I left this shit running on rest mode through my er and surgery period and lmao

Cant type well rn - it was ny toe not wrist - went to er and just had surgery -will reply to all later when i can move better -im sorry for making worry

Worldsfucking insane and theres no place for me in it

Think im out of time

I don’t understand how ‘I can’t’ always get turned into ‘I don’t want to’ with these people

the world is insane

Absolutely useless lol all of it. is everything more valuble than my life

Lol im such a coward im still looking for any excuse not to die. still looking for help that will not change anything

I cant fathom showing the cuts i make and at least half of my hair that i cut off and still being blamed for being irresponsible. what is this world i live in. is it worth going . is it worth going

I dont fucking get it anymore. maybe it wouldve been better if the cutter didnt break last night

Everytime something in media comes up where they say they owe it to their family to overcome mental problems i question why the fuck my family is the way it is

I dont think theres anything else i can do

What else can i do anyway. Is there a single person in the world that does not want me dead or used for my humanity

What kind if sick person saw someone desperately fighting themselves to not die and can only conclude that person hates and blames them for everything anyway

I cant believe i survived an attempt only to get scolded for not going to school and for blaming people lol idk anymore

Sry for not posting much lately been going thru it

Me after frontlines

BTW PLEASE PLAY BURIED STARS its gotta be my fav vn. the drama. the intrigue. the entertainment industry demons. the personal and interpersonal tragedies. the murder #cychart #buriedstars

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We have texas alter at home

Breaking: Degenbrecher has attained the title of honorary cempe (cempe = indonesian for baby goat/sheep) after going on adventures with ebenholz in bastion defense looking for crafters

I’m just so tired of this world

Everything else: I sleep Monster hunter stories appearing: wakes up

Mega Man Star Force: Legacy Collection - Announce Trailer, out 2026 buff.ly/eF6G3eJ

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boy with a coin #THORNSTHELODESTAR #明日方舟

>0 dps whm coheal in san d’oria >oh is this a newbie who doesnt speak english or smth lemme check em out >is a MENTOR and <the necromancer> >checkmarked to speak english ONLY >has lv100 on ALL COMBAT JOBS >has SAVAGE RAID GEAR

cw sh I might self harm if i go to class again but i dont think self harming is gonna be taken a valid reason to take a day off. idk whqt to do

【Ambience Synesthesia Tailor-Provided - Empty Crown - Stainless】 Outfit Stainless tailored for himself. With unique armor designs and bold weapon modifications, he has successfully recreated the image of a heroic knight in his heart. #Arknights #Yostar

I think i rly will be happier not alive tbh

>someone talking abt how deeply preadtory the build/pity systems implemented in p5x are >wait for it >hoyo guy in the comments “tHaTS nORmAL tO mE”

I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND MY CHAIR WAS ROBBED

all i think of when i run san d'oria #ffxiv #art

older brother kam'lanaut #ffxi

Watching pointcrow’s video on the new zelda notes memories and getting more and more sus the zelda voice is AI but people on the internet claims nintendo have stated explicitly against that so im 🤔

How did this become some kind of mecha prince code geass bullshit

Me: damn ive been feeling so out of faith in humanity lately My brain: did you mean a fifth reread of the martian?

Tmi but lately I’ve felt like. The universe is throwing me a bone in so many aspects and somehow I still can’t say I’m satisfied with my life and like that’s terrifying

[metaphor refantazio] consultation with the pastry brain trust

#arknights #ichaart courier is here for valentine's day with so so so so many letters for the doctor from everyone which is why he is (checks calendar) three months late

#arknights #ichaart what if conductor courier outfit

“Silverash alter is gonna be like. Silverash the Bitch or something” —me, 2025

I love waking up to the absolute fear of my abuser suddenly entering my room and be in the bed beside me and have it be taken not seriously by anyone present

It just never ceases to amaze me how dawntrail has genuine, apparent criticism to be made for it without being defended blindly and yet people still chose to complain about wuk lamat’s voice acting every single day

Lota run: >someone is trolling with waymarks in atomos and iron giant, causes people to actually get mixed up >are talking shit about wuk lamat’s old performance in interphos, which has long been replaced >mentioning dt spoilers in the presence of several lv50 sprouts in alliance chat >dnc is MT

wait. need to test smth

CAN BSKY NOT PASTE MY IMAGES AS WEIRD BLACK BOX?