whatever the opposite of doing numbers is, is what my newest video is doing so uhhh... a shot and a miss I guess. time to go back to the drawing board for my next video (which is coming sooner I promise)

okay video is back up! please go support the video again! youtu.be/28skyDGXFzM

quick update: my newest video received a copyright claim while I was asleep. I'm currently working to fix the issue and have the video back up later today. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience it would mean a lot to me if you could support the video again once it relaunches

NEW VIDEO!!!!! youtu.be/jlaNOt9P4wE

New vid very very soon! to celebrate here's the thumbnail! dying to see more? check out my patreon for a 10 minute preview! see y'all soon!

Special thank you to all those that hosted the toxic yuri VN game jam and all those that played my game and said nice things to me! this was super fun and I'm so so so glad I got to participate in this! please go play the games of all the winners all the other participants! this was rad!!!

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! (before you ask, yes I was born on 9/11/01) also new video soon or whatever but what's actually important is MY BIRTHDAY

I don't fuck with talking about drama so imma keep it vague but please know that if your in the middle of a beef and you look over and CHRIS HANSEN is on your side, you're on the wrong fucking side and need to critically rethink your position

I don't respect any horny art of toriel dreemurr that doesn't have her built like a refrigerator

we gotta make whoever decided keyboard shortcuts walk the plank dude cuz why the fuck are copy CRTL+C and paste CTRL+V WHEN V AND C ARE NEXT TO EACHOTHER ON THE KEYBOARD AND COPY WILL LITERALLY WIPE WHATEVER YOU WHERE TRYING TO PASTE AAAAAAAAARGH

this is the type of comment I do it for. like fuck yeah my video game reopened wounds on your spirit to explore!

just realized there's a grammar error on this so now I gotta die

TIME FOR SOME ZAYDA LORE: I actually played the undertale demo back when it was on kickstarter and I credit it for being the game that inspired me to start doing game dev! Thanks for 10 years of memories Toby!

FYI like all of the 200 jam entries are still here. sure a few did get suspended but for the rest they are simply unlisted and you can just find them all through this link and theyre right there. go play them #toxicyurivnjam itch.io/jam/toxic-yu...

Dude fuck @itch.io, seriously fucking sucks that they would make such a severe and drastic change to their platform with no fucking warning! seriously hope this gets reversed like ASAP for the sake of all the fantastic devs effected

pong time www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjnq...

STREAM??? MORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK! youtube.com/live/M-P5w8W...

Not thinking about the game jam for a whole day and relaxing has done so much for my spirit lmao

I FINISHED MY YURI VISUAL NOVEL!!!! GO PLAY IT!!! zayda-tft.itch.io/her-age-my-s...

"hey Zayda! hows the game jam going?" me:

FUCKING AWFUL FOURTH OF JULY I HATE THIS COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

DOING SOME TOXIC YURI GAME DEV COME WATCH www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7wx...

STREAMING GO WATCH youtube.com/live/V-X_0KY...

BEEF STROGANOFF!!!!! RAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! SYMPHOGEAR!!!!!!

Hey everyone! Just wanted to let Y'all know there's not gonna be a stream today unfortunately due to a scheduling conflict but I'll be live tomorrow at around 2PM CST to make up for it! hope to see y'all then!

so I'm looking at traffic for my most recent video (totally normal thing to do) and like... WHY IS DISCORD SO HIGH??? LIKE THERE SERIOUSLY CAN'T BE OVER 200 PEOPLE WHO WHERE SENT MY VIDEO???? THATS INSANE??? IS LIKE EVERY PLOYAMORUS LESBIAN SENDING MY VID TO THE POLYCULE GROUP CHAT???

how popular do I gotta get before y'all become parasocial? cuz lowkey y'all scare me

short stream today so I'll try to stream later in the week to make up for it! see y'all soon!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHJu... WENDSDAY STREAM COME AND GET IT WHILE IT'S FRESH

CURRENTLY STREAMING SOME MINOR GAME DEV GO WATCH youtube.com/live/56Eew7K...

if I had a dollar for every time a fierce debate about my gender, sexuality or my race started in the comments of a totally unrelated video I'd be RICH

finished deltarune chapter 3+4 on my own time and it was like incredibly good and I could go on and on about how masterful it's story telling and delivery are but... the more important thing is IM SO JEALOUS OF SANS I WANNA FUCK TORIEL SO BAD IT MAKES ME SICK!!!!

for those of you who didn't get to catch me live I hope my VOD will be enough to heal your soul but I'll also probably be streaming again later this week so I'd love to catch you on the next one!

I'm streaming come watch!!! youtube.com/live/ZsMfWKv...

youtu.be/VSt72Z9_iTw NEW VIDEO GO WATCH

Yo gang I'm gonna be so honest and say that the upload today is gonna be a smidge late cuz of youtube copyright stuff but trust me i am working on it lmao

Happy pride assholes I'm a trans lesbian and i got a new video coming on the 8th k bye~!

Honest to god thing my roommate said last night "what's that movie where Arnold Schwarzenegger plays a fake person... oh yeah, Terminator!"

Happy trans day of visibility yall!!!✨🩷🩵🤍🩵🩷✨

Newest chapter of Ruri dragon has me squeeing and kicking my feet THIS MANGAS SO GOOD

My desire to jailbreak a PSVita frows everyday...

I need to stop making character designs with curly hair cuz every time I go to 3D model them I have a break down

Yugioh is easily the card game with the most yuri and that’s why I’ll proudly stand behind it no matter how many times it hurts me

Super adaptoid is the one avengers villain I can never take seriously just because his name sounds like some shit a chronically online t-girl would call me in an arguement about passing

Man that Sakamoto days opening sure is uh… somethin’

Happy new year! Here’s to my New Year’s resolution: actually upload this year

IM GONNA FUCKING LOSE IT!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FORGOT TO REMOVE THE TOMATO, STILL UPCHARGE ME FOR IT AND THEN PUT ON ONLY ONE AND A HALF SLICES OF PICKLE CULVERS SO HELP ME GOD

WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS 30 EXTRA CENTS TO HAVE NO TOMATO ON MY SANDWICH???? BITCH AM I PAYING FOR THE SERVICE OF YOU REMOVING 2 SLICES OF TOMATO????

Everyday I get tempted more and more to remove my dnd video cuz god it’s the most vile comment section I’ve ever had. Like I hope you know when my channel gets more bangers I’ll probably take it down cuz Christ am I sick of the discourse around it.