I just wanted to say that I am doing as okay as I can be. Still struggling a lot with everything but trying to take things one day at a time. Thank you to everyone who has checked up on me. It means a lot. ❤️

So in all of the chaos going on I am so happy to say that I was actually able to get Tomodachi Life. I just have to say that this is exactly what I needed right now. The fun and silliness is just the perfect distraction from everything else happening. My island already has so much drama! 😂

I'll try this again since images appear to be loading now. Not the post I want to be making but here we are. I hope I won't be gone for too long but we will see how things go. I will try to keep posting a bit on socials and I will still be around in my Discord server. Take care everyone! ❤️

I will post the screenshot of my announcement whenever this site decides to stop breaking all the images but just wanted to say that I am now officially on Hiatus from streaming. ❤️

Welp. I guess I will try to post this on here again when the site isn't busted and you can see actually see images again.

More IRL stuff is happening now so I will be taking some time away to just be offline & decompress. I'm not sure what to even say anymore. I don't really have a minute to breathe. IRL stuff just keeps happening over and over again. It has just been a lot like A LOT since the start of the year. 🫠

Ahhh I am having serious FOMO with Tomodachi Life right now!! I hate how expensive new games are here. With everything that has been going on I have to be responsible and patient. I hate it!! I know I will get it at some point. Eventually. I just want to play it now!

The weather is miserable and I am feeling absolutely miserable. We're making Chicken Hot Pot though so at least there is something good happening. Comfort food will taste delicious.❤️

I'm trying not to jinx things but if my body will cooperate and I am feeling okay I'm going to attempt to stream at some point this week! Likely just shorter yapping streams for a bit but maybe some games too. I'll keep you updated!! Thank you again for being so patient with me. ❤️

I am feeling so emotional that I was able to catch the live broadcast of Creepy Nuts playing at Coachella. Most of you know that I can't leave my house due to my illnesses so these virtual experiences are just so important and precious to me. 😭 😭

Not going to lie this year has been absolutely awful so far. Things are slowly getting better though. All I want to do is stream and hang out with people. I hope that my body and just life in general let's me breathe for a moment so I can get back to the things I love doing. ❤️

I am.. not doing great. I'll be okay though. I promise. Everything that has happened is taking a toll on my already fragile health. I am very sad and upset. I was just finally back after being away for so long. I really cannot seem to catch a break at all this year. 😢

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I'm so happy I was able to actually go live tonight!! Thank you all so much for hanging out and listening to me yap. I appreciate all the love and support tonight. It truly means so much to me. I hope I will see you again next week for another stream! ❤️

This is not a drill!! I AM LIVE!!!! Just going to be a short little yap stream to see how that goes. See you there! www.twitch.tv/astreigha #VtuberEN #Eldenwood #VCanada

Okay. It's happening. I am going to go live tonight! I don't think I remember how to stream. Ahhhh!! I'll see you around 9:15 PM Atlantic Time!!

Okay, so I am not trying to put pressure on myself or jinx anything but if I am able to get some sleep and am not feeling too awful tonight I would like to try a short little chatting stream and see how that goes. Obviously it all depends on how I feel whenever I wake up. I'll keep you updated!

I immediately purchased this as soon as I woke up and I am so in love with everything!!! I think this might be my favourite DLC so far!

The power is back! I have no idea what caused the outage but thankful that it wasn't for too long. Time to warm the house back up!

I woke up after barely 3 hours of sleep and immediately got sick. I go downstairs, turn on my computer and then boom! Power suddenly goes out. Outage ETA is a couple hours from now and I am already losing my mind. 😅

I have been thinking tonight. I realized that my chronic health issues have been so bad and my overall health has been so poor that I've basically been forced to take a mini hiatus every other month for like the past year. I am struggling with this and feeling more isolated than ever. 😢

I am thankful that I at least still have a never ending amount of Anime to watch and Genealogy (my one big hobby outside of gaming & streaming) to work on. I haven't been able to do much lately. Just trying to stay distracted and hope that these flare ups from hell are over soon.

Gastroparesis flare up has been kicking my ass. Lately it has just been a non stop party of my illnesses just all taking their turns to flare up and try and take me out. I have been resting and trying to take care of myself as best as I can. I am beyond exhausted.

I'm honestly not really sure what to do anymore. My allergies & Asthma have not been this bad in decades. I ended up getting sick because I was coughing so much. I have no voice yet again. I'm exhausted & frustrated & sad. I'm not sure when streams will be back. Thanks for being patient with me. ❤️

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This time change is stupid. Like I just watched an hour go poof and vanish. I hate the time change. It messes with me for a good week or two after and I am already struggling so much with my sleep. 😭

I wrote my first journal entry on MyOshi tonight and it brought back a huge wave of nostalgia. Like it was 2003 and I was running to go update my Xanga or something. 😂 I liked that feeling though. I will likely continue to use it as my little space online to just be open and ramble.

If it isn't one thing it is another. My Asthma (which in the big picture of my Chronic illnesses is the one that *normally* bothers me the least) decided that today was a good day to try and take me out. I'm okay. Been dealing with this my whole life but my lungs hurt a lot right now. 😢

I am going to need to get this model at some point soon. I have so many fun ideas seeing this!!!

I'm sorry everyone. I am struggling with my health a lot right now. I tend to just go quiet when things get bad. I am just trying to take care of myself as best as I can. I hate that this happens so often. Being chronically ill really fucking sucks.

OMG!!!!!! I have had this wishlisted since the day it was announced. I can't believe it is finally happening!!! I am so excited!!!!! I hope you are all ready for this to be all I play and stream in July!

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I'm so sorry I never posted earlier. My brain thought I did but clearly I did not. I obviously did not go live tonight. I was having a rough day with my health so decided to rest and just work on some of my Genealogy stuff tonight. I will be live again soon! Maybe this weekend if I am up for it.

This whole trying to sort of unfuck my awful sleep lately is not going so great. First night I slept 4 hours. Second night was good I slept 7 hours. Last night was 4 hours again and pain levels are making it so I can't fall back asleep. I am happy I am asleep before 11 AM but this sucks.

It feels so weird to be awake during the afternoon. The sun is so bright!!!

I think my favourite demo so far from Steam Next Fest is Stolen Realm Survivors from @burst2flame.bsky.social. You all know that I adore this genre of games. This one is a lot of fun! There is a lot of potential here and I am excited to see the full game! store.steampowered.com/app/3228580/...

Thank you for hanging out tonight! I loved getting to show you Hocus Focus from @stuckinattic.bsky.social and I am super excited for the full game to release! I'm sorry for all the scuff when I tried to use the capture card. I can't believe my webcam turned on. Thankfully it wasn't pointed at me. 😅

I am LIVE NOW!!! I am excited to show you the demo of Hocus Focus by @stuckinattic.bsky.social while I yap about all the exciting things going on! If I still have a voice after yapping I will be hopping on Animal Crossing to work on stuff! www.twitch.tv/astreigha #Eldenwood #Vsky #ENVtuber

I don't want to jinx things but if I still have my voice in a couple of hours and if we still have power I will be going live!!! I have so much to Yap about and things I want to show you!! I can't wait to show you the demo of Hocus Focus by @stuckinattic.bsky.social while I do my yapping too!

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I don't usually have FOMO for a lot of things but I want to have a MyOshi page so bad!!! I feel very nostalgic for this type of site. I hope that maybe I get adopted soon or someone has an invite!!

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I'm sorry I thought I posted already!! It sucks that I haven't been able to go live this week but I know that continuing to rest my voice and not push it is the right thing to do. I will hopefully be back on Monday or close to the start of the week for some fun, chill streams!

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I unfortunately can't stream without my voice. It usually doesn't take this long for my voice to recover after getting sick but here we are. I am trying to talk as little as possible (this is difficult you know I love to yap) so that I can hopefully have a voice to go live with soon.

Ooooh this looks like it is going to be an awesome update!!!

I woke up an hour ago. I think a bunch of my illnesses decided to get together and have a party today and they brought all of the symptoms. I am feeling rough. Being chronically ill is SO damn frustrating. I will *always* listen to my body though so I am going to continue to rest today.