The bruises are sooooo much worse now. Like there are parts of my arm that are such a dark purple they look almost black.

Just your average everyday blood draw. I marked them graphic in case anyone has medical phobias. This is why I always dread blood work. I still have to go back Monday because they need another 7 vials. So fasting Sunday night. 🙃 I am very very tired right now. Bun go nap.

I'm on like week 2 of Adderall. So far I just feel relieved. There are less tabs open in my brain and I know which one is playing the music now. I still have issues but it's manageable now. 😌

To all my friends going to TwitchCon: have fun, be safe, drink water and don't forget your meds ;)

I swear I put myself in the correct category today lol. Strange Antiquities now with added ADHD: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

I've been waiting for Strange Antiquities since it was announced. So come puzzle through things with me: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Oh hi there. I'm playing Lost Twins 2 for a bit. Upfront I was sent the code for review purposes. We'll get cozy after a bit ^-^: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

The view from my patio.

I love Husbun but sometimes he is the noisiest god damn person on the planet. If he doesn't stop slamming things around while making TOAST, of all things, I might throw a pillow at him.

The worst part about me already being sick when Husbun got back from the airport? Whatever airport crud he brought in is sure to have infected me too. My immune system lookin' at home right now like,

Husbun knows I have a hard time with auditory overstimulation. I've been wanting a nice pair of noise cancelling headphones to help with that. He really shouldn't have right now but he got me a set.

Day 74 of Duolingo bossing me around. Still okay with it. Also sleepy bean.

I just dropped my phone and then tried to pick it up only to drop it an additional four times. I can't even with myself sometimes.

ADHD is constantly having 10-15 seconds of songs stuck in your head and shuffling constantly. I was responding to emails and had to proofread because I realized I was writing the lyrics to Golden from KPDH. It was what I was humming at the time -.-;

So I have foods that I will eat for like months and then I don't ever want to see them again. Cwasson want to go on that list. My brain can fuck right off.

Chillin with some demos today: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Moving from Italy to Belgium a lot of my medical records were lost. So today I finally made my appointment to get reevaluated for ADHD. I already know I have it but I have to get it back on record so I can maybe see about meds. One step forward.

Back to Bywater we go. There is fishing to do! www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

When suddenly your cozy becomes a horror story:

So we're all going for afternoon tea, yes? To the Shire! www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

No stream tonight so have an apology Nibbler.

Maybe Fields of Mistria today. Maybe something else. It'll be cozy vibes either way: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Soooo dragon!Daddy is one step closer but first, TO THE MINES!: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Back to the mines in Fields of Mistria! So get your cute butts in here, please. www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

New emotes are live and we carry on with our dragon!Daddy pursuit. www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

We are once again, heading back to Mistria. Must. Have. The. dragon!Daddy. www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Nibbler is sixteen years old. Sometimes I watch her to make sure she's still breathing because anxiety is a bitch.

Listening to the neighborhood kiddos playing at top volume. They're so stinking cute! 🥺 Meanwhile Nibbler is in bean mode.

I know this was a lengthy hiatus but hi I'm hanging out today: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Slowly getting back to working out daily. It feels nice and I'm proud of myself.

Nibbler sleeping. She doesn't have many front teeth left so her tongue sticks out when she's in a deep sleep.

I know I've been very mia and almost unreachable lately. Life has been set on max difficulty for a bit, but things are finally starting to calm down a little. So hi, I hope you're having an awesome day. And if not, well:

Live now for the first day of @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social 2025. Come hang out FOR THE KIDZ!!!! www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Streaming some Urban Jungle (I was sent the code for review) www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Late night/early early morning stream for @gamersvsms.bsky.social relay 2025! We've got Sun Haven, cozy vibes, sleep deprivation and many terrible treats. Get in here and be cute! www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

The tech issues have been sorted and we're back for @gamersvsms.bsky.social with some Sun Haven and silliness. Live now for Gamers vs. MS 2025 Relay!!! Get your cute butts in here @everyone : www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Live now for @gamersvsms.bsky.social 2025 Relay!!! Get your cute butts in here: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Hi, I'm gonna play some more ECO today and randomly go down rabbit holes of thought that make very little sense but are often times amusing: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

A storm in Indigo is not so different than those elsewhere. Rain and wind and sometimes even hail. But the rarest of Indigo storms also drops, for just a moment or two, keys... Claim your wicked key and open new realms of the Actuality! www.backerkit.com/ca...

Just a short lil Pi Day stream. www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

I took most of the week off because my ankle has been hurting. It's the one I twisted in January. The physical therapist called yesterday to let me know they got the MRI report and apparently it was worrying enough that they wanted to see me ASAP soooo. I probably tore something again.

Late night ECO stream: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Hanging out in ECO for a post birthday stream: www.twitch.tv/bunbarian

Today was a chill low-key birthday and honestly after last Tuesday I needed it. Husbun always manages to deliver what I need when I need. Ty for the bday wishes today. You're all cute! 🥰

So orange roses are my favorite flower & it's hard to find them outside of October. This was the only bouquet that had one and Husbun made sure to get it for me today 😭

Did my nails before physio

Okay, for realsies, how is Hello Kitty Island Adventure????

Just a little bit of self care

Oh hi there. Yes I'm still alive. Life just been lifin'.

Husbun hot champagne and sparkling rose to ring in the new year. We had a calm, slow but happy night together and now he's upstairs curled up with out big dog who has serious anxiety and I'm enjoying a last glass before bed. Wishing you all a safe and happy New Year filled with love. <3