im sorry for being useless in many ways... i think im not reliable enough to be that kind of role

man just pls someone kill me, i cant take this anymore with this despair

i also wanna talk with moots tgt but i guess they kept ignoring me bcz how annoying i am.. maybe i deserves it

my mental never being this messed up

i guess ppl doesn't need me anymore huh...

freedom will always suits better for you, U :)

i wish i was dead

i miss U-san...

im gonna open emergency commission... becuz the payment deadline for my brother is today and i have no money at all to even pay sobs

maybe for alternative, speaking Welsh would for a shot

ive been wanted to able speak Gaelic language but since history says otherwise maybe it'll just stay inside me. Celtic culture and music is so good for listening😞

keep mocking me, maybe i deserved it

my brother in law gonna go to US for work, hopefully can recover from this everlasting poverty

wish i can kill my dad. would be very nice cuz he's fucking dogshit

Though you’re sending me a lot of love and wishes, I’m not doing well enough to carry them all. Why my heart is terribly fragile and only one. 君の気持ちに応えるに分の心臓が足りない。なんて情けないんだろう。 2025 March 18th 10pm JST 🔗 youtu.be/pbBBYyBBjVg?...

maybe painless death is perfect option for me

imagine to be harassed by irl person just because doesn't like me or any of it💀

broke 5 pieces of wooden pencils all at once cuz im so angry

i made💙🤍 on c ai became pure evil thanks to certain scenario lol

guess im gonna try to stay alive for 1 more month. cant guarantee im going to stay in this world anymore

day 3 of no eating anything

couldnt see this outfit live so i drew it for my eyes #ur_ärt #dear_u_san

how about you pull my tongue out and fucking put your cigarette to the top side?

And little heads up here. If u are using your icon or username that is including or related to my personal info, I don’t consider u are U-rei at all. You all will be blocked or muted because you do not deserve either my attention or that of other u-reis.

its been 2 days since i dont eat food at all... man

finding jobs, failed. grinding game for money, the price gets down. money, goner. reason? my own country minimum of jobs fair and very low monthly wages. WHAT MORE I HAVE TO DO FOR LIVING. ATP IM JUST GONNA KILL MYSELF I JUST WANT THIS MISERABLE LIFE END

so yeah he saw me crying in car so he just send me new guitar track. i cant find any better, you are the best brother and guitar man of the world

It seems we are still far from target so one more reveal? I will be revealing those behind scene arts with Kani mama if we hit the goal🙏 do you wanna make it hone to void? Well, I don't want to! Good luck guys!

all people do is just conditional love. different from mother's love. either you success or not, sick or not, even such an asshole she will still love that child. this truth is just a facts than anything. because LOVE is beginning of broken life.

man.. is it really bad to become gamer girl 😭😭

i guess people hates me.

pose practice #dear_u_san #ur_ärt #illust #art

man... wish i can communicate other ureis with fun and humor, while myself is just a trash, stupid and rude... i hate myself

hey, since 2024 almost over i just want to say im sorry if i ever say anything that hurtful to you, and this might be a lesson for me too, to be better person. i hope new year is gonna be brightful to us, and.. to me. merry christmas and happy new year.

if u dont know anything about them, shut ur fucking hole will u

should i keep to be alive?

ugh.. it sucks, sometimes bluesky is best to see things

white day 🤍 #dear_u_san #ur_ärt

until now i still dont understand why some of ppl ships 💙🤍 with 🌛... and idk if i allowed to say such thing like this

balloon shading, didn't expect to be this pretty

me attempt to draw something, but i scrap it at the end becuz its ugly, repeat. pls what's happening to me? i just want to draw and post something, but i feel my drawing is fading

I dont care which fandom you are from or genders. You are mychildren to protect.

X spaceでお悩み相談やります！ Ill hosting your life advice X space tonight. DM me your concerns and show up at my space at 9pm jst! It’s been a rough time for most of you so lemme talk to you directly.

i feel like im just a fake artist.. always with empty promise "im going to draw this / that" but in the end i didn't do it becuz i still trying to stabilize my mental health. im so sorry..

boredom...

your friendly neighbourhood hero and musician #ur_ärt

COMMISSION FOR @stillunderworld.bsky.social! Birthday present for @saltbits :D Thank you for commissioning me! #commission #illust #art

danna-sama 🛐 #ur_ärt

so bored.. 🥱

when this chain of poverty will end i really hate my life rn