and fantasize about but not to touch or have any actual intimacy with. And as time goes on my need for physical touch grows, but so does my aversion to it, and I don't want to be touched because I think I'm gonna disgust the other person.

Random thought while I'm here but is anyone else just completely silent when you're doing sex things solo? Like even when I orgasm I make zero noise, and that's not even me forcing it down, sound from my mouth just doesn't happen. Yet if someone else is a part of it, I can't hold sound in? 🤔

When I call myself squishy it isn't an insult! I mean it in that my fat isn't solid it's soft and malleable and is good to grab and feel. Like a squishmallow! 🥰 It also makes me nice to hug??? Or so I've been told many times by many people lol ♥️

Elena getting some deserved dick from 2022 #elena #rufusshinra #shinrafuckers #ff7

これは一昨年のルドレノはろはろ #ルドレノ （過去絵）

"Hiding" this one in a reply but the stretch marks look so cute here! 🥺♥️

I have yet to try this again with a suit I can actually move in. 🤦‍♀️ But I want to revive my Elena cosplay anyway so here's hoping to get to it at least within another year lol

It's my birthday so you have to be nice to me 👉👈 Indulging myself with some Apothecary Diaries fanart cuz Jinshi is just everything I'd ever want in a man and Maomao is perfect and god I love this series so much 😭 #Apothecarydiaries #JinshixMaomao

I don't get to see enough horny Elena fanart and I always wish there was more out there!!! 😭😭😭 I get it, the boys are hot and they should absolutely go to sexy town together, but she deserves to get dicked down by her teammates sometimes too! 😤

Horny ruiri jumpscare #rufusshinra #elena #ff7 #shinrafuckers

𝕾𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖒𝖊𝖗𝖆~ 😈♥️⚡️ || #Shinrafuckers #FF7Reno #FF7Turks #erocosplay #nsfwcosplay

雑渡

The Director needs some help cleaning around the office - so what better than having his Vice Director Reno put on a maid dress in order to do the job well 😌🖤 #shinrafuckers #ff7turks #tsengoftheturks #renooftheturks #erocosplay #ffvii

BG3 + Nocturne/Shadowheart

𝕴 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖊 - 👿 — Don’t be fooled by those pretty eyes now~ #erocosplay #FF7Reno #Shinrafuckers #muzzle

Had one of those horny dreams last night where you get like 1 minute of the good stuff happening, and then turns into a frustrating adventure of trying to find a place to continue but suddenly there's people EVERYWHERE and then you wake up from how mad you're getting that people won't bugger off!!

😌☁️🩵 fansly.com/AnneHwong/po... #nsfwcosplay

This was a couple nights ago but for science I tried having an orgasm with only vaginal stimulation again and this time when ai got there it wasn't terrifying lol. It still feels very weird though. Good weird, but definitely weird because those muscles have never clenched like that before 😳

I like how I mark this is non-sexual nudity but then bsky adds the label that it's suggestive non-nudity??? Do they mean the cat?? 😂

[BG3 - Shadowheart] 💜

Maybe this is what Jinshi does in his spare tim at the palace 👀 Was so much fun making this shoot, more to come #apothecarydiaries #cosplay #cosplayer

🐸🧡 #jinshi #TheApothecaryDiaries #nsfw

🥵🐸 #jinshi #TheApothecaryDiaries #nsfw

is that a frog in your pants or are you happy to see me? ✿ #nsfw ✿ #nsfwcosplay ✿ #maomao ✿ #apothecarydiaries ✿ #frogscene ✿ #ecchi ✿ #tease ✿ #lewd ✿ #petite ✿ #small ✿

💜🌿 #jinmao #nsfw #bluebeesart

Getting knotted💙 #nsfwart ✦ #teratophilia ✦ #monsterfucking ✦ #sizedifference ✦ #OC ✦ #Nym ✦ #Dusk

After I showered I decided to take a synchronized cat nap with the furry roommate~ 😽💖

Been feeling really nice about my body lately~💖 After taking those full body pics I'm slowly desensitizing myself to what I look like, so that the way I feel and what I actually see are becoming more aligned. 🥰

At my first meeting with my therapist, she asked me what kind of art I do, and when I said “soft erotica, but also horror stuff” she went “Yeah, that makes sense, they’re kind of the same thing. Controlled emotional arousal.”

|| 𝕯𝖔𝖜𝖓 𝕭𝖔𝖞 ~ || 😈♥️⚡️ #FF7Turks #Shinrafuckers #FF7Reno #EroCosplay #Fansly

Art by tetsuro_shibari

7 minutes I've been wanting to make another nsfw storyboard like this for a while but, woefully, drawing for fun is hard when your income is drawing #nsfwart

𝕴 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖊~ 🩸 🖤 #Baddog #erocosplay #FF7 #Shinrafuckers #FF7Reno

I wanna send a shout out to the old tumblr nudestuck movement for giving me the bravery to take my first spicy pics, all those years ago~ It's been a continuous and fluctuating journey to feel comfortable with my own body, and with having any amount sexuality at all. <3

Maomao x Jinshi (The Apothecary Diaries) #maomao #kusuriyanohitorigoto

Maomao x Jinshi (The Apothecary Diaries) #maomao #kusuriyanohitorigoto

#grimmichi #bleach #nsfwart Well, now it's time to post this art😘

Art by Arthur Fischer

Been cooking up some spicy clips for our Fansly for the last of the shower and bath shoot! A better peek in the AM tomorrow~ 😈 #Shinrafuckers #Mouthwashing #erocosplay

Mpreg | preg Let me just-…let me just drop this here Get early access and See More content, mini stories like this one on my Ptrn. Participate in polls and suggestions! Thank u for the support!!🍑

i stg every kink can be subtextually boiled down to: -i am powerful/in control -i am seen as desirable -i am safe and can now be vulnerable -i can explore taboo in a safe + controlled environment once you realize that you realize that no kink can hurt you

Jinshi knows Maomaos weakness. No matter how excited he gets, pleasuring his beloved is his number one priority. You can't tell me otherwise. The pleasure he gets from just seeing her flushed and restless, slowly giving into pleasure, is what really gets him off. 💦🤌 #NSFW #jinmao #apothecarydiaries