nika shedtwt
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guys please don't ask for cutting tips in my comments 😵💫 i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
over 1 year ago
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being scared of the adult psyche ward makes me risk my life i am scared of and for myself
about 1 month ago
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i feel like i need saved im so scared
about 1 month ago
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"i'm tired of hearing it all the time" imagine living with it i can't take it anymore
about 1 month ago
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about 1 month ago
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day after day
add a skeleton here at some point
about 2 months ago
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bruising the wrist bruising didn't show up
loading . . .
about 2 months ago
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went from 195 to 184 in two weeks
about 2 months ago
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that's definitely not the half bagel i ate
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about 2 months ago
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yeah idk how yall get it up
about 2 months ago
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how do yall purge i litterally cant get myself to throw up my food
about 2 months ago
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i need to quit letting myself like people i go crazy
about 2 months ago
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year ago today fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
3 months ago
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jesus christ
3 months ago
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i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
3 months ago
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never posted an update for those either
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3 months ago
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anyways here's that update i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again an AWESOME cycle right 😀
3 months ago
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it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time im still going crazy dw
3 months ago
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can't take it anymore here's some small ones
4 months ago
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i'm so sick why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
4 months ago
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shrinkage is annoying as fuck
5 months ago
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all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
5 months ago
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but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
5 months ago
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next day and after shower the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
5 months ago
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i'm bleeding through everything another roll of gauze and self stick shit
5 months ago
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like please what did i do to you to be punished like this
5 months ago
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i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished
5 months ago
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why me
loading . . .
5 months ago
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okay actually kms dude my dad gets up in 20
5 months ago
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anyways patchup job
5 months ago
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i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot
5 months ago
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god i'm always losing my blades
5 months ago
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but when i try it doesn't work
5 months ago
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like you're joking
5 months ago
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now imagine if i did it on my arm like i originally planned
5 months ago
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no cause it's annoying how well they work stp
5 months ago
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at least we know cutting is definitely a good distraction cause what the actual fuck why did they never work this good when i wanted em to
5 months ago
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they'll definitely work for tomorrow tho i used to use these all the time tho
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5 months ago
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definitely a vein there bro they'll d
loading . . .
5 months ago
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i have blood everywhere wtf when i had these last time they never one swiped like this there is blood on my bedsheet
5 months ago
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fuck i'm not used to my favorite blades i wanted to die tomorrow not tonight wtf it's on swipe fuck fuck fuck
5 months ago
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went to walmart alone and got my favorite blades again
5 months ago
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these blades suck
#shbsky
5 months ago
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i just need to go to walmart alone so i can get my good blades instead of stuff i can get away with buying anyways
5 months ago
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damn who knew texting 988 would actually keep me distracted long enough to be too tired to hurt myself. but paying too much attention to what i said sucked cause i don't wanna be sent away
5 months ago
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my heart is beating so hard i can see it in my stomach and limbs
5 months ago
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how do i get out i dont wanna die i just need out of my head and this place
5 months ago
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gained a 15th body and then after the left and i cleaned a vibrator snd it got stuck in the sink is this god punishing me
5 months ago
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having only vodka red bull and a black pepper bacon sandwich from dunkin in my system is a vibe
5 months ago
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