Nervous system is gonna be nice and crispy and frayed by the time 2026 comes to end. That is if I'm not killed by something else 🥴

Listened to goa trance last night to help keep the Thoughts of Doom Dread and Death away. Worked like a charm and helped me into sleep. .... that was until I woke up at 12:30am completely bewildered as to what I was listening to, where I was and what year was it.

jasus, went from working on slowly decreasing my anti-depressant dosage but now I'm gonna have to ask for increase the dosage. i'm not doing too hot with the shithole that is good ole US-A-Fuck. ugh.

Concept: Narinder gets fucked by Lamb, Goat and Yngya #cotlnsfw

Doing a damn good job at not posting The Black Rose of the Bishop Mansion daily even though I *really* want to It's SO tempting

Okay woolhaven out and everyone is going to be dead until they finish so I'm tossing these here now bc I've accumulated so many,,,, toasts yngya has gripped me by the neck the censored parts is just some mommydom shit but i feel shyyy don't look at me about it,, 👉🏽👈🏽 #cotlnsfw

I present! NariLamb yuri Happy Woolhavrn day! #cotlfanfic #cultofthelambfanfic archiveofourown.org/works/780569...

anmd i'm finally fucking DONE LET's GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'll upload the first chapter this saturday nd I'll post on Saturdays #cotlfanfic

Should hopefully be able to post the first chapter of my cotl au this Saturday!

jack asked if i would sketch up a poster to tell people in nearby neighborhoods about the partnership between flock and ring, and this is what i came up with. it can be printed on an 8.5x11 sheet of paper.

oh my god i'm almost done with the ficccccc the yur1 is prevailing #cotlfanfic

screaming i've reached the near end of my long worked on fic #cotlfanfic

Guys. I've lost my hubcap. Fingers crossed it's still in that area where I'm 99% sure I "left" it 😅

taking a break from writing NariLamb yuri to write Narinder angst and it's going GREAT #cotlfanfic #cultofthelambfanfic

Really can't wait to be done with my Garden of Blood cotl au. Not only because it's probably one of my bigger projects, but I'm dying to show my notes. They're probably the most cluttered notes I've ever done. Mom says my handwriting is small as is, but I've written even smaller w/ these notes

got so lost in writing NariLamb yuri I almost forgot the actual plot of my fanfic #cotlfanfic #cultofthelambfanfic

Predator: Killer of Killers, choose your fighter! 1) viking woman 2) ninja man 3) guy from Florida

And thus Di was born. I should make a story on it and its human

Pokemon + Dokimon may be influencing me rn

Watching Arceus and the Jewel of life be like- Me as a kid: oh no Arceus is in danger! Oh yay Ash saved it! Me as an adult realizing how gruesome of a death that would have been, and for an avatar for God no less:

I haven't seen any Pokemon movies in forever, esp the older ones. I started Rise of Darkrai tonite n tomorrow ill do the rest of the trilogy. Funny to think Dialga was the aggressor in R.o.D, and it gets its shit rocked in the Shaymin movie. Giratina really said "HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT HUH!?"

Watched Power of One last night with the fam. When Slowking said "I could use pants" Dad turned his head, looked at me, raised his hand and written on his face was "what the fuck" I just offered "He's a chill guy"

Dug up a friend and my new tamagotchi grew up while I was driving. Me: (driving) Tamagotchi: (music plays) Me: YOU'RE GROWING UP NOW!?

My daughter is here 🥹 #TheHouseinFataMorgana

Idk how to write romance/developing romance 🫠 #cotlfanfic

Been feeling like something really big/bad is going to happen, and or I've forgotten something *really* important. It's making me anxious and idk what this is. This picture by @ CheddarChEZ really captures the sensation I'm going through rn

Now that I've beaten the main story for New Dimensions I can work more on my cotl au. Gotta try to make more progress before my schedule gets busy asf

>working on fic >mega dimension dlc drops >new r1999 banner that's horror >gonna be busy asf this week and the next GOD WHYYYYYY

this might be a personal record... and i'm not even done !

We really do need more sm0t/fanart of Narinder getting his ass dominated by Lamb (I must do my part and will once I'm done with my current wip) #cotlnsfw

Sorry Leshy but I gotta cram in as much cotl Easter eggs as possible in this AU

the funniest thing i've ever written

I am proceeding well with my modern, Yuri NariLamb fic :3c I just finished chapter one, which I really struggled with previously. Probably because I was trying to fall in line with the VN that inspired me. But since it's been a while since I read it, I can re-approach it differently now yippee

I keep forgetting I have this account to post all of my degeneracy Enjoy my sins #cultofthelamb #cotlnsfw #narilamb

Got chapter 2 of Consort to the Red Crown up! #cotlfanfic #cotlnsfw archiveofourown.org/works/563066...

I gotta write the second part of my toxic TOWWLamb fic.... so that way I can write the third part that's filled with probably my deepest angst yet

Finished a #cotlfanfic and it have me Big emotions (probably intensified by my period induced hormones, thanks 😒) archiveofourown.org/works/74568221

Tiger's vet appointment: 11:30am The time I left the house with him: 10:05 I only realized my mistake WHEN I WAS HALFWAY TO THE VET OH MY GOD Now we're both in great distress AAAA WHY AM I LIKE THIS first I did this with a dog walk job and now THIS

Took @stychu-stych.bsky.social 's Lamb and tied them up real good :) What you can't see is Narinder with the remote, edging them for hours. #cotlnsfw #sextoys #nsfw

was trying to come up with cotl fanfic ideas and this happened

Got my leshycat fic chapter 1 archiveofourown.org/works/742384...

Now I've not played Fakemon games, but this is my favorite so far. She's so peak. So perfection. Lophug my beloved

I was so excited to see I got a ask but it's that kid(?) again. I've decided to block them because I do not need them doing this to me every few weeks. Also I'm still unsure of their age which makes me uneasy

Anyone know how long this stays up for? I just recently muted someone because of the bizarre fanfics they were uploading (and I got tired of seeing them almost daily) and now THE DAMN MESSAGE IS HERE. IT'S THROWING ME OFF YES I UNDERSTAND GO AWAY

Yall there's a fucking ghost in Wild Zone 18 that's drinking coffee. Super fucked up (/j)

me: i really gotta work on my Leshycat fic so I can be done with it also me: (drifts over to book outlet and see what books are available)

i haven't written smOt in forever so idr how to do it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i might just have only one spicy scene (which was a previous chapter) and half of one later when the plot calls for it. plus i'd be cutting out more pages. I already got 62 pages for the Leshycat fic. #cotlnsfw

Ghostwatch tonite HAPPY HALLOWEEN