My 25th birthday is coming up and I feel the crotchety old lady in me forming like a primordial demon whispering in my ear making me want to yell at clouds

I think the worst part of the modern internet is how through content we treat all opinions as being equal. I cannot tell you how many god awful takes I’ve seen from video essayists, diet bloggers, health channels and political accounts I’ve seen that get empowered only because they have a microphone

I’m so infinitely charmed by text based eroge cuz they’re the only place where I can read some shit like “The refreshing taste of the sports drink cures you and you feel a part of you better understands hydration in its truest form… +𝟐𝟎 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬”

Also inverse of this is how a lot of techniques taught for screen acting actually make you a dog shit voice actor. Hence why so many celebrity voice actors from film and tv deliver such bizarre performances when put in a animated film

Just finish FFXIV ENDWALKER and… holy fuck… 10/10… new top 3 video game of all time?… I am a changed woman…

I remember back when I was a kid my ifunny feed was like exclusively anime girls kissing and I was so terrified my sister (bisexual tumblr teenager) was gonna find out and think I was fetishizing lesbians This was my version of Catholic guilt

Today is me and my partner’s 5th anniversary! Be happy for us or DIE

Sometimes I just sit around and think about the RWBY X Justice league movies because I think they may genuinely be the worst cross over of all time. Like I struggle to think of any other crossover so universally hated by both fanbases and with almost nothing to show for it lmao

Did my estrogen shot right before drinking a cup of cold brew and I can FEEL them waging war in my body over wether I’m tired or awake

Mini thread discussion time cuz I think it's interesting: recently the YouTube algorithm has changed in such a way that has now made it that views from a desktop with an ad block and aren't engaging are no longer counted. this has inversely impacted channels with tech savvy viewers that put on- 1/4🧵

Love playing ff14 with my partner! LOOK AT US!!!

I yearn for employment fr fr

HELLO EVERYONE! I HAVE 3D ART COMMISSIONS NOW!!! If you’re interested in grabbing a low poly 3D model by me you can! Interested in something more complex/not listed? Want more information? Don’t care and just wanna get a commission in asap? Then- EMAIL ME NOW AT: [email protected]

We gotta make a lesbian version of the term bear, cuz like that’s what I am. A mama bear if you will

Okay weird mini ramble thread about my channel: So you probably haven’t noticed this but I’ve been slowly phasing the words “video essay” from my channel the last couple of months. Why is that? Well I think it’s largely come from me reconsidering what my channel is and slowly coming to chafe 1/5🧵

I miss back when ads on porn sites where Marge from the Simpsons getting railed. Now I can’t even pleasure myself without being inundated with ai slop, when will we return to the naturalistic human spirit of wanting to beat off to cartoons drawn by real people

Kinda crazy that I almost have 10K subscribers on YouTube. Like I know that’s probably not a lot to most but it’s a mind boggling number to me!

being an ass woman in a world built for boob men is a humbling experience. it teaches you that the world is a cruel place not designed for you whilst giving you the soothing balm of being able to find the joy in watching others walk away "hate to see you go love to watch you leave" -Jesus I think?

Is this a safe enough space to admit that I think quick time events are actually dope as fuck and I like them (with obvious exceptions for when they’ve been done really poorly)

Ever wanted to learn how to lose? well good news! you can with my newest video out NOW!!!!!!!!!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9Zh...

I ❤️ House and UK Garage #deltarune

New year, new me? Get ready for a new video in the next couple days revealing my brand new design and model! See you in the new year! (My new years resolution is to actually meet my video deadlines)

I PROMISE IM GETTING IT DONE BUT SHIT IS HARD! SOON I SWEAR

Wait nvm lmao new video will probably be on the 26th or 27th! Still be hype tho!!!

Hey everybody! Get hype! new video on Christmas along with a completely new look for the channel!!!!

THEY REBOOTED DORK DAIRIES AND TOOK AWAY ALL MY GIRLS MID-2000’s ANIME SWAG! I BET SHE DOESNT EVEN SAY AN ABLEIST SLUR IN THIS ONE! IM TIRED OF WOKE REBOOTS!!! *punches hole in my dry wall*

expedition 33 is to JRPGs what darling in the franxx was to mecha anime (I hate them both and they're both bait for people with no taste)

My new video essay pet peeve is when the video essayist completely gives up on giving a unique or complex description on why something old or socially antiquated makes them happy in a piece of media and just defaults to "X has soul" it drives me up a wall

does anyone have recommendations for a pixel art program that makes it easy to draw with/ trace over unscaled references? I want to play more with pixel animated effects and assets in 3d animations but my current workflow is way too inefficient for it

My most unpopular opinion is like 80% of the time you shouldn’t listen to fan feedback cuz it’s usually terrible. And this goes for all media. The average person has the reading comprehension of a 9th grader and no technical or artistic skills and shouldn’t be trusted in on artistic matters

Verified biggest Jamie Paige fan here fuck y’all

It’s been snowing so hard where I live that it’s genuinely hard to get work done cuz my internet keeps going out lmao

Playing tank fills me with strong maternal instincts for strangers on the internet. I must protect my newly found children

the one comment I get the most that bothers me the most is "omg you remind me of *Insert other trans woman youtuber who hasn't voice trained*!!!" and every time we have like nothing else in common and our voices don't even sound alike lmao

girly fantasy be like "my name is cinnamon strudle and my big mean evil boyfriend Jake Ashegaurd who's tall and has a deep voice needs me to solve a mystery with my super smart out of the box thinking" written by the most uwu bean millennial of all time boyly fantasy be like "I HATE MINORITIES!"

Had to leave my new job cuz my boss called me a transphobic slur to my face so… I guess expect a new video and a commission sheet soon to shore up my income? Sorry if this post is a bit heavy lol but on the bright side new content for you at least!

Every website and service should let my dyslexic ass make the font humongous. also if your video game uses cursive like fonts for pertinent information I should get to shoot you with a flintlock pistol

my deeply held conspiracy theory is they have been putting less green skittles in each bag ever since they changed them back to being lime. the original flavor swap was to save money and ever since they reverted it to lime green has been the least represented color in bags as a cost cutting measure

I fucking hate that one league of legends ad I get all the time on YouTube that has quite literally the worst song I’ve ever heard in my entire life. It sends me into a blind rage every time I see it like a bull seeing the color red

Got Chinese food today and my fortune cookie fortune had a fucking ad on the back for panties? Why are we advertising on fortune cookies? Also crazy to do this on the one kind of cookie that most looks like a pussy

3 bowls… Your goat is washed…

going to endless pasta tonight, my goal is 10 bowls... will keep you updated...

*HADES 2 SPOILERS AHEAD READ AT YOUR OWN RISK* Crazy that she's actually pandora cuz I'm trying to put something evil in her box AYOOOOOO

I gotta be like in the top 20 hottest video essayists AT LEAST

Thinking about opening up 3D art commissions... pondering even...

had the baja blast pie today and it was... fine. a perfectly acceptable limey curd pie thats just a really weird color. I will say it is WAY too expensive for what it is but otherwise fine feeling a strong 6/10 on this pie

doing my estrogen shot got one leg feeling like 𝔉𝔞𝔢 𝔣𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔶 𝔰𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔨𝔩𝔢 𝔡𝔲𝔰𝔱 and the other leg feeling like 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕖

watching a video essayist getting jumped on the timeline thinking to myself "Damn, thank god I don't have opinions that bad" when in actuality I have far worse opinions I refuse to vocalize

How I became the “legal eagle meme girl”

been playing hades 2 and... I need her carnally... my new ultimate hear me out...