Logged to LinkedIn today and like 5 of my friends had been laid off. Don't let other people delude you, the economy is awful. I feel like we're talking about so much that isn't that... It is bad.

All right, my current plan is to make a list of all the games I want physically from Sony for my PlayStation and then find ways to get them as deeply discounted or second hand so that I can give as little money as possible to those schmucks... #IWanyMyPhysicalMedia

Also I want to play Rule of Rose. that's totally off the wall, but it's a great example of why physical media is amazing, and important. Also the OG star wars? It sucks to have someone come along and say "you don't really want that" and change it up or break it. Like FR, I miss my old grainy VHS...

Why I like physical media: 1- the only people who can take it away are me (by selling it) or Thieves. (Which one are you Sony?) 2- It often comes with cool art and fun stuff. 3- I like seeing what I have. How many times have I stared into the abyss of steam and felt overwhelmed? A LOT.

physical media is awesome because you just get to look at big trophy shelves of things you've watched and played and look at other people's trophy shelves, c'mon, what's better than that

Ugh eff this effing heatwave. And eff those in power who say climate change isn't real and billionaires who don't gaf about any of it.

I've missed a lot of gdq this year, I hope coolmatty is ok.

Guys. It's too warm

Sometimes I get really down because I finally (at 40) did the thing people said I should do and got a degree and Nooooowwwww I can't get a job in my area of expertise because of AI and a shitty economy and short sighted money grubbing and a flooded market.

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I have been shushed for sent the prize wizard

My GoFundMe is still up. Every little bit helps pay for medical bills and being unable to work for a couple months following being violently attacked Thank you to everyone who shared and donated already. Any extra signal boosting to your networks is appreciated www.gofundme.com/f/help-trans...

Today is my brother's birthday. It's been... Seven years since he stopped talking to our family. I can still see him online sometimes. So I know he's alive. I hope he's well. I wish it didn't have to be like this but I do get it.

Walked into the room and everyone is crying on gdq... What happened? #sgdq #everyoneIsCrying

Life feels like this... Not everyday is productive but some days are.

I found twizzlers I ordered and forgot about. EVERYTHING IS COMING UP MILHOUSE!

Speaking of digital media: would @killmondaygames.bsky.social and @superraregames.bsky.social ever consider doing another release of Fran Bow, or heck, little miss fortune? I missed the boat, and am deeply saddened by it.

what does Sony's announcement of digital only media mean for places like @iam8bit.com and @limitedrungames.com and even @fangamer.com ? Does that mean they can do more limited release games? or less? Or does it mean there won't even be a disk drive to play the games on...?

OMG. I am built for harsh winters. Not whatever this Bs is.

As the saying goes: "if buying isn't owning, then piracy isn't theft!" #sony #physicalMediaForever

Some Dreamcast love. ♥️

If I wasn't so mad at Sony, if be buying the fuck out of ps5 physical games rn because they're about to be rare. But don't because I hate them and you should too.

Socks in summer: a sign that Satan is real and he lives among us. I cannot take warm weather and socks. Turns out it makes me crazy

Sony not making physical games anymore? Guess I don't need to buy anything from Sony anymore.

I'm getting there with a work assignment (from my non job)... But I've missed some huge pieces on the backend. And the CEO wants some screen shots. And it's still... Iffy. Ugh 😩 Also my meds went missing (not ADHD) and I'm heartbroken. (They are for stomach issues.)

Blah's day (with meds) 8 am breakfast zone out with YouTube 9 am take meds and play a game 10 am meds are working, cry and accomplish something. 11 am clean clean clean.. also stare at the wall a little. Noon: I think I have some work questions. Must ask them in hopes to catch my coworker.

I'm writing a to-do list of just a lot of tasks that need done around my house and I'm realizing as I write it that some of the tasks look smaller, feel smaller but then when it comes to do them they all feel the same weight... Does that make sense?

It's not been a long enough pride month. I haven't had enough pride content. I demand that pride continues until the world improves.

I live an odd dichotomy. I don't want to work, I don't "need" to work. I want to work, and omg I can't find a place to work for anything

Utah has banned fireworks (kinda?) and tbh I am glad. It's rough out there. This is what happens when there is NO SNOW all season. Booo

My daughter is getting old enough that she doesn't need me for much, but when she does, I appreciate that I can be the calm voice on the line suggesting wtf her keys are ...

Didn't take my ADHD meds today. feeling very bleh.

My eldest daughter's two moods: "OMG OMG OMG OMG I'M SO SCARED, THAT SPIDER IS THE SIZE OF A BOWLING BALL, I AM GOING TO HAVE A BREAK DOWN RIGHT NOW IF YOU DON'T KILL IT FOR ME." or "hey little spider, you're so dumb." (SQUISH) I don't get it.

I sometimes watch a youtuber with they/them pronouns. I'm not in chat, I'm just watching, but I sometimes call them "she" when talking to my kids, or even just mentally and then get ridiculously mad at myself for using the wrong pronouns. to myself (or others). I'm trying tho.

The fires in Utah are so bad that the sun is orange all day and ash is falling from the sky, so you know... Hot girl summer. Whooo

There are good and bad moments in parenting but hanging with your kids at a dessert cafe and you realize they are happy and so are you. And it feels good

The most ADHD thing I've done to date? I bought an ADHD book, was hyped to read it... and it is lost in my house somewhere.

Things I am bad at: Graphic design. I don't have an eye for it. I'm not really artistic. Things I love doing: Graphic Design. It stretches me, and makes me feel helpful, and happy.

Um I'd like a date and more info on that p6. I'm worried that it will go the way of all games (seriously so many games) and try to be a souls like.

I did a lot of applying for jobs today and looking for jobs today, and find myself sad at the prospect of applying places that don't for my degree.

Time for another episode of "Blah Bitches about employment searches" I am a JUNIOR developer. I know I can't walk in somewhere and be like "oh yeah, this experience, i should be paid more for it!" I know I"m new at it. So when I search for JR developer stuff, I don't want to see...

Ok Internet, why do I get so sleepy when gaming and/or reading. It's like my brain just shoved me off to sleep whenever I try

I would love to hear from @catieosaurus.bsky.social or @howtoadhd.bsky.social or Any ADHD content provider on how to deal with ADHD burnout as a parent. I need to distribute meds for my ADHD kiddos and I am zapped and tapped out on my EF and I feel like the answer is "do better" 😭

BYG is convinced that Rufus Shinra and Zeno from RE9 are the same character. I mean I've never seen them in the same room so like... Maybe she's onto something

I have to ask @rachelsmythe.bsky.social have you had the chance to read @felicia.day 's graphic novel about the Lost Daughter of Sparta? It's really very good. #greekmyths likewise, Felicia Day you should (if you haven't already) Delight in the joy of Lore Olympus.

"Show employers you're interested in your dream job" listen, my dream job is having a job. It should be in my degree area (web stuff, front end, etc) they should be patient with my learning, and should pay me a reasonable sum. what makes my dream job is a long fanciful list. I just want to work.

Kids falling asleep in random places is cute but my teen passing out on the couch after hanging out with friends is pretty cute.

Having Kat crash out while playing RE9 is DELIGHTFUL

Today's plan. Look into .Net, do some more coding, apply for five jobs, and remind myself that this will take time. It's ok.

Late stage capitalism with this gosh darn AI Bubble, and the freaking economy. One interview out of every 40 applications, if that. Plus scammers trying to scam you with job interviews (yeah that's real) Good ole fashioned imposter syndrome. Wheeee