happy new year y’all, hopefully 2026 is easier on everyone ✨💕

holidays rlly give me bad mental slumps fr just waiting for it to pass so i have the energy to stream and do comic work. i’m thinking starting new year i’ll be live streaming some comic work and projects i wanna do like oc animatics, alongside the usual gaming streams

i could fr watch endless seasons of satosugu pre-jjk and be content frankly

excited for the next jjk season but at the same time i just miss my wife tails. like im sorry i do not care abt this bitch ass demon, give me geto

#五夏 | #goge | #satosugu 12.24 🤍🖤 Morning of Anniversary ❄️

if anyone’s got a vgen code they’re willing to share pls hit me up, i’d be super grateful 💕

being physically disabled is uh not great ™ because my condition poses more risks in surgery when it comes to anaesthetics no one wants to risk operating rn, so things aren’t looking promising

so nervous for my top surgery consult call tomorrow i hope i’m in the clear for everything, my health isn’t ideal but hopefully good enough ™ it’s wild to be at this stage tho i feel really lucky it hasn’t been as big of a pain in the ass as it could’ve been. fingers crossed for surgery by 2026 🙏🏻

also maybe i’ll stream a few of the character pieces so keep a look out on my twitch ✨

audhd is crazy bc unless it’s my current hyperfixation or special interest, i cannot remember my fav medias off the top of my head. trying to list my fav characters for the sienna trend and it should not be this hard bro lmao ?? 😭

jayvik with viktor as the tower/apotheosis princess and the defiant voice of the hero jayce hhmmm,,

#jayvik theemmmm

i think seeing the mass amount of art depicting a disabled character having sex that jayvik has inspired has healed something in my crippled heart personally

i was gonna yap about a jayvik slay the princess au but realised that’s literally canon jayvik

got hit with a cold again bc my immune system is basically a wet paper napkin but i rlly wanna get some art done so /maybe/ there will be a stream today but no promises. might do a cozy game stream if my stuffy head can’t handle drawing

if anyone’s got a vgen code they’re willing to share pls hit me up, i’d be super grateful 💕

eating dinner then streaming at 8pm GMT !! gonna be continuing workshopping my new vtuber design so it’s gonna be a chill quiet time like yesterday, come along if that’s your vibe ✨

hopefully gonna stream tomorrow to continue the new vtuber design, gonna aim for a similar time as tonight, possibly 7/8pm GMT thank you to everyone who hung out tonight 💕

Sonar from dispatch again

sleeping on it #flambert #dispatch

Doodle #odyssey

Jayvik - I'd forgotten what it felt like to hold you

as a deangirl, i love cas just as much tbh and it’s wild how similar he is to viktor who i kin ngl. they really are The tragic gays who were outcasted by society and wanted to do right but went about it the wrong way, and found hope in one man who loved him “cursed or not” #jayvik #destiel #deancas

jayvik really got that destiel/deancas crack in them iykyk

a working class guy doing his best, having more weight on his shoulders than he should, just wanting to fix things but making them worse…an outcast who seeks godhood to fix humanity’s wrongs through a skewed lens and a projection of his own insecurities and perceived inadequacies,,,op u get it

That one day every year.. #destiel

i think when you’re a creative with supernatural as your special interest/hyperfixation, you eventually have to come to terms with the fact you’re going to get the overwhelming urge to rewrite spn from the ground up bimonthly before accepting defeat

gonna be streaming tomorrow ! not decided on what game or maybe some art, not sure yet but keep an eye out ! ✨

hey y’all gonna be playing cold front (then probs some ovw) on stream at 7pm tonight ! see u there 💕

Witch-hunt 1/1 #Comic #OriginalComic

Advertising my Kofi #commissions because my disability support is being stripped away from me. I am re-appealing the decision but until I can sort it out I am going to be struggling a lot financially ~ link below! ~ shares & such are also massively appreciated ❤️ ko-fi.com/awkwardbex

new stream schedule! gonna be streaming every tuesday, thursday and saturday at 7pm GMT+1 ! might occasionally do random streams if i’m feeling it, but otherwise that’s the schedule for now. look out for tomorrow’s stream !

hey yall, i’m finally recovered fully from being sick, and the kitty cat has mostly fully recovered from his surgery, so hopefully a regular stream schedule will be returning soon now that i’m well and got time 🎉✨

gonna be streaming in around half hour or so, come catch me on twitch ! twitch.tv/cheribeanteas

It is so, so important to learn to understand the difference between A Gross Thing That Freaks Me Out, versus A Thing Which Causes Actual Harm In The World because as long as you can't navigate the difference, your disgust is a lever that can be used to manipulate you

i do not share the author's barely disguised fetish but i will defend to the death their right to publish it

if you’ve been following my twitch acc, you’ll know my cat Bean has been on a tumultuous road these past weeks medically speaking, but he’s finally home and in post-op recovery. hopefully it’s smoother sailing from here

sadly we’re back to square one and even tho he improved for a little while, my cat’s back in the vets and being considered for surgery again, this time for certain since he isn’t recovering on his own. it’s likely i’m still going to be pretty quiet in these upcoming weeks, thanks for understanding💕

thankfully the kitty avoided surgery 🙏🏻😭 he’s still on 3 different medications and is on the road to full recovery but he seems happy and healthier again. i’m hoping this means next week streaming will be back on though it’s likely having to take care of him during this time it won’t be as frequent

so streaming schedule is still undetermined since my cat is now needing surgery so i won’t be able to focus much on streaming much at least not consistently. hopefully he should be okay though

sorry guys, today’s stream is cancelled. my cat’s suddenly sick and i’m pretty stressed. it’s likely wednesday’s stream will be off too depending on how the situation progresses. i’m lucky enough to afford insurance but the excess costs are rough so any donations to my ko-fi is extremely appreciated

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got some commission work to do today so stream will be at 7pm as usual today ✨💕

stream’s getting pushed back an hour and some since i woke up quite late today and still yet to eat, thanks for your patience 💕

not feeling too hot today so art stream is cancelled but look forward to friday’s game night !

streaming in an hour, it’ll be a chill stream playing some wuwa, this heat’s making me so tired, so deciding to play something casual ✨💕 twitch.tv/cheribeanteas

two pretty boys that i added to AF recently, felin and zev ✨ #art #digitalart #oc #originalcharacter #ocart #cheribeanteaocs

gonna be trying out a stream schedule this week and next week ! mondays and fridays will be game nights and wednesday is art streams, all at 7pm GMT+1 ✨