sigh

It's funny to me that I've heard many drama-adjacent youtubers talk about that one quinton reviews video where he drops a political rant in the middle of it, and they talk about it as if it was a pivotal point in the history of quinton's channel, an infamous moment to be remembered forever

I mean SOMEONE in history must've tattooed the dollar sign on their balls, right?

i don't deserve any of you. thank you for putting up with my bullshit

bleh. my music keyboard has been neglected. i don't think i used it this year yet. I really need to come up with a routine for it. and for art practice

turn off the tv!! it doesn't matter the channel!

I'm too fucking stupid for novels. If a novel spends two paragraphs describing the appearance of a character or a place I just cannot imagine it. This is not an aphantasia thing, I don't have it, i can see things in my mind fine I just can't translate text into it

i wish there was a chocobo face sticker thing that i could put on my rg34

if you had the gull to get a bar of white chocolate, go back to the aztecs and tell them "hey this is chocolate!" they'd stare you right in the face and say "oh, cool"

this is the only pokemon merch i want in my life

The anger lingered up until to a bit ago. It was when I was finishing the third chapter of my venting wall of text that i realized that just putting the thoughts down helped me to process them. My mind is no longer haunted, I've reclaimed it back!

I hate that there are people who don't take seriously my shortcomings and tell me that I'm just not putting enough effort my fucking God, I'm getting so much better at so much stuff but it's never enough. But sure, maybe what will fix me is schooling me again on why working hard is important

i might be too angy to sleep today. hooray

One thing that I realized looking back at this archive is that my "improvement at art" along these years wasn't the expected "making art that looks better" but instead it was "it getting less painful to draw exactly what I already knew how to draw before"

I used to keep track of my sketches a while back. I stopped because I couldn't maintain a routine. It's wishful thinking but it would be cool to have something like this going again. and a routine.

the biggest whiplash so far of immersing myself in more linux/programming tutorials has been hearing people pronounce GUI as "gooey" instead of "gee, you, I"

Today I dreamt that i was being chased by the police. It was all fun and games while i was just hiding from the humans but then they brought the sniffing dogs and like what the fuck are you supposed to do then

man, I remember the first time I found Reddit "Egads! There really is a community for everything! And look at how many thoughtful, technical, long comments! They're made by professionals and scholars, truly, this is a place of knowledge!" The naivety

accidental roxanne

game i'm excited about got out from early access!

I made a SFW Mastodon account, and then remembered I already had a NSFW one. From back in 2023.

has anyone used the term "slopocalypse" yet or have I just become the vanguard

[Minecraft] Someone who's never played the game shows interest in playing it. You play it since Beta/Alpha Which version do you recommend? Would it be vanilla?

I made this tweet thinking that mojang would never change the creeper's texture due to how iconic it is, it being the company's mascot and whatnot ... but it seems like we've got a new sheriff in town

[minecraft] The creeper texture has been out of date ever since biomes were introduced. solution: new update that makes creepers change their texture colors depending on the block they're standing on (grass, stone, ice, etc). the fans would love it!

a little Noxia for @feralcatalyst.bsky.social >:3c

today i dreamt a had a boyfriend. He hugged me out of nowhere purely out of his own volition. Damn

the animation's progress for a while now

feeling rusty i need to buy more black pens. i keep losing the ones i have

i might've become addicted to tagging my files

what is domain expansion? the slang got popular to a point where ignoring it just locks me out of conversations now

This works. The only flaw is that i usually drink coffee in the living room, a couple of meters away from the tv, which. is. NEVER. off.

Popular Opinion: Octopath Traveler's OST slaps youtu.be/DQHDq9anOeY

Imagine a world where youtube has a robust search engine you could search for "channel: X & Y & Z" and it would ONLY return channels that have videos about X, Y and Z (so, channels that already have gameplays of these 3 specific games, booktubers that already reviewed these 3 specific books, etc)

there's something that bothers me about those "every time you reblog this post a [bad person] dies" posts, but i can't really articulate what it is. something about it being performative or something? maybe something about it being virtue signaling? idk

HONESTLY,i started watching that poppy playtime gameplay expecting some hot garbage but it's kinda delighting me ngl the gameplay is just the generic first-person horror of always but i like the star tamagotchi thing and the big dinosaur. The blacklight dino easter egg was so cute.

first time watching anything poppy playtime related it's really weird how first-person horror games are all kinda just the same game, regardless of which studio develops it. all what changes seem to be the story. even the settings, most of the time, looks the same.

I took a lift with someone I didn't know today and they started a small talk. I was so fucking nervous, I said so many cringe things oh my god I'll keep contorting myself in psychological pain for the rest of the day

i have such a hard time understanding the spoken words in music the first time i hear most tracks

each point in the graph is a day i look at a new photo of myself

weirdo

crazy new idea: Horror game that connects to your house's lights and turns them off in key moments to enhance the scaryness. Also you'll have to give your light's access to Microsoft

oh that's why i never animate her

I like the new baby designs in Minecraft and I prefer them over the old designs. But there's this cloud over this update: It seems like we reached the "Vibrant Visuais" era of Minecraft, where the game is leaning towards a "AC: New Horizons" sort of aesthetic, and the babies are a piece of it

randomly remembered of Romantically Apocalyptic. I wonder how it holds up

cute

the rabbit book has a Napoleon quote in the original French

· I want to relearn how to talk out loud · I can't do it without actually talking out loud · I don't have anyone to talk to · Can't rubber duck it or record it for a video or whatever because I don't want parents listening to it while I talk is there a solution

another panel finished i think