writing a business model is actually hard when you don't have the funds to push it out huh,

I wrote for Ushio and Ten after returning from study group so I'm happy TvT archiveofourown.org/works/75323846

Characters who are molded into objects (yes, the word object is necessary) of pleasure will always be my favourite trope, no matter how many times it's done. I love how similar circumstances, regardless of what that pleasure is supposed to be, create a distinct character in that franchise.

Chase Atlantic convincing me that my taste in fictional men is dog shite. 🙏

i want him gone (affectionate)

been a while since I've written something so i'm kinda rusty lolol archiveofourown.org/works/74585576

Like honestly though, what's up with me? Instead of being obsessed with Murakumo Ten, I'd rather swoon over Liguang or Yowa (Both are also weird, the latter mostly, Liguang is great, scrapping the Chinese Mafia bit) But I still end up swooning for relatively bad people, what's up with that?

Unemployed drew the employed

Had more 18trip brainworms and decided to rank my favs (within each group and generally,,)

What a man got me doing 😭😭😭 ,, I need more cards,,

i love てふてふ by Plastic Tree so muchhh 🥹

Rui and Ten having the same va is lowkey so surprising to know, because their vocal tones are so different. You would not think they have the same va, Rui sounds nothing like Ten and vice versa. (Yoshiki Nakajima, you're amazing.)

Terror in Resonance only has 11 episodes because [REDACTED] didn't make it through 😭😭

Did Murakumo's feature + read his novel. (Waiting for 1.5 patiently) and I really really really like the guy. (Unfortunately)

AHHAHAHHAHAHHHHH

sometimes i feel like a freak for liking Ten Murakumo.

why he looking at me like that

Ten Murakumo and his fucking half lidded eyes. Makes me want to kill myself, he's so fine.

Elio saying "meow",,, Elio meow.... ELIO.MEOW.

Doing the Layla event and Sethos... He would get along with Souma,, I know they have they have the same va but GAWD, THE WAY THEY LAUGH IS THE SAME. /pos

waiting for study group chapter 299 'cause Minhwan shows up, and i want him to get beaten.

Sure some characters are weak and under developed, but man, the ones who are written with the main plot in mind? Incredible. I just love Ma Minhwan because, he's an asshole. You know he's an asshole with how he looks, and like, bro doesn't even bat an eye at the notion of killing because--

Ooh Phi Yeonbaek is actually so disgusting. An interesting character, yes but outright dislikable. Grooming (not the sexual one.) teenagers into providing drugs to other teens (Minhwan, before he was 18, and currently + Anti) and having them do his dirty work.

I so badly want to make a thread analysing Saeyon's relationship with Ryujin, how it's detrimental yet significant part of Sayeon's choices. Additionally, the Ryujin dead flags are not to be ignored, and if Cell 4 goes the same way Juni's group did, then GAWD, the foreshadowing would be insane.

Constantly thinking of Minhwan's and Hanwul's friendship and how they former treat Hanwul's sibling compared to his own (adopted sibling but still.) Ughhhh they're so different yet work so well together

HE'S SO HYPOCRITICAL. Although I guess he's not wrong, then difference in Hanwul referring to their relationship as friendship while Minhwan is just "comrades" but still goes out of his way to warn Hanwul of what's going to happen. Is that not friendship, you hypocritical bastard (affectionate)

Rereading chapters where Minhwan gets beaten up to make myself feel better but that statement is kinda wrong, me thinks. Like?? Bro is full of spite and using underhanded tactics in a fight is all good because who actually fights honorably in petty "gang" fights 😭

todays doodles consist of:

my profiles are so aesthetic, and then you have these two

My boy is always suffering

Thinking of Rui and Ten,, they share the same va, that's about it but man. Rui, who despite being cursed and a ghoul, still wants to be human, wants to be free of the curse. Hates himself for his curse, hesitates in every given moment. Ten, who does not hesistate, does what he's asked to

Am also "head empty but talks"

I feel so bad for the Abyss Twin. The "go get it for me" and "have your share" still haunt me. They're almost taunting? Rerir took the form of the Abyss Twin to fool the Traveler into something for him; Rhinedottir most likely created Albedo after the Abyss Twin.

I love Soma and Agni (Black Butler), I wish they were real.

Every so often, I update the collection of characters I adore, and I wonder why it's always the blues and purples that get added without fail.😭

My beautiful daughter and her ??? brother.

Lumi... my lumi,, (I'LL FINISH HER TRUST *head in hands*)

I.... I just wanted to draw them (together) #Laumbina

Canvas going down is like Ao3's going down 😭😭 Like no please--i have to submit stuff!!

Thinking about "This is a contract. I'll give you my heart. In exchange, show me your dreams." -- What are Denji's dreams in the first place? He wants to live a what the *the common irl person* sees as normal and he's had that for a while in Part 2. What are his dreams?

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surrender before the goddess...? 🛐 #laumbina

NETARO IS NAWT SHORT. HE GIVES SHORT VIBES BUT HES THE SAME HEIGHT AS ME??? -- of course he's voiced by Horie Shun, of course. /pos

If i had a nickel for everytime Chiaki Kobayashi voiced my favorite characters, I'd have seven, which in retrospect isnt that much, but it's weird it happened seven times.

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Was thinking about Abyss Princess Lumi and what it was like moments before the abyssal power was extracted from her body-- but this is just Surtalogi being horrendous.

Me when some of my favorite characters are: Short wind spirit, short war general bat, short ????, and short synthetic being. Insane characters to like.

What to name them 🥹🥹 choices, choices,, Nova & Luna Sirius & Veaper (Naw) Leo & Selene (Yay Selene, nay Leo) Ymir & Nyx (Naw) Searching up baby names; this shit gets serious

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doodles TvT some day i'll learn anatomy, for now, i'll draw faces lolol