Haven’t been active in ages Anxiety and depressive episodes have been kicking my ass lately

How do I get enjoyment in making art again? I feel like recently I don’t enjoy it as much as I used to. All I ever think about is improving and I feel guilty if I try draw something just for fun, but then again it hardly even feels as fun as it used to anyways…

Edit To find my twt, you have to type in Psychipuipui like here, so without dashes Idk why but yeah

Bit the bullet and made a Twitter (despite being barely active here) for anyone more active on there It’s Psychi_pui_pui, same as here

Gadget plushie completed. I almost quit on him, but he’s pretty cute in the end, I think #gadgetthewolf

Finished my Gadget plush Will be posting him tomorrow in daylight

Today is my birthday so party hat goblino photo again it is

I can’t stop being depressed over fumbling the Gadget plush (specifically the face, the body is fine) Idk when I'll try again

Just suffering

I want this for my next plushie project (Infinite needs a bf), but it seems daunting Idk how to make his bangs thingies and glasses… Also yes, I know he looks chunky, it usually looks less when turned into a doll (speaking from previous experience) #gadgetthewolf

Female human Infinite is here finally! Now fem Gadget can have a gf Different skin color variations bc yes

Remembered my little AU from last year and thinking of making a yuri alt where Infinite is also female and the Hal/Tighten character is now Lanolin Sorry, Lano 💀

How do people make close irl friends or even get partners if they didn’t make any during school years? Am I cooked, can I ever have an irl friend group? Please help me 🫠

I am slowly being driven insane trying to draw my favorite Sonic character nicely and consistently Why is he so hard to draw on model???

Decided to try a quick redraw because I hated the face on the original soooo much. I probably won’t finish and I'm sorry for another one of these posts but I needed to get this out of my system and post one with a hopefully cute face Despite the labels it’s technically censored but still

Literally been on such an artblock that all I do is practice random bs with my comfort character 💔

It’s weird that my current favorite character to draw is a human female version of a Sonic character, like how would I even explain that to a Victorian child???

Cream the rabbit for a server emote event thingy Also accidental pixel art version

Guys, I really like drawing my human Infinite, I think he’s cute U_U (Very rare for me to enjoy drawing human men lmao)

Doodles Trying to get accustomed to misc things (Magma and PC + tablet combo with Krita)

Have this doodle, idk who to make it Probably my poor neglected oc, but I do like both…

Got new fabrics That means, my Infy plush can get a boyfriend! I will try to make a Gadget plush when I feel better

Just realized how much my female Gears looks like my old Keroro oc, as if it was her as a Sonic character (Even the headphones which I conveniently forgot to draw on her back when I drew this) 🗿

Found an old drawing from 2 years ago and immediately thought the face was off. That’s what I got for not practicing faces thinking it didn’t matter in anime. So I did a quick face redraw. It’s still not great but I think I it’s noticeably better. It is better right? (Anxiety kicking in again)

On my bs again Doodled her again (ofc), couldn’t decide which hair looked better so I did this to use both I've been meaning to make a Gears anyway since she’s also a character in my dumb lil yuri AU

Normal people: have several different ships they like Me: swaps between several different versions (AUs and genderswaps) of one specific pairing 💀

Everything I draw lately (especially on Magma) is so off model for some reason

I'm guessing people didn’t really have much of an issue with my last post. Would it be fine with people here if I posted a couple other drawings similar to that one that have piled up over the year?

Reworked on my last sketch and decided to post the full pic, sorry I just like how it turned out and I kinda wanted to post it So suggestive warning on it

There’s a couple of drawings I've been meaning to post but feel kinda embarrassed posting more pinup-y/suggestive works involving Sonic characters. They’re honestly really tame compared to some other stuff I did/do but it’s something about them being from Sonic that makes me uneasy.

Doodle Wondering if I should post the uncropped one (it’s nothing extreme but it has 🍑)

Lately I keep thinking of a specific Infidget yuri AU I made and Shoulder angel: don’t involve characters you dislike being paired with them and villainize them. Keep it in character! Shoulder devil: make Lanolin Gadget’s bitchy ex girlfriend. Who cares if it makes no sense!

Misc sketches 1/2 (2nd part in replies)

Idk if I'll continue working on this. I kinda don’t like drawing characters from series I'm not into but there was a specific reason for this one I didn’t bother looking up her outfit while doodling so I ji did a rough scribble on how I remembered it + have no idea how to pose the arms

Was looking through Sonic ship tier lists to see what pairings people put in them and one of them had Movie Robotnik x Handsome Squidward Peak cinema

Boy, what would I do for the little intrusive thoughts demon on my shoulder to go away. Spent the last few hours worrying if the art I posted on a server makes people uncomfy despite already overthinking it before I even posted it. 🫠

Some stupid Magma doodle I did over. Finally, I drew a fem Infy I like Anyways, my character is dead for this, RIP

I was sad I couldn’t make friends because the Sonic character and ship I obsess over were no longer particularly popular. Infinite coming back randomly, made him popular again, giving me a good opportunity. Unfortunately I then remember I'm still anxious and don’t know how to talk to people 🥲

I find this party hat after 4 days of when I wanted to use it, I'm so mad But sigh, better late than never, they say…so here you go, you little baby man, your long overdue party hat to celebrate your return

Oh yeah, I also doodled this at some point and never posted it, I'm pretty sure idk it's been a while and I forgot 💀

Welcome back home, my dear son, I missed you 🥹🫶 Unfortunately because it was last minute, all you get is a lousy shirt

More suggestive content, sorry I just put too much work into this so I wanted to share it It was initially supposed to be revision of a previous pic but abandoned that and used it for skin rendering practice because I want to get good at it

Trying to make an androgynous/nb oc for the first time. Still a heavy work in progress when it comes to design.

I remembered my login info Made this sometime ago, figured it would be a good time to share with the recent hints he might be returning. #sonicthehedgehog #infinitethejackal #plush

I miss her I need to draw my stupid oc again, I don’t give them much love

Feel like redoing this one pic I did a month back cause I already hate the face on the old one

Really hope I don’t decide to get bored and change the way I draw faces cause I feel like I finally got a style that’s consistent and I can call mine

Rough idea for a guinea pig Sonic oc

Guys, it’s been a few days and ngl I kinda love this Boom(?) Iblis I made, I think he’s cute. I want to talk about him in this Sonic server more but got this severe anxiety people (will) think I'm trying to upstage this user who did the same before me and is the server’s “mobian Iblis guy”

A very quick take I did on Iblis but he’s more similar to Mephiles in vibes here. He’s a dumb himbo I never understood why one was a Sonic animal like demon and the other was just “dancing lava worm” #sonicthehedgehog