Current state of me: 2 bear TF illustrations that need the extra 15-25% work to be finished 1 story I've dabbled with for years suddenly became interesting again 9 sketches of bear transformation based on games I've played, on dreams I've had since, and aforementioned story 🙃

Happy Holidays from Sweden! 🎄 Brighter days are ahead!

"Here's the first version I drew which had more of a ball gut, but I prefer the final's more well built shape" #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

Updated my 'Hero Forge'-sona with all the new bells and whistles they've added since I first created him Wish I could splurge with good conscience and get it printed, one of these days 💸

Infuriating to see how language is adapting to the censorship that platforms have over people. The censorship shouldn’t be on big companies, and it’s futile to think that people won’t just make up new ways to say the thing with a different word anyhow. Fucking dystopian.

I’m very happy how this work turned out and that finally I tried that way Endlessly thankful for @werewolf.gay #furry #furryart #furryNSFW #NSFW

Hard brush, textured brushes and blending, motion blur, gaussian blur and noise effect

Ventilation piece from ~'22 Moving away from friends and family to a pretty dreary place, feeling like I just 'existed', so looking out of the window with a cup of coffee as company was not unusual back then

Constructing a chill area to bathe in as a Kodan is escapism at its finest

Happy balloon day @haizebou.bsky.social! I've always been an ungulate at heart (went by a minotaur before!), and I've always appreciated your support, so I hope you appreciate this fanart of your character in my style 🦌

It's surprising how many times I've salvaged a TF by switching away from my expensive Wacom monitor (or well, back in 2016), and just use my mouse to hastily draw without any pressure sensitivity very hastily something that *feels* better. Less precision, more feeling.

The sheer amount of anatomy tomfoolery in transforming a guy into a feral grizzly bear that is ~4x bigger and making it happen from the bottom-up, with max-sized bear parts, is 🫠

Holy moly, I was offered the job! The amount of relief to not have to switch careers is unimaginable 🐻🎉

Perfectly normal reaction to TFing into a werebear and your cake comes in. 😅 "Oh shit, I'm thicc!"

I feel such reluctance fan-guying over a game with TF or furry themes, because I know that there'll probably be some innocent community manager who would find it unwillingly, or it could harm that game's image as a whole 🙃 I wish them only the best, but it feels like I can't be the one to say it

I lost my job half a year ago, and a lot of studios are now collapsing left and right. I got a job interview on Wednesday. I hope it goes well. For this evening though, it's time to listen to thunderstorms and Queens of the Stone Age while drawing cracks in rocks.

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Currently sketching out a cave painting for the background to add a bit of lore to it (this is just a small part of it). Slow but fun!

When the aurora shines bright, the bear spirit recognizes your offering #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

The hell that is making the background of a rendered image, and adjusting the lighting on the character to match 🙃

Been a bit obsessed lately thinking of the transformation happening so you have the oversized hind legs and undercarriage of a bear, and you're sitting pretty on top waiting for the rest to catch up.

It's #TFTuesday but I didn't get to finish what I'm working on in time. So I dug up an old iteration of a TF image I drew years ago with a different energy that I kinda like! #TFEveryday #OldBearShaper

It's #TFTuesday but I didn't get to finish what I'm working on in time. So I dug up an old iteration of a TF image I drew years ago with a different energy that I kinda like! #TFEveryday #OldBearShaper

Funny how I have started my first proper NSFW for the first time ever about the same time that Bsky declared their new guidelines 🙃

On a bear binge again, thinking and drawing them after months of nothing. I don’t know how my brain works, it just wants bear for some reason.

It's wild that Beyond Good & Evil 2 is still recruiting people. Saw a job listing just now and it's baffling how after Ubisoft got essentially split in half earlier this year, that the project is still ongoing. Best of luck of course; I'd love to play as a big-bellied rhino-man when it comes out 🤞🏻

An outlet doodle I found collecting dust in a folder #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

Feeling a lot of anxiety, and still looking for a job Just zoning out and drawing a bit again helps though Full, rendered image is in the works #TFTuesday

An outlet doodle I found collecting dust in a folder #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

A cathartic thing about being somewhat able to control dreams, is that I can recall nightmares and just go bear-mode on them 💥🐻

Imagine being served ice cream by a bear though

One very strange TF memory of mine, is from a comics series that was popular here years ago called "Fantomen" or "The Phantom" in English, where the titular hero is trapped inside a sarcophagus with the implication that he will transform to have an animal's head unless he breaks out.

Not quite there yet, but I think I got a bit of TF in me. Job only lasts a little while longer, so decompressing by drawing some fur sounds just like the thing. When life gives you lemons, draw bears instead.

Was commuting in the most uncomfortable hours, but upon arriving I took a nap. Then I quickly started dreaming of myself progressively changing into a bear on every step of the journey here, having to deal with having a paws and a much larger frame. Was a fun way to recap the trip!

Had a nightmare last night, but Walter (my own personal bear) brought me out of it, then just kinda absorbed the monstrosity into himself. All while talking to me. As a result, I didn't wake up from it, and it made me feel some *serious* shivers as he transformed me.

Being restrained for the change gives you a lovely view of your own body mangling into something more powerful. It’s much more uncomfortable for something already traumatic, but at least it guarantees that the curse won’t spread. So they say, anyway… it’s #TFTuesday somewhere already that counts

Found a way to extract kodan models! Time to see how complicated it'd be to rig up for VRChat and slap a fur shader on it.

Decided to finally do the work to move base to BlueSky so I can express and discuss with likeminded again I miss what the blue bird was, but I can't dwell on that any more

From a transformation sequence back in 2024 that I honestly would like to finish up at some point #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

"Here's the first version I drew which had more of a ball gut, but I prefer the final's more well built shape" #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

'Shit.clip' - 2023 Yeah it's not a great sketch but it definitely reflects my mood of 2023 having moved away from friends and family to a new place to work, and it kinda sucked #OldBearShaper

"Looked at some old dream diaries from last year, and man its just fun. Time to pick up the habit again!" - 2023 Walter has been a nice TF mediator in my dreams since #OldBearShaper #TFEveryday

"I've focused on this one a few times over about three weeks while trying to dream." - 2022 Still enjoy this one quite a bit #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEeveryday

"Moments before a big lug of a guy in sweat pants fully shifted into a werebear in front of you" #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

"As I dream" #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

"Sad I couldn't finish my *very* quickly thrown together bear TF for #TFTuesday, but here's the graphite layer. On the more realistic side this one, and I'm liking how it's turning out. Sucks having a job sometimes." #OldBearShaper #TFEveryday

"He sits at the cafe smoking a cigarette, twirling his pen and gently pressing his dewlap with his tumb, pondering what to write next for his story. The noir-like windowblinds casts shadows across his face, and his fat binder is tucked neatly as he thinks in silence." #OldBearShaper

This one has lingered in my mind from back in 2022, but here I sit on the couch in the living room as a mute moose character TFs me in a dream. #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday

From 2020 when I knew my way around AfterEffects (and had a license), I was very compelled to draw an animated sequence of this guy breathing, and the belly swelling over like a minute. Didn't happen unfortunately. #OldBearShaper #TFTuesday #TFEveryday