I ended up blocking him today. The entire day yesterday was silent; didn't care, really. The lack of empathy and saying, "I'll be a good boy, promise" instead of "sorry for being inappropriate" really didn't sit right with me. I'm not upset at all. I'm just glad his short presence was indeed short.

I'm tired of making new friends with dudes only for it to turn sexual. Am I just pretty? That's all I'm good for? I'm so cautious about making friends with my opposite gender. Time to block 😔

This time, I'm gonna save money. My dolls: Mother, we desire a new look. Me: Annnnd, now I have 2 wigs on the way. 💀

Honestly, I haven't felt very social lately. If I "heart react" you or leave you on read, it's on purpose. That's all the energy I have right now, and for some reason, I get overwhelmed when I see a telegram message just staring at me in its unread state. It's taking a lot of energy to do this atm.

I need all the energy possible to get through this week. Allergies have been giving me fatigue and brain fog. My eyes itch, and I'm sneezing. Everything is dragging.

Wolf in my step 🐾 Wolf in my style ✨️

Meet Fable 🐾 I caved in and got her from a mutual. Words cannot describe how cute her face is. She looks BRAND NEW, however, she is over a decade old, and the tush tag has been long gone/removed. But she's literally heavenly. ✨️

Since Elaina had her makeover, I put her original wig back on that she came with. Um, YES 💖PERFECT💖

People will hate on therian and furry expression; with or without masks or fursuits. Keep doing what you love as long as it harms no one. There are far worse things in the world right now than someone simply enjoying who they are.

Tiktok bully: aren't you too old to be doing that? You're like 21 Me: :D hell yeah *almost 37*

I feel the wind through my feathers, The raven has my soul. No longer will these tired feet, Toil through the cold soil. She takes me high, High above the trees, Within the clouds of sand. I look below; all is green, All within my head.

I finally have a Quest 3 coming (pre-owned). But I haven't used my full-body vive trackers in a long time.. it was fun at first, but I find it too time consuming to set up. I am really debating on whether I should sell my Vive 1.0 Base Stations with the Vive trackers. Something I'm thinking of.

In a few weeks, it will feel like my whole world is gonna shift, and I'm not looking forward to it. Don't DM me asking what it is, or "hope you feel better" or "I saw your post." I just wanna vent. A simple heart reaction is enough. Nothing bad with me; only change coming.. Gonna feel weird AF 😕

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I hate how today is literally acting like a true Monday. With barely 4 hours of sleep under my belt and some number counts being off at work, I hope I can survive today.

I haven't been eating good for a few weeks now, and lack of exercise has been stronger. I hope to pick things back up soon. I understand breaks and listening to my body, but I need to take care of it 😩😩

Ran into 3 different Vessel cosplays. I love Sleep Token and I felt blessed LOL

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Exciting news! ✨️ I've started creating regular adopts! They will be available on my Ko-fi 🍬 ko-fi.com/clowncarcrit... ❤️&🔁 Are Appreciated! #fursuitmaker #furryfandom #adoptable #ClownCarCritters #furry #fursuit

My girl Astrid. Been taking her everywhere with me lately.

I’ve decided to sell one of my Smart Dolls. Having four has been a bit overwhelming, and I haven’t bonded with my oldest one pictured here in a while. I’d like to narrow things down and focus on my newer dolls. Feel free to DM if interested! She is in great condition.

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I am considering selling one of my dolls (my oldest), and just focus on my newer ones. I need to rebuild my savings, and honestly, the bond with this one has been fading for a few months already. Having 4 dolls is too much for me.

I'm grateful I have a good manager who has my back. She sees what I see, and I know she will stand up for me if I ask.

Meow vibes ✨️

Meow vibes ✨️

On this episode of: I'm Blocking You

Seven years ago, my father was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. How I wish it was an April Fool's joke. After that, he passed away 33 days later. Do not use cancer as a joke today.

It seems my art is finally gaining some traction again. Maybe this is the breakthrough that was coming. Maybe I'm not so hidden as I thought. But when the lights are turned off for so long, eventually you go blind.

Had to take my mom to the EmergeOrtho yesterday, and I have burned my hand with coffee today. And I have a full workday of doing stuff with my hands. Please send good energy

She sold OMG 😭😭😭😭

Believe me when I say this will return.

I think this is how I would want my next therian mask to look. Australian Shepherd Dobie mix. And I would want to use my own eyes with it. 🤍

I'm starting to think my other therian side is an Australian Shepherd Doberman mix.. *wags*

The things I do for my dolls lol 🌸

Deep art.

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Time for a good day. 🐶🐾

First time in a while that I’ll be physically away from my boyfriend longer than the usual 3½ days I go without seeing him each week. This time, it’s going to be about 10 days. I’ll survive. I’ll miss him, but I’ll live. 🫶😌❤️

Do NOT trust this Etsy seller. It’s AI garbage, and I almost fell for it. They claim 50 sales but only have one review, which also looks like AI. Be observant, very observant. Check teeth details & count them. Watch how the eye shine is different between pics (especially this). Don’t get scammed. ⚠️

And so she waited...

It's a huge shot in the dark, but if you have Cash App, any donations would be welcomed. This isn’t a feel bad for me post, but as an artist, I've hardly gotten ANY support for months. If you have spare change, even a dollar helps. My Cash App is: $vixitty

I'm seriously about to drop this to $600 which includes shipping (within USA only please). Cash App is very, very preferred. I would LOVE to see this teddy go to a new home, where love can be built around her.

Astrid is just perfect ✨️

Fairy-mullet touched up✨️

Annual blood test results came back. My "bad" cholesterol is now at 99, no longer at 109. Officially out of the high zone. My hard work has been paying off 🥹❤️

From left to right: Willow, Mochi, CH1B1, and Astrid. My girls. 🥹❤️

Old job: overworked, exhausted, taken advantage of, mentally drained. Current job: set schedule, days off respected, kind bosses, manageable workload. Know your worth. If your job has you like my “before,” something better exists. 💛

New dress with bugs all over it 🪲🦋🦗🐛🐞

I'm still trying to sell this suit. At this point, I'm willing to offer free shipping on it.