Just so we’re all clear, fuck ICE.

Free advice, and I don’t know who needs to hear it, but: Followers-only mode being constantly on is a detriment to your channel.

Bluesky doesn’t allow for a lot of characters in skeets, but this is how I’m feeling, and I want to share, even if it’s seen as “bad” for a creator to do.

Remember to be kind to others; you never know what they might be going through. 💜

I don’t usually speak about things happening in the real world in my spaces, because I want to be a place of calm for people… But what happened overnight into today is horrifying. The current administration is doing an Imperialism in the big year of 2026 and it is *not* okay.

May 2026 be the year I succeed. May it be the year you succeed, too.

I’m pretty sure TikTok is cooked right now because the US government is trying to hide something or several somethings, and it’s awful for both creators and users alike. It’s awful. Videos I’ve already interacted with - some 2+ months old - are on my feed. Censorship sucks, y’all.

Anyone else feel the sudden urge to devour an entire pizza? No? Just me?

Okay, so uh… how does one determine how much to charge for VA stuff / audios? I’m very much a novice looking to turn my voice into money because times are very tough and I need to come up with something *fast* 🥹 Any help is appreciated 🥺

TONIGHT. 12+ HOUR STREAM. PURPLE SITE. MANY GAMES. NORMAL WAY OF SPEAKING. SEE YOU THERE. 💜 🎨: @/teeabonk (on the bird place)

If I started doing audios… would anyone want to hear them? 👀 Some would be free, some would be paid…

It turns out that, in fact, No Man’s Sky is probably taking a hold of my brainwaves again. The last expedition made me want to get my main save through all of the main storyline so I can go get scared in the deep oceans of water planets. Thalassophobia? Never heard of her! 😅

DAY 1 WAS SO FUN! DAY TWO TOMORROW AFTER SLEEP. MUCH LOVE EVERYONE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

IT MY BIRTHDAY! Come vibe with me? Maybe celebrate? Maybe support? UwU

Oh uh, also… I’m back :3 What kind of content would you like to see more of? I’m in a creative mood lately and I wanna translate that into growth 💜

AKMU’s “Dinosaur” is making me so happy. This is my favorite song for probably the next month, you have been warned. 💜

I CAN FINALLY BE DONE WITH COMP THIS SET THANK GOD

Starting a list/review of KDramas I have watched this year (2025) because fuck it, why not? Starting with…

Crash Landing On You: 9/10. I cried oceans. I laughed a lot. I screamed and yelled and smiled, too. Recommend strongly.

My PC’s CPU watercooler pump is dying, and I need to get it replaced. Streams are on hold for at least a week, hopefully less, but likely a week.🙃 I guess I can use this time to work on myself? 😅

I’m on a KDrama kick right now; I just finished and really enjoyed Itaewon Class! Other KDramas I have watched and really liked are: W, The Glory, Mr. Sunshine, and (of course) Squid Game. Anyone have some KDrama recommendations for me? 🥺 I have Netflix and Rakuten Viki 💜

Live on porple site! Celebrating 4 years and 4K cultists! twitch.tv/jayfevt 💜

So uh, tonight at 7pm CST (about an hour and a half from this post) I'm celebrating 4 years as a stinky strimmer and I would love to see you there 👉👈🥺

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690 SQ got me: NP12 Tlaloc and an NP1 Kukulcan. Make it make sense 😭😭😭

I am with Jo on this one. Idol culture is hyper predatory on both the Vtubers and the community in general. So please #Vtubers , never shy to show your true colors, your face, your political view and if needed explain your struggles because we are all humans after all.

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Repeat after me: Idol culture is toxic and dangerous. The money it can get you always comes with strings attached, even if said strings aren’t visible. Be yourself; wholly and unapologetically. 💜

How do you deal with overbearing people?

10 away from 4K on the purple site ;-; Help make a fallen angel’s dream come true? 🥺

Wanted: Kukulkan NP2+ in under 390 Saint Quartz. Got: Kukulkan NP1 and NP7 Tlaloc in 390. Draco savings are completely wiped out 😭😭😭

Playing Strinova and another game (very likely more ARAMs or TFT) on the purple site tonight! www.twitch.tv/jayfevt Come vibe with me? uwu

Resist.

WE'RE SO CLOSE TO 4K THAT I CAN TASTE IT. I've been after this goal for the past several months and it's within my grasp... There will be a huge celebration once the milestone is hit! If you like chill vibes and playing various games with a community, consider checking me out? 🥺

I'm live on the purple site! Playing TFT, then ARAMs and/or Strinova! www.twitch.tv/jayfevt :3

Being incredibly real for a moment: While I don’t necessarily enjoy the gacha portion of the game, Strinova has been a really fun experience so far - and I think I might enjoy it more than the current version of Valorant. I still love Valo, but let’s be honest, it’s rough right now.

I made it to Plat for this set, phew! All it took was running 5 Family back to back! 😂

My ISP decided I didn't get to stream today, and that I wouldn't hit plat. I'll be back tomorrow. Thanks for the raids and follows and stuff. 😭

Oh hey I'm live on the purple app! Grinding to Plat in TFT and then maybe other stuff? Come vibe with me uwu www.twitch.tv/jayfevt 💜

To be honest, I have no idea how the League of Legends battlepass changes went live; it punishes casuals, it punishes TFT players who only play League with their friends, and it punishes ARAM-only players. More than that, mythic essence is locked behind a hyperpredatory gacha & player choice gone.

I’m going in to 2025 looking to finally make good on a promise I made to myself in 2020: to be a version of me that I can be proud of. I can do that alone. I also want to hit goals and make a (good) name for myself in content creation - and for that, I could use a little help 💜

I moved on to TFT! :3

@djfira.bsky.social Gifted me Balatro a couple days ago, so... Let's see what this is all about! www.twitch.tv/jayfevt Come vibe with me 💜

I just want to not be in pain anymore. I miss streaming. I miss hanging out with friends, both online and IRL. I miss taking walks at night. I miss feeling the moon on my face. I miss being able to do the things that make me happy. And, since I can’t work, my finances are dwindling. 😭

A quick update: tl;dr - I am still going through it and am not ready to return yet. Pain is pretty intense. I’ll return when I can. 💜

Needing help but not knowing who or how to ask is the worst 😭

Regular streams should resume next week. At the beginning of this week, a recent injury flared up again and I am doing what I can to make sure it heals right this time. 💜

Is ravioli just a pasta sandwich?

In case any of my fellow creatives also needed this reminder:

Dear diary, Life without stable internet has been tough. I saw a documentary about sea life and wondered if I could swim among them like some kind of dolphin. Alas, I am but a fallen angel barista.