I want to disappear, ive already been thrown out like trash

Doodles

Ughhhhhh HATE MY CONSTANTLY SHIFTING MIND

Kagurabachi Gold Ship #umamusume

youtu.be/d0vU4xThRWI?... I randomly found this song from a triple t animation and now its been stuck in my head.

I noticed randomly slendytubbies poppin off recently again and I have a lot of nostalgia for those silly games lol So I decided to like just fuck around and doodle my own takes on all of the very fucked up and twisted designs mhm #Slendytubbies

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 #art #furryart #oc

there was this assignment that involved remaking an old drawing 3 different times so this was my approach #hollowknightart

I dont really like vague posting much, its a habit im noticing i started to pick up. Apologies for that, its strange what im feeling right now. Its a mix of validation and also emptiness. Even now after hearing my brother and friends reassure me this was not something caused by my immaturity, it st-

there was this assignment that involved remaking an old drawing 3 different times so this was my approach #hollowknightart

Testing some stuff

some #fanyart for @fourleafisland.art ive been meaning to do for a long while now..!! love ur art and love the critter design!! #pixelart #art #animation

The fuck do you mean I’ve been trying to sleep for over an hour. Fuck I hate insomnia, hate how my head just keeps me forcibly up.

i reused and redesigned a oc for this group project final this project was basically coming up with a presentation regarding a important aspect of art and research we chose character design for our topic, and the theming of said character design was media So pixel art style!

I hate when shit feels so onesided lol, it’s just on me for continuing to make that mistake

a friend of mine commissioned me for this deltarune fan character and it was a fun portrait to make!

A new mod just released and god every time im reminded on this mod, my mood gets so soured. I was backstabbed and lied to SO HARD. Gen makes me never want to offer my hand for future mods for a while.

the ever so passionate Tetos: We agree! I wanted to draw out some of my favorite variants of teto so here they are #teto #kasaneteto #vocaloidfanart #vocaloid

the ever so passionate Tetos: We agree! I wanted to draw out some of my favorite variants of teto so here they are #teto #kasaneteto #vocaloidfanart #vocaloid

I was pondering a concept late last night about a spooky echo fighter in the nurse fit. Ironically no hospital specimens get used, but this would be the unique lineup of specimens she would use in this hypothetical "Nurse Spooky" #SpookysJumpscareMansion #sjsm #rivalsofaether

i wonder if im being overally paranoid about stuff, ig better safe than sorry also side note, can't wait for this semester to finish. shit feels like the biggest filler to ever filler

Doodles

b-day gift i doodled for someone

in a way i feel like im stepping around landminds, but like its whatever. It's just part of the process of learning to be better!

i did a test anim with this style to really see how easy it is to work with short answer ~ this took me like 2 hours for a full animation

I wanted to rough out a concept of a potential style I’d do for a simple fighting game Either this or a really sketchy style is what I would want to do But this style I feel would make it easier for anyone to join in and maybe could be a fun community project honestly #gamedev

randomly the urge to draw the cleric beast just appears every few years lol so heres that #Bloodborne #fromsoft

"Every day, I imagine a future where I can be with you" #DokiDokiLiteratureClub #DDLCfanart #DDLC

"Every day, I imagine a future where I can be with you" #DokiDokiLiteratureClub #DDLCfanart #DDLC

I think I'm starting to feel a bit more optimistic about certain things now, I still feel very sad about specific stuff but I'm taking it as a lesson to improve myself as a person. Maybe down the road, things can be good again, but even if they don't go back. I'll still be better for others.

Maybe after a bit of time Where I’m mentally better, my view on certain things would change. I don’t want to let this friendship go, that would cripple me so much so hopefully things change soon.

I was celebrating reaching 850 followers back on Twitter, so I did some requests

Let me stay here and watch. #Imscared #remnantsofascare

A quick piece I did for a school assignment, ooo spooky

you know when i feel so many close friendships around me start burning, idk what to do and i wish i did. I already miss last year cus this past 2 months have been terrible all around and i couldnt have felt more alone.

Hopefully given enough time, I get used to this and finally learn to forget

Let me stay here and watch. #Imscared #remnantsofascare

I’m desperately struggling to find stuff to distract my mind, the mix feeling of rage and sadness is kinda kicking my ass Anyhow here’s another old oc getting a new drawing, this was a one off I made back when I got my iPad as a way to get comfortable with it. For her name idk, never got one

Petunia doing some last minute cramming

Quick oc I made for like a school club thing I don’t really like it but like oh well it was quick and fun

Doodle

doodle

Love is a sickly thing…

I hope things can change, I hope I can change

this week was terrible, hopefully next week is better but i dont think there was a single positive thing ive felt throughout this entire week. Truly I feel awful about everything. Ig outside of the jjk episode that shit is doing so much carrying

I’d like to mention my commissions are open btw for anyone interested

Ngl hoping by the end of this semester at school I’ll have like actual real friends lol, I’m tired of my social life being the way it is (entirely online)

What's the nicest thing you see? Look forward to a decently sized update for Static Miku featuring a brand new deception based mechanic! #HatsuneMiku #flavorfoley_fa #VOCALOID #rivalsofaether