usually try NOT to post from my mains but this is pretty big.. i have access for now without the vpn though so.. idk. i haven't been posting here much anyway but i just want this out there in case i lose access again..

been in a "push everyone away" mood lately. that, and been trying to get my shit together. hope you've all been well. ❤️‍🩹

// religion pushing.. okay look, i'm sorry but please stay away from me and my pages if this is your game. i gave you my reasons for my aversion to religion and now you're doing this? i respect your choice of religion, please respect mine.. ugh.. yazocon.straw.page

i think i give up. 🤷🏾‍♀️

What can I say except I WAS COOKIIIIING

You'll never believe what I just found in my old art archive (I'm talking the ancient year of our Lord 2018, here)

relying on a playthrough series to experience DR so, i'm a bit slow but chapter 3 gave me CHILLS, quite a few times actually. it's so eerie in places and i'm so scared (in a good way) for where it's all gonna lead. 💓

it's not unnerving at all, no worries! <3 my answer may be a bit disappointing though.. i'm on the fence. i'm more spiritual/into the occult and magick than organized religion. plus, ya girl has religious trauma, so yeah. ^^;

LMAOOO, hi, oh my god. hell yeah fellow clover fucker. <3 <3 <3 yazocon.straw.page

//vent spiraling.. i wish killing myself were that easy.

happy pride month y'all. 🖤🤎❤🧡💛💚💙💜🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ just a head's up, i'm going to semi-disappear after the 3rd & drown my pain in work. i'll pop in for things like special events & juneteenth but otherwise, i'm isolating myself for a bit. feel free to reach out if we're mutuals tho. i AM lonely, just.. stupid.

just found out what i'm drawing for one of my friend's birthdaysss. this is gonna be epic. i love being an artist. 💞

The Ceroba dies AU has an ask blog now! www.tumblr.com/onesizetoosm...

i notice i attract/am in a lot of circles with transmasc peeps, not complaining, just an observation. 9.9999 times out of 10, their either gay or male-leaning and my dumbass ends up falling for them on accident. 😭 yo, is the universe tryna tell me something?? like???

i know it's shitty to vaguepost but like UGH! i support u but u can't do the same for me despite claiming i'm ur "best friend" (amongst others that u clearly care about more than me)? i shouldn't even have to tell u that i feel this way. there's no way u think ur being a good friend 2 me..

goodnight to everyone except ppl who take weirdly sexual pics with their pets, y'all can go to hell. 😘

*ashnikko voice* i'm shyyy, i'm so shyyy.

just realized something.. i might be able to turn down my empathy, but i can hardly say the same for my SYMPATHY. (1/2)

maybe i should genuinely consider a fictional other atp. it's probably best for everyone. i'm tired of setting myself up for my own heartbreak. 😮‍💨

// doomed crush posting 💔, i've never hated being a girl/girl adjacent more! 😭😭😭 their sweet, their poly, we have a decent bit in common AND we have the same niche kink??? WTFFFFF!!!?? (1/2)

hi loves. i am once again asking a lil favor. inkbunny.net/journalview.... a friend of mine's rent is coming up & it'd mean a lot if y'all would consider donating or commissioning him! i myself have commed him before & his work is hella cute, totally worth the buy!! thanks for reading. <3

AAAAAAAAA, i thought this was aethy for a sec and was like "why tf can't i bookmark like i used to!??" BAAA, DUMBASS GIRL MOMENT. 😭

our new #daiken zine is finished and will be available at our #animazement AA table E04!! join our #digimon stamp rally at @officialanimazement for the chance to get some exclusive digimon merch!

keep cycling back and forth between these. 😔

. (what started out as me practicing foreshortening turned into this.. dw, i'm not in crisis or anything, just.. down, ig.

first time getting somewhat dressed up in a while. this top looked so much better in theory. 😵‍💫

i wish you could import drawings to strawpage, that shit MASSACRES my lineart.

good morning gaymers. 🤓 (i gotta go to a cramped OUTDOOR graduation tonight 😭 wml)

i made cinnamon rolls chat. ✨️

slowly but surely..

sex worker ceroba ketsukane, send post.

me at the end of uty pacifist knowing DAMN WELL that kid was gonna die:

sorry for the random burst of sad pining lately y'all. it's be coming in waves for a while now. no clue what's gotten into me. 🤷🏾‍♀️

oh how i would be anything, anything just for you..

"hey google, how do i feel nothing at all?"

are drawings turned off on strawpage or what? one minute people are posting the ones they get, the next minute, it's not showing them?? not complaining btw, i'm pretty sure the whole site was made by one person so like, i respect it.

// ❤️ vent it sucks man.. all my life, i've been afraid to push things further, specifically relationships. person A shows interest or even outright tells me their into me, i try to get with them, they bullshit some excuse as to why they can't, only for them to (1/4)

i could definitely see chujin as the passive aggressive type. the type to murmur curses in japanese under his breath about ppl he dislikes.

idgaf what anyone says, hide away (the song) slaps hard af. 🤌🏾

🎵 why am i always hit on by the boys i never like? 🎶 /nbh

me when i get her:

//vent /lh yaz stop growing overly attached to ppl they just met challenge; difficulty level: impossible (1/3)

still need to draw headspace basil like this.

i want to snap ceroba ketsukane uty's neck, just a lil bit. ☺️

i always feel weird liking vent posts. like, i want you to know that i saw it and that i'm thinking of ya but "liking" it?? it's such a paradox..

rigging (not to mention cutting) my own vtuber model, spitting out at least one form of art everyday, AND actively working on my animation skills?? who knew all i needed was antidepressants and antipsychotics?

KOSA is a censorship bill not a child safety bill KOSA is a censorship bill not a child safety bill KOSA is a censorship bill not a child safety bill KOSA is a censorship bill not a child safety bill KOSA is a censorship bill not a child safety bill StopKOSA.com

gm chat. <3 (and a reminder for those who need it.)

if i had a nickel for every time my "tactics" switched up, i'd have two nickel. not a lot, but interesting that it's happened twice (and that it's so "down the middle" in the first place).

anyway, i love all my moots on this account. hope y'all's days have been good. 💕