Hate that so many meal replacement things are like "low calorie!!" I'm buying you to REPLACE a MEAL. Don't advertise to me that you are barely going to do that. All of these are "lets you eat less and not be hungry!" I am trying to get enough nutrients to LIVE. get this weight loss BS out of here!

In honor of Talk Like a Pirate Day, I will not be talking like a pirate but I am gonna stream some Davy x Jones. www.twitch.tv/luxlightly

Computer is still giving me a ton of trouble. If I'm able to stream at all tomorrow, it'll likely be more of a stress test of my set up to see when it crashes.

The Archangel Gabriel From Hit Game Ultrakill (The Dog) is in the Cone of Shame because he won't stop chewing on himself. He's not happy about it.

A while back, @mkdouma6.bsky.social and I hyped each other up to by blowtorches and I drew this. I never posted it here but she threatened @getgianni.com at his stream that she'd blowtorch his shirt off for 100k so it felt relevant again. Hopefully the gifs work. It only allowed one per post.

Me playing Davy x Jones: "this, too, is transness"

"I don't think the people in Plato's cave gained anything by not looking at the shadows" is a banger line I came up with, made more poignant by the fact I said it during an imaginary conversation with someone who was not actually there.

The good news, as always, is that we'll be dead someday. Everything else it just trying to hold out until then.

@voice-quills.com Channeled the unbridled power of the sun at the beginning of the stream today.

Computer finally crashed so hard it's not restarting. I'm gonna go leave it off for a while and eat some food. Hopefully I can get it sorted out by next Wednesday

twitch.tv/luxlightly Warframe wednesday returns! Again. Here's hoping my computer stops crashing long enough to stream!

A gpu, motherboard, cpu, power supply, heat sink, RAM, and far more money than I wanted to spend later: I have a working computer again. I quite happy to have finally built my own PC after many years of prebuilts, but it was certainly stressful at times.

The third step of putting together your own computer is that wires just end up where they end up and there's nothing anyone can do about that

I wrote a new article about being a lesbian, about gender, and what those can and have meant. It’s free and it would mean a lot of if you read it and gave your thoughts :)

The second step is to buy first and read the specs later

The first step to putting together a PC is to have fun and be yourself

Mom's ceiling started leaking and dripped into my PC, frying my GPU. So I'm not going to be streaming for a bit...

MR WPNZ!!! #SMG4 #MrWpnz

If y'all are feeling generous. I'm working on getting enough funds to move out of my state and potentially the country. gofund.me/92159894 Every dollar helps 💜

Aunt's service was very nice. My sister and I sang, as always. It's rough. She's was the kind of person the world is poorer for losing.

www.twitch.tv/luxlightly Let's see if my internet holds up to streaming

"Can you believe it, Chip? There's been another Loid living in our basement this whole time! And let me tell you, Human Loid does NOT like it when I call him Human Loid"

Just let me in for just a second. I can be trusted with the body-sharing gay cephalons I prommy

Warframe needs to let me in the writing room. I have a lot of important thoughts about gay cephalons.

www.twitch.tv/luxlightly Gonna be helping out my good friend Kahl and his brothers and girl brothers.

I didn't forget #Warframe Wednesday I just slept in! Going live in like 10 minutes!

My gender is acting up

Pissed off that my doctor didn't even have the decency to send me a portal message. Sent a message to her nurse to relay to me over the phone. Probably so I wouldn't have anything on record I could use to say I'd been denied treatment or something. Or just so I couldn't respond.

Doctor had her nurse tell me she thinks my health issues are "psychological". And that there's nothing medical help can do. Recommends therapy. What a joke. I'd sleep off being pissed but the muscle spasms I get every night and that have been getting increasingly worse make that impossible.

So my nightly/morning leg spasms/body convulsions has recently added on the symptom of extreme itchiness all over my lower body that gets insanely bad when I try to sleep. My legs are just one big rash. The itch sets off more spasms and the spasms aggravate the itching.

Streamily, I know this is just the title of the automated message you send everyone who gets a print from @getgianni.com (streamily.com/GetGianni), but I cannot express how incorrect this statement is.

"Brox Kirby got isekai'd into New Neo New Jersey by a big buff bunny with a huge cock" is something that, if you don't watch @castersandcastles.bsky.social, makes no sense. But, if you've been keeping up with the adventures of BK and friends these last few sessions, also does not make sense.

Hey Nightdive Studios I can't help but notice you forgot to announce you remastering Quake 4. I'm sure this is an embarrassing mistake for you so just be sure to clear that up as soon as possible

Okay. I'm late to streaming today because I was toooooo tired but I'm going to jump on and play a bit of oblivion in like 5 minutes

Gonna take my dog for a walk then, when I get back, gonna stream Warframe Wednesday. Should be meeting The Hex today!

The horror and dismay at being told to use chatGPT for medical advice BY MY DOCTOR is truly indescribable. I explained why that's a horrible idea and she seemed to at least basically understand. She clearly knew how it worked. I get the feeling the hospital just pushes them to give out their app.

Still not up to streaming. Maybe later today. I'm still feeling pretty sick and I still have to pick up my roommate's meds from the pharmacy an hour away.

Nothing wrong As always.

Every day I am complimented for my plump and healthy veins. "You've got great veins!" they exclaim, in awe, as always. "Thank you," I says, trying to remain humble despite my gorgeous and enviable veins. "I hear that a lot"

Blood sugar is normal. They're gonna do some blood tests but it seems as though I'm probably as healthy as I ever am.

Yeah I'm gonna go to the hospital now. If it's a false alarm, then no harm done. But at least I'll get the blood tests I need.

Warframe Wednesday may be delayed or cancelled today on amount of I think I'm in ketoacidosis. Also I need to drive an hour to pick up my roommate's medication. Either that or maybe end up in the hospital. We'll play it by ear.

Another thing I like a lot about Warframe is its consistent repetition of the idea that "spirals are almost impossible to break out of alone. Someone or something has to put something new into the cycle. And that person can almost never be you."

Me: "Internet, why does my sweat smell like chemicals?" Internet: "Ketosis. Also why you can't get out of bed and feel like you're dying." "Is it because I have what is essentially untreated diabetes?" "ye, babe" "any chance I can get a dr to do anything about it?" "No, babe"

Signed print from @getgianni.com arrived safe and sound. The front is lovely. The back is..... Well, the front is lovely. Gotta make a frame for it so it can go up on the wall with my other signed prints.

I can tell when my medications and hormones are causing havoc on my mind because I become consumed with the need to objectify Quake protagonists It's not even a sexual thing. It's like a patriotic duty.

God was a fucking coward when he made me unable to draw. I'd use it to draw thirst trap drawings of Dad Bod Ranger Quakeman. More people need to thirst over this middle aged video game man. I need him objectified. This would heal America.

Just me, holding down the fort for Death Knight fans. With the only 3 fics on AO3 that use Death Knight as a tag. No one appreciates me and my mind. My vision.

@mkdouma6.bsky.social Do you play Soulframe? It's the other game currently in development by DE. It seems very up your alley. Definitely not a souls-like in terms of brutal difficulty, but has similar vibes in the dark fantasy setting, combat flow, and very minimal instruction.

*trying to manifest a @mkdouma6.bsky.social stream because they always seem to happen when I'm taking or about to take a nap* Oh i am sooooo sleepy. I am taking off my glasses and putting them on the bedside table. Oh I am getting so cozy and ready for napping!