Eating dinner with Cimmy! We're having such a lovely time 💕

Good morning everyone! Everything has been moved into the new apartment and needs to be unpacked, but that'll come soon enough. In the meantime, I'm at Cimmy's apartment after a four hour drive and I'm so sleepyyyy

Gonna be busy busy this next week... not only do we have to finish moving our stuff, but on the 8th I'm going down to Boston to visit Cimmy and see Anamanaguchi in concert!! ✨ Wao

Sorry for the radio silence, but I've been busy moving things into the new apartment! It's getting cozyyy

so my ex (we're cool) needs to get treatment for my cat, who lives with him... the cost of this thing is way more than he was expecting, and this is something that could potentially keep our cat alive. if there is anything anyone can do, his cashapp is $shufflesu thank you in advance.

i hate having to do this but i'm going through some extreme circumstances that are very quickly draining my finances and putting the future of my living situation in a dire position of uncertainty. if anybody is able to help out, even just a little, it'd be greatly appreciated ko-fi.com/inkyfirefly

Nightmare has passed... I feel safe and okay now. I can get through this.

Nightmare is back Scared...

anyways, look at loot poring

[On a double date at a restaurant] So which one of you is Trickster and which one is Royal Guard

Aris and I got the apartment!! 🎉 It was a long process and I'm so glad it all worked out. Now to start slowly moving our stuff over... !

The elephant in the room that I need to address is, like... The outpouring of support and care I've received throughout this is absolutely incredible. I, I'm, I just. Thank you all so much. Thank you... Thank you. To those who donated to my Ko-Fi, those who checked in on me... Thank you. 🥹❤️❤️

After playing phone tag all morning, I finally managed to get my medicine refilled—it turns out insurance was playing hardball again... But, I took a dose and the nightmare will be over soon. I'm so relieved...

(cw self-harm) When I'm at my worst, I consider trying to end it in the hopes of keeping my loved ones safe... taking the demons down with me, you know? But that's ridiculous, they're not real... too many kind people would miss me, would wonder if they could have done something. I can't die yet.

I realize I never really, publicly disclosed the nature of my mental health struggles. My friends and loved ones are aware, but I always have to warn anyone I get close to, warn them about what they're getting into. To be clear, I cope with schizophrenia, panic disorder, and bipolar type 2. 🧵

To tell the truth, I'm in really bad condition right now... I ran out of an important brain medicine and the pharmacy said they won't be able to fill it until Saturday. I haven't had it for two days... I'm shaking and scared... Everyone gets mad at me when I don't have my medicine...

Hi folks, it's been a bit—I hope you're doing okay tonight! I've just been passing time, working on apartment paperwork, and in that regard we're finally gonna get into disabled housing by Friday! 🎉 The bad news is I have to come up with $620 in deposits and prorated rent by then to get the keys...

I wanna hang out with lots of folks, but I get shy easily and the anxiety burns through my energy, ough

Things have been quiet on my end... just working on VRChat avatars, hanging out when I have the energy, still going through paperwork shenanigans for the new apartment, stuff like that. It's not a bad quiet, considering how intense the rest of the world is right now, but... !

I've seen hard times, but I'm well

So I noticed Pokémon Pokopia seems to share a lot of DNA with Dragon Quest Builders of all things. Considering it's Koei Tecmo behind both of them, I'm optimistic!

BLUESKY GIVEAWAY: - 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry). As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible. RULES: - must be following me on Bluesky - must RT this post you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!

And it was! I gave a seminar on furries as an elaborate bit at the request of a friend, and it was a lot of fun! My friends loved it, and even folks not in on the bit showed up and enjoyed it 💕

This will be a good idea

LRT: I fell behind on our car payment last month due to a number of issues (rent went up, Aris's hours were cut, had to replace our AC unit) so things are very tight this month. Please help my wife, any little bit helps! (Also please tip if you can, she is way undercharging for her lovely work 💦)

I am still deeply in the hole, including $300 behind on my rent. My birthday is in a few days and I'm eating ramen and deli meat instead of going out. Use promo code "GOD I'M DESPERATE" to get a sketch for only $15 per character for the month of September!!!

Good nyafternoon folks! I offer some refreshed lynxes I've been working on today, now that I finally had the energy to fix the ears 👍 #vrchat

Thank you everyone who's bought a sketch so far! I'm hoping to take on 6 more slots for next week so please give me a chance if you can!

I've been bedridden for the last 6 months, unable to work as I try to get a surgeon and insurance lined up for my operation to let me work again. If you could send a couple dollars, it'd really help. Time isn't on my side here, and waiting is very expensive. ko-fi.com/fooneturing

Aris drew me up so well, so please consider helping out!

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I made a cool new friend on Tower Unite, promised I'd go to his DJ set on vrchat last night, and fell asleep 🙃 Ough... Hopefully I'll see him tonight!

Aris needs your help! I'm still a few months out from surgery and bills are stacking up. Please consider helping me out by getting a cute and pawsibly naughty sketch today!

So Earthion is sick as heck and totally worth picking up if you like Genesis games, shmups, or Genesis shmups

My days have been spent making kissies at Aris, and my nights are in VR, watching oogy surgery videos with Cimmy. Comfy comfy... (The world is Paradisa by Fins, by the way! vrchat.com/home/world/w... ) #vrchat

Also, @puppyfat.bsky.social redid the face textures on my Kesler avatar, and they came out great! Love the little eye creases and the scar, wao~ I also set it up so she can do the Anime Nerd thing with her glasses, oh dear... ! #vrchat

In the meantime, I've just been putting together more VRChat critters! Here's two for you folks: First one is @cimmycimmy.bsky.social 's tinycat from Ragnarok Online, Alto's wife, Miss Kitty~ Second is a refresh of my one-armed catboy, Alto's brother, Dolce! #vrchat

Good afternoon! Hope you folks are doing okay! I got word that I'm at the top of the waitlist for subsidized housing, so I submitted all the paperwork and and hopefully I'll get some good news this week... ! Background check and references came back clean and everything 👍

Cimmy and I also made children at Build-A-Bear and they came out so cute!

I forgot to give her the aux cord, but that's okay! I had a wonderful time with @cimmycimmy.bsky.social ❤️ We had fun little adventures around Boston, hugged a lot, and can't wait to see each other again!

I'm going on a date soon that'll involve a lot of driving, and I'm gonna give her what she's always wanted

For how much I enjoy virtual worlds and online spaces, I hadn't read Snow Crash before. The library had a copy, so time to fix that!

"Kes have you done anything aside from play pretty dolly dress-up" no I have not, lmao

Also, here's another Cimmy outfit we put together! She picked the clothes and colors, I glued it all together. Among other things, the boots we used didn't quite fit under the socks and I had to shrink the top halves in a very silly way, heehee #vrchat

Some pics of a work-in-progress Kesler sona avatar revamp for VRChat. There's still some work to be done on the body and face textures, but I'm really pleased with how she's turning out! #vrchat

It's been a bit, so have some outfits I've been putting together for Cimmy and myself! #vrchat

Good morning! I forgot to do anything for pride month once again, oops uwu I planned to go to a parade on Saturday, but got sick... All the same, I hope that like, despite everything going on in the world, folks are able to be their happiest, most sincere selves without fear. Happy Pride. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

I've been putting together some cute as heck outfits for myself and Cimmy lately, goodness! These required me to learn some new tricks based around putting kemo heads on different bodies, but I think I did alright! #vrchat

The side loops on my slime trackers broke a couple whiles back, so I joined a local Makerspace and used their 3D printers to finangle together new enclosures. Wao!!