turns out only one person was messy and master manipulated all of us and im blaming it on ♆ in ♈︎ bc of the sheer chaoticness and speed in which it all happened

have i entered saturn in the 6H posting territory yet, or is it just normal to have a severe sense of responsibility tied to how i try to take care of those in my life 🫩

as a person who is constantly aware of the way im acting, i dont really understand the ways people can act so abhorrently and believe its the correct choice

okay ive fallen prey to the Aries pile up and multiple people have managed to bring the knives out of me that i generally have a good hold on

Yesterday i was like “oh this aries pile up will be manageable somehow” and like i know were still waiting on ♂ and ☿ but dear lord my social group is like falling apart at the seams in like 10 different directions

my rave pregame tonight includes qigong (strangely proud and excited abt this idea)

tfw you enter a new friend group when youre pushing 30 expecting it to be normal and they’re all messy as hell

went on a plant walk for class today and found out quaking aspen meshes VERY well with me

its hilarious that I’ve exhibited hypothyroidism symptoms since puberty but it took until my levels hit the specific dx range at almost 30 to be officially told i have it

it never ceases to amaze me how many health conditions list being afab as a risk factor like, my bad i guess ill try harder next time around

things must me be good if im having dreams about me crying over the fact i keep oversleeping and cant wake up (s/t i literally have had issues with lately irl)

saw turkeys, two geese flying inches above the lake, and little clusters of new motherwort growth today in theo wirth

gonna approach this years gardening with a ton of abundance and start a LOT of seeds in hopes of having viable starters plus enough to give out

i forgot until just now that i used to say i didnt want to do astro or herbal 1:1 work until i got to my saturn return, which is exactly what ive started this week (while transit ♄ is conjunct my own)

just completed my first official 1:1 herbal consult 🙆🏻

i have my fair share of moments where my mars-mercury conjunction gets me in trouble with others, but its more impressive that i can accidentally fuck myself up with it

i just want lots of nice things, not in a hyperconsumerism way but in an enjoying the beauty and care put into artisanal items way

ok did my soft launch, its going surprisingly well and im very Moved and Enthusiastic lol

Me, thinking abt using social media to soft launch herbal and astro consults: sounds like a good idea! 🤠 me, the second i start trying to make a post: 🫩🤢🤢🤢🤮

i just want to consume and be consumed by fresh nettles man

oof i think my teacher is getting her astroherbal materials from someone i reallllllllly dont fuck with lol

my pet peeve is people being like “i like natural things bc there are no chemicals” like please im begging you refamiliarize yourself with chemistry bc everything is chemicals

being in love with my partner for a decade is one of the best experiences of my life, but so is reconnecting with my childhood best friend who truly taught me what romantic love is from a young age

its not shocking but jfc its harrowing that these ultra right wing men are saying shit like “empathy/introspection is useless” and ofc there are lots of people in the US who are happy to throw those things to the wayside (bc they barely utilized them in the first place)

i feel like im doing a psa but fun fact, some acupuncture clinics around the US have community rooms where you can get services for cheaper (ex. my workplace offers comm acu on a sliding scale of $30-70)

If i put goldenrod tincture straight into my eye will it stop leaking (this is a joke)

(Softly) pounding on my clogged sinuses with a gua sha tool is doing wonders on my congestion

the body is such a strange thing that contains more knowledge than consciousness can handle, and to look at it as anything less than that is hubris lol

google search: how much blue vervain do i need to take to squash my anxiety with an anvil

need my perfume sampler to come in the mail stat bc im in need of divine intervention via olefactoy stimulation

Imagine going to a deep house set and someones doing the stanky leg on the dancefloor

i just wanna smoke but the windchill is literally 22° and theres (apparently) the first blizzard in 3 years going on lol

does anyone else feel like their bsky feed has become almost unbearable in the last month or so, like 50% of mine is either unrelated to my interests or just like ultra “vote blue no matter who” types of political posts

Google search: how do i make a decision that affects the rest of my life more or less when im barely clearing rent and am not established in my career yet

back at it, wip

every time i see a trans guy who has a similar style to me, i want to hit a fast forward button on my hrt bc im impatient as fuck

Did not expect to work twice as much as usual during my spring break but at least itll pay off T—T

one of the goofy mercury retrograde things thats happened to me is being put in a Gigantic groupchat that has a lot of big personalities, and is v all over the place

I keep going out in hopes i spot bloodroot seedlings (to no avail yet) but i think i did see some motherwort waking up!

has anyone made an app for people with task paralysis where you enter a few random tasks and it automatically generates the choice for you

my teacher made the best dipping sauce in class today with fire cider, tamari, and sesame oil like it would go SO well with potstickers

my glasses are going to be ready on saturday so only 24hr until i find out if aviator frames look great or awful on me 🤠

tfw you want to serve at work but its not practical 😔

fully stocked on all the stuff to start seeds indoors! i havent got to garden since i moved last summer so i could not be more excited

herbalists stop using ai images for social media posts/event flyers challenge!!!!!! like are you fkn kidding me!!!!!!

i genuinely miss when website sort of looked absolutely atrocious. everythings to clean and corporate now. theres no soul

I bought a pincher septum to size up my piercing but it went thru NO problem (turns out years of pulling on it made it bigger lol)

Mars ingress into Pisces (aka squaring my chart ruler) has Not blessed my day lol

woke up feeling like an anvil was dropped on me, mentally and physically 🤠

chani was soooo correct for the scorpio rising reading wrt mercury rx bc i just had such a strange night out with friends where all of us seemed to be glitching in separate ways