It is not lost on me that an uptick in mainstream media attention led us right into what will probably be our new stunt.

The light persists, and so shall we

Sitting at my job once again wishing I could be paid to write instead of literally fry my brain for a company that forced me to take pto for jury duty while the country crumbles around us.

His eyes might actually be the death of me

💙💚

Bluesky doesn't know this yet, but this particular, niche brand of Louis is *my* Louis. Not, like, I own him. Like, this is the version of him that lives inside my head at all times.

Forever grateful to have lived in this timeline, even if it only lasted a moment.

Lord, I am not your strongest soldier

"This is shit," Louis grumbled again, clutching the side of his phone with stiff fingers that itched to reach into the ice bath his boy was sitting in, to start kneading at the aching muscles he knew he'd find beneath the surface. Harry chuckled breathlessly, wincing a little afterward. His eyes

👹HIS👹P👹R👹O👹F👹I👹L👹E👹

Fuck, I've missed him so bad 😭

The smile🥺 the smile🥺

I'm afraid that I CANT be normal about this

Okay Mr. Love of my life

👹OH👹👹MY👹👹GOD👹👹

I can’t deal with this level of cuteness LOUIS

The bomber on him 😍😍 he's sooo cute

I'm FERAL omfg 😍

I'm sonproud of him I'm cryinnngggg 😭 it's so prettyy

Official Charts via tik tok! "There's always been something about the number #28" #LouisTomlinson #28OP #28Clothing 🎥: officalukcharts

The 28op drop omg 😍😍😍😍

How I envy people who can read long stories and write short ones

Happy happy birthday @zillal.bsky.social 💙💙 sending you all my love, every last bit of it!

There was a moment at red rocks, briefly, when the hail had stopped but the rain was still coming down in droves. There was a moment when we were all crammed too tightly into a bathroom, soaked, bruised or bloody and frozen to the bone, and we just—organized. People scaled walls, made a walkway

Endlessly proud of our boy 💙💙💙

A writer is a world trapped in a person. Good things are going to happen. The ocean. Our boys.

This place always feels like coming home after a long day of work. Thanks for being here 💙

Rach sat on my couch beside me as I consumed Hamilton for the first time. We're flying through the milestones of this relationship 😍

Rail reunion loading ⏳️

Finished the thing 😌

There is still beauty in this world

Having one of those reverse crises of faith days where all my dread has flipped the pillow to the cool side for a moment of hopeful rest. It'll warm up soon, but it's really nice right now.

I'm afraid that I can't be everything I want to be right now. That I'm simply not strong enough. I'm terrified of what that will make me down the road.

Next one I guess is I don't find comfort in our boys anymore. Larry, the Fandom, what it was all supposed to mean—lately it all feels like one big joke, on us, on them, by us, by them. It feels like we all fooled one another and now we're all paying the price. My beliefs are solid, I'm just not sure

My next secret is that I wish GIR was over, and as much as I wish that, I find myself begging to run to their world every single day. I miss writing and enjoying doing it with all of my heart. I wish returning to that felt like it matters right now. It doesnt.

I was emboldened and impassioned to start a newsletter for my community to try and promote community building and social awareness in response to recent politics but it's the loneliest endeavor I've ever taken on. I've never been more aware of how little people care than I am now, and despite that

Can I tell you all a couple of secrets?

Does this mean I'm taking back Wednesdays 🤔

Look at him 😭

LITERALLY

Bus 1 forever 😭 💛💙

AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE, AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE, AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE,AND OLD FRIEND OF MINE

AN OLD FRIEND OF MINE HELP MEEEEEEEE

I'm not surviving Zouis in LA. It's genuinely going to take me out. After the last ten days, this is the best way to go out.

I went onto the other app and for the first time in days only saw Fandom things. I miss when that was all I had to think about. I miss the boys. I miss our community. I miss feeling safe.

16k of the next chapter of GIR is done and I just can't focus enough to get it across the finish line. I'm going to find a routine to help balance out the overwhelming state of my country. I promise.

LOUIS TWEETED

I've watched this video AT LEAST 100 times today. He's GORGEOUS omfgg

I want what the boys want, but the pain of seeing them on that stage, knowing they wouldn't be there if Liam was, might actually completely ruin me.

Reunited Louis with Eli tonight. Work on GIR is slow in light of other things, but I'm still at it.