I love writing songs

I loove sending emails <3

[mutual aid request] Sorry to ask for help again but I'm a bit short for rent. I didn't expect the maintenance fees to ramp up for this month. I need a little bit more (around 25 USD) to make ends meet and be able to pay for my rent, and I need to do this before the end of the month. I'd […]

i want to remake my website again frmo scratch

aw, seems like I won't be able to do the entire bootstrap process by hand

I love dearrow

huge win: I took a shower

6 core ranking 9712 s guile-3.0.11 6035 s gcc-15.2.0 4342 s linux-4.14.341-openela 1484 s gcc-10.5.0 952 s gettext-0.26 574 s perl-5.42.0 508 s perl-5.36.3 445 s binutils-2.41 420 s perl-5.30.3 417 s python-3.11.1 […]

GM

i genuinely feel so lonely as of lately

ok i shoudld probably go to sleep. no wonder i feel so lonely at 2 am

is it weird to want gentleness

guile went from almost 9 hours to 2 hours and 42 minutes, yay

That unemployed friend bootstrapping Linux from scratch once a day just because

for some reason now I'm reminiscing Howlr

this is what i like to see

time for the long stretch, let's see how this baby parallellizes past `ice-9/eval.go` and `ice-9/psyntax.go`

i know prompt injection is funny but nowadays almost all coding agents will detect it and ignore it, and it's so lame

AI-generated art in my timeline :(

smoking that shit that makes me blue and creamy

Co-authored by: Vyvanse

maybe i shouold write a new bio

deadlock looks like fun

seems like perl doesn't really benefit from parallel builds

butts...

getting to compiling the kernel again, so time to wait an hour before I can see if my multicore fixes yield anything

that divorcussy got me acting post-marital

uh oh

accidentally deleted the single-core logs :yell:

single-core bootstrap finished. it took 1 day. 22 minutes and 17 seconds not very stream-friendly. will try now my multicore fixes

current ranking: 32140 s guile-3.0.11 25902 s gcc-15.2.0 4305 s linux-4.14.341-openela 4213 s gcc-10.5.0 1129 s gettext-0.26 1075 s binutils-2.41 1030 s python-3.11.1 760 s perl-5.42.0 692 s perl-5.36.3 584 s gcc-4.7.4 […]

Lol GCC with it's three-stage self bootstrap took less than Guile

saw someone with my name on the fediverse and got so scared

will be up for a bit... https://soundcloud.com/nicebarks/cctv-dogyears-mix

I think I fixed the multi-core flakiness in my end for live-bootstrap :)

Lol found myself on Google searching for my desktop's model number

this is scary to see

Ugh I don't wanna get out of bed

Ok good night

Sam Altman is gay???

pup who names himself after the antidepressants he takes

I think I'll just go to bed and see how long it took tomorrow, and hope I can fix not being able to use more than one core in the early bootstrap process.

dude i didn't think preparing this stream would be this messy

> The QEMU bootstrap indeed seems sensitive to the host kernel for the early stages 😭 whqat is happening

been building guile for 2 hours and 30 minutes 💀

maybe I should go to sleep it's past midnight

godd bootstrapping guile is so slow

2026-05-25 22:49:08.709044 BOOTSTRAP(stage0) GUILEC ice-9/psyntax-pp.go 2026-05-25 23:16:36.603937 wrote `ice-9/psyntax-pp.go' oof

wow

finally reading housepets