So good... youtu.be/uK_DXptM7pA

Getting only a few hours of sleep isn't that bad rightttt

im not supposed to be doodling since it's late but here i am doodling

I HAD A REALLY GOOD IDEA but I executed it pretty badly sigh

Speakers broke so now I can't blast my music anymore sigh

NOOOOOOHHHH POIPIKU IS DOWN

I want cyrene so bad....

Changing my handle bec I think my older brother saw my monitor for a good minute and I don't want him searching me up LOL

UUAAUAUAGAHGAUGGH I ALWAYS KEEP CHOKING UP MAN SOMEBODY COMPLIMENTED ME AND I COULDN'T SAY A QUICK THANK YOU, MY WORDS WE'RE STUCK IN MY THROAT (tbf I was running in a hurry BUT STILL) I ONLY SMILED AT THEM BACK ARGHRGRHGRHG KILL MEEH

I'd helplessly fall back asleep right after waking up from a 20-30 min nap. I have so little sleep it's ruining meeeehhh

Taking a break after draining all my energy at once haha

I can get curious w horror sometimes but my brain is my number one enemy I can't stop feeling uncomfortable without it making delusions about what's real and what's not like cmon man why are u making me feel this way

Oh theyre so happy 🥹

New chapter whehueheurhruruhdkfjkf

WHAGSJFKHLFJGKGKFL

「拝啓、在りし日に咲く花たちへ」13話更新されました！水族館デート回。前編とありますが13話はこれ単体です。 コミックス2巻発売中ですそちらもよろしくお願いします！　#ありさく　 ・カドコミ… comic-walker.com/detail/KC_00... ・ニコニコ… manga.nicovideo.jp/comic/70738

GOOOOOOOD MORNINGGGGG

What's it like being able to think clearly?

_(┐「ε:)_

i only had 2 hours of sleep today cuz i was playing mc for 14+ hours

i tried making sense of the faces i drew a few months ago, creating a whole buncha guidelines and whatever, but now ive forgotten all about it😭

i always cant seem to draw top angles right when drawing

they say money doesnt buy happiness but financial stability def will

im having fun (or am i hmMmMM yes im losing sleep over this (i really love the drives, i can't get over them and ive also been trying to get into the tech stuff, automation, WHATEVER

Severe Obsession with Interests + Sleep Deprivation, not so good combo (I know how bad it is but I can't help myself sometimes, rational thinking has been thrown out the window)

ive been busy these days(moreso busy struggling mentally), not really drawing, not knowing what to do with my life, doing other things to distract and keep myself sane :P days go by really fast and all of a sudden it was my birthday yesterday

im like 98% close to discarding the idea of implementing a GUI to my minecraft entity, it's too complex for my dumbass brain.😭 i most certainly know it's possible, but im always feeling like i'm so close yet so far, so it ends up discouraging me!!! asjdfhklshjkdf

tis the date of my birth, eating a good pancake 🥰

When I'm out, I always see these two ppl next to each other, and I feel envious. I wish I could have that connection again. The physical touch, the comfort of talking casually about mundane things, etc. I miss that, a lot.

Im sick again with a headache aaaa what is up with my body

Prev post was a lie, I forced myself to draw

Did a whole lotta nothin today _(」∠ ､ﾝ､)_

malding rn

when are they gonna release a new battlesuit for dark seele im begging

so.. tempted... to get... ELYYYY!!!!

Y'know I was very enthusiastic with pulling for exusiai many months ago but now it's like... Damn gacha games genuinely got me drained, like my commitment for it is almost nonexistent.

Third Emperor Herta looks sick as fuck, like her design looks so awesome. I'm a little obsessed with it (setting aside how incredibly tragic the context is)

Man, sometimes there are things where I just feel so discouraged abt smthn that it makes me not want to post art

Maaaaaaaaaaan I wanna draw but my PERFECTIONISM HAS ME BEAT UP I CAN'T DO THIS

I'm not sleeping until I draw something before 12 (impossible but I feel very desperate)

Blank canvas

Suddenly felt like looking at uzurin fanart 🥹

my brain is really fried

and my audio drivers broke maaaan fuck windows

I had my PC on sleep mode last night and SUDDENLY I WAKE UP TO SEE THAT MY LOCK SCREEN WALLPAPER CHANGED AND COPILOT IS NOW IN MY TASKBAR WHAT THE FUCK WINDOWS

I'm cooking (a drawing) but I'm scared it'll end up dogshit 😓