might be a side effect of being white or me brainwashing myself but my taste buds suck really bad for some reason although admittedly i play it off to be worse than it truly is mostly to piss off ruby

i hate museums why am i being forced to go to one this sucks

animals are a comical existence theres just these strange beasts out and about us included

christianity is boring cus it lacks the drama of greek mythology itd be way funnier if god was turning into a swan to seduce women than just like forgive souls or some shit

i live in a state of ambivalence ill never escape and yknow i PROBABLY wouldnt have it any other way but then again i dont know what its like to not be like that exactly so i cant really be sure but theres also the question of would i be the same which complicates it further this is what i mean

anyways im not falling asleep today probably what a shameee huh

thing is im not actually im just choosing that im done now actually

with what? work what else

atleast im done now

soon ill be able to realistically roleplay one of my ocs physical pains arthritis because this shit is fucking up my hands

id kill to get every video game i want rn thats right im a serial gamer

im gonna break my fucking thumb holy shit writing (on paper) hurts for some reason might be my cursive font i really should switch to comic sans or some shit fuuuck

i really oughta go to therapy one day not because im like doing REALLY bad i just need a better place to vent that isnt on social media or my journal

dont enjoy how i sound like a stereotypical teenager when i say i dont wanna go to school im just genuinely tired mannn

being forced to go to the library because im apparently hot shit aint that fun too out in the open i want to be in a crevice where no one can perceive me on my phone doing fuck all and shit nothing

one time my bro got pulled over because i was so pale they thought he was kidnapping me he kind of was i guess, since he never tells me where hes fucking taking me and all

i hate typos i should fr fr kill myself if anyone ever sees me make one

i live in a weird purgatory of the suburbs and the country side and i only hate one of those things its the suburbs fuck modern houses

i forbid fun for the rest of this week everyones grounded on the basis of i want to

water needs to dry faster im losing so much time right now

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forgot to quote it but whatev its funnier like this actually

hockey sticks the best thing ive got for this which is disappointing

I FORGOT I HAD THE FLASH ON AND FUCKING KILLED HIM

IRON LUNG TODAY???

sadly i only own cheap plastic pieces of shit, my bro has the real deal but i doubt hed let me fuck around with that not that id want to, too heavy for my weak baby arms

fuck it ill just start learning fencing at home or some shit no promises since ill likely stop due to poor memory and time, but ill still TRY yknow

just saw the wettest dry person ever how do you get your hair to even do that... so weird... i would call it impressive if it wasnt also repulsive (for some reason)

i need a hobby its getting a lil more difficult to deny i inherently lack passion of some form in everything i do i believe acquiring a effectively "pointless" (not actually) activity to do for myself and only myself might help with reigniting the fire i believe i used to have (keyword "believe")

i spend a lot of time contemplating what to post because at times i catch myself almost saying a bit *too* much shocking resident yapper has actually been holding back? insanity

the jealousy i feel when seeing some dude run his hand through his hair without being caught by webs of hair is indescribable

dam i thought that bush was a sheep thats fucmed up

not to dog on a man but im dogging on a man

toby foxes 5k iq foreshadowing

i dont really believe in respect as a concept i know nobody really cares about this i just like voicing my pointless opinions on pointless matters yknow?

htmdnjndmwkdnwkfbrjr i hate development questions

when taking into account my countries (or atleast my areas) culture i really SHOULD be more used to kissing people but my antisocial ass is NOT AT ALL (specifically with people outside my family. other than that im completely fine)

growing up is realising north isnt up west doesnt change whenever you turn and south is where hell lives

listening to escape from the city for the first time was a spiritual experience for me i remember it from years ago still...

too many brazilian people out there DIE!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥♉️💞💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

never have i experienced the struggles of life like how i have in animal crossing

someone oughtta buy me a weapon one of these days ill go out to like dungeons or some shit kill some innocent goblyns steal pilfer plunder the good stuff yknow

mannn im fuckin sleepy theres a cat on me and hes compelling me to eep

architecture would be the coolest thing if only i wasnt in the real world and BOUND

someones GOTTA put a stop to this what is "this"? i dunno but someone should probably take care of it

im stalling. bye.

i regret breaking my pistol after pistolwhipping a dude tbh

putting on my 1800s killing my husband music for this one

im just hyping myself up i probably cant do this but oh well gotta do what gots-ta du

it definitely WILL take a lot of time and effort tho