HAPPY PRIDE MY FELLOW QUEERS

painted drift wood

THEY NEED TO SLOW DOOOWWWWNNNN THEY’RE SO BIG NOW

How the fuck are they gonna give me jury duty what

ballpoint #yogacollection #micro

🖌️ Okami style: Snow Leopard ❄️ I had so much fun drawing this kitty! Featuring the iconic ‘holding its own tail’ pose XD

They are growing so fast

Got my husband a bike so he could join my on my 2 wheeled adventures :3 Made him ride to the McDonald’s with me to reward him for using it and reinforce positive associations LMAO

Cancer - 0 Cricket - 2

Tomorrow’s my last day of treatment, it’s bittersweet, honestly. On one hand I’m finally done with this after 8 months of grueling treatment, 2 years of you count the first rounds of treatment since I relapsed. On the other.. I really like the people here at the proton center, I’m gonna miss them.

Momma kitty is doing so very well adjusting to life indoors. We’ve named her Juniper, her and her family are named after different trees :) Her babies names’ are Sugar Maple, Fig, Cedar, Cypress, and (Badger) Pine.

Over halfway done with radiation now!! My chest is so sore where they’re treating and I’ve been so exhausted most days.

My husband and I are now fostering a litter of kittens and momma!!!

Officially 7 rounds in, 13 left to go. Definitely starting to feel it. Sore in my chest in the general area they’re treating and I’m so exhausted. I’ll gladly take this over chemo though, or even CAR-T.

Last night was a looong one, but it got done!! I was originally scheduled for 10pm.. but they kept having machine issues, so they pushed me back to 10:30… then midnight.. and by the time I was getting treated we weren’t able to start until 12:30ish. But!! It got done.

Beam session number 3 about to start!! After this just 17 more to go..

HOLY SHIT CAR-T THERAPY DID WONDERS FOR ME. I WAS AT A DEAUVILLE 3 LAST SCAN, I HAD ANOTHER A FEW WEEKS AGO AND NOW AFTER LETTING THINGS HEAL AND SETTLE IM DOWN TO DEAUVILLE 1!!!!

They’re putting me in here every day

Made it just fine!! I had lodging secured for people going through treatments to stay here in the city… but honestly this commute is not bad at all by train.. I think I’ll just by a month pass and make the trip every day. It’ll get me out of the house every day lol

I start proton therapy tomorrow.. I’m a little excited!! Fortunate enough to live in a town with a train station nearby, that connects right to the station near the proton center, it’ll be exciting and something new :)

Storms coming in..

My town is really beautiful at night

It feels so good to have strength and energy again. I can enjoy some of my hobbies once more.. most importantly I can get back out on my bike again. I ALSO MISSED DRIVING MY CAR SOOO MUCH…

🎂

CHARIOT GOT A NEW ALTERNATOR AND BATTERY!! She’s back on the road just in time for the warmer weather

Met with neurologist today to discuss my weird brain scans.. guess who likely had a mini stroke 👉😎👉

Had my brain scanned today to (hopefully) verify that whatever they saw a few months ago was nothing… god it better be nothing. I meet with a neuro oncologist on Tuesday to discuss the results but MAN I’m stressed, I need a fuckin vacation dawg.

PART 7 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO

Ordered a new high output alternator for the SVX.. gonna get a new battery and clean the throttle and IAC for it as well.. really wanna get this thing reliable again

I can have a little silly juice… as a treat

Lethal company arts + environment practice #furry #art

Resident evil characters once again proving to have insane levels of swag.

A familiar reflection? Maybe? #furry #art

Sometimes it’s hard to remain optimistic.. I’m tired of facing my own mortality on a daily basis.

Just had the consult with the radiation oncologist, looks like I’m gonna spend a month in NYC getting proton therapy. He didn’t see any other form of radiation working out long term based on location of the mass.

I am obsessed with gecqua

I love him?? #pokemon #gecqua #finowllyart

I’ll start:

CAR-T WOOOOORKED!!!! DEAUVILLE 3!!!!!!!!!!

PET scan today to see how the cancer responded to CAR-T… wish me luck…

How the FUCK did I sprain my knee I have been doing absolutely nothing the last week

Got the call today about setting up a consultation.. gonna have that end of the month/beginning of march

I’m actually going insaaaaaaaaaane this shit blows

Looks like I’m gonna be going to NYC for treatment

Day +21, 3 weeks since CAR-T infusion. Other than feeling a bit more exhausted, I’m back to feeling mostly like myself. My hair is even starting to sprout again!! I have another scan in 3 weeks to see how it responded. With any luck, remission!!

I’ve mostly recovered from my CAR-T infusion, day +10 and most of my symptoms have gone away. I’m unfortunately having a small reaction from one of my medications, but my teams working with me to identify and remove the one that’s causing it.

God. CAR-T also hurts soooo fucking bad

Feeling much better after some sleep. With any luck, the worst I will feel is behind me. Will just keep pushing forward