for @/mabbofu ! 💙 look how happy they are!!! surely nothing bad will happen to them !! #vgencomm #ffxivart

for @/pillowboat 💗 tysm for giving me a chance to draw Velvet!!! 🙇🙇🙇 #vgencomm

comms are closed. tysm for all the support everyone !!! it means a lot to me 🥹 hopefully reopening in february with a full illustration slot. 💗

for @/mabbofu ! 💙 look how happy they are!!! surely nothing bad will happen to them !! #vgencomm #ffxivart

for @/pillowboat 💗 tysm for giving me a chance to draw Velvet!!! 🙇🙇🙇 #vgencomm

things are different now

lrp i'm still posting on my xiv acc only bc all i draw is my gay lizard ocs...... :) promise i'll post smth here about my oc world too LMAO..

#sisei on the mind.... 🥹.... #ffxivart

thankful for all the looksies, follows and shares from my comms post 🙏 i appreciate it! i used to usually post anything i drew on my xiv acc but i figured i'd like to grow my proper art socmed. i'm thoroughly addicted to xiv so i'm sure this will just become a secondary xiv bsky...

💟 My comms are open! vgen.co/gilttripped Still relatively new to doing them so I appreciate the patience 🤍 Currently only offering skebs for now. tysm for your consideration!

the non-bunnaries 😌 #ocg:sidapa / #ocg:lus'midhe

currently reading Ashita No Joe and this made me tear up

for pillowboat 💝 thanks for letting me run around with him🙏

its the month of drawing but also looking at my backlog of wips crying

i will probably start posting my art here more vs my xiv one even tho im more active on it asjfhhss i rly do need to make this one more active only bc this is my ~official~ account tied to my work in general bahaha

running into a lot of problems just trying to get my name changed on ccs lmao. reasons why i waited so long to even contact them sigh...

LRP really got me to think beyond what i usually draw, which is not usually all cutesy and sweet LOL it was a nice pace but definitely took a lot more energy to try and execute it. i think i'm still pretty happy with it after sitting on it for a bit

💗 art of a friend's oc for them 💗

finally done with this giant art piece that im not rly happy with how it turned out but im calling it quits!! 🫠 even if its not appreciated or w/e i'm happy to just say its finished and i put effort into it 😭

i got curious and dug up some old traditional art i did for art classes i took when i was still in undergrad and wow...the potential was really there

no energy to do anything remotely creative. i don't even like the idea of playing games rn. i think...im depressed again. lol 💀 mayhaps the meds im on has run its course....

i got a taste (will be getting more lmao) of tabling and i have a feeling i wouldn't be cut out to it LOL 🙂‍↔️

a small win, but my since my name change my initials at work are BJ 🙂‍↕️👍

my little blob blorbo since 2017 💛 got a quick redesign for artfight, but also he just needed to be drawn after being neglected for so long. #guntíng | #ocsky

did a redesign of an old OC to put up for artfight! i thought it was fitting bc this year's themes of fossil and crystal are basically what he's made of ! #guntíng | #ocsky

Refuge - 46x34” acrylic on canvas. Available at @thinkspace-art.bsky.social thinkspaceprojects.com/shows/anthon...

my poor son, forgotten to my time blindness. picking up traditional again has been soothing to my soul. i'm not sure to call it when there is a satisfaction seeing the texture of color pencil on paper is #guntíng | #gtoc:cyrus | #OCs

was informed that a frequent customer had passed away. what an odd feeling, going through the books they never picked up.

a 'concerned parent' worried about a title of a workshop saying its gender inclusive at my work is so funny

LRP i've been trying to transfer my traditional style into digital and i /think/ it's working aha. i think i've found the right brushes, it's just a matter of workflow now

agnizumi? NO!!!! AZALUCK THE WORLD !!!!!!!! (we still love agnizumi !!!! ) happy birthday @pillowboat.bsky.social and @mikotounami.bsky.social !!!!! ty for making these two !! i love them smm 🥹 #blossomartparty | #ffxivart

tried to do smth different today! painting is....hard......... #ocg:lusmidhe | #ffxiv | #ocsky

i've been thinking really hard about how hard i find socializing and connecting with other people and its been frustrating to say the least

while its still fresh in my head!! 🎞️ Watched Sinners (spoilers ahead!) #movies WOW what a movie!! i was asked just randomly to watch with friends. i saw michael b jordan starring so i said, why not i think he's very handsome 😳😳

🎞️Watched Banshees of Inisherin #movies this was a serendipitous find as i was browsing through some DVDs. initially I was drawn to the title but the as i read the premise, i was very intrigued. Also, it was noted as a comedy/horror. Not something I usually watch.

this is beyond books or drawing but d4vd's new album is live and its everything i wanted 🙏 i love his music so much. his voice is so angelic and the slow jam/dance vibe gives my brain such satisfaction

Nuptial Rites This piece was inspired by "The Color of Pomegranates" by Parajanov.

i've tried not to verbalize a lot of things in fear of them coming true but they ended up true anyways.

📖 Finished reading Catholica by Suzanna Ivanic

stumbled on an old acquaintance's record while cleaning up some databases. it makes me feel sad that i've lost touch with them, but knowing they're still around is nice. i hope they're doing well.

chest dysphoria art from years ago. i stumbled on this again and somehow, the anguish is still rather palpable

i hate the negative connotations i have surrounding my birthday, even years later. a time that i was taught to be 'your special day' ruined by parents fighting and money issues.

been thinking more and more about a short story i want to write as a sort of 'warm-up' to actually committing to a novel. though my biggest fear is getting to write the story i /really/ want to tell then failing miserably

today is a special day!! March 12 marks the day i got fed up with myself and said "i can fix him." well i got fixed (top surgery included). heres to 7 years! 🥳🎉

it's a shame how you turned out. #ffxiv | #sei-tan

[ there is no need to dream now; we have each other ] #ffxivart | #sei-tan | #wolship

i find it so funny that my oc world has a fuck ton of elves but i have no elezen oc in ffxiv 🫢.... and my dear mr Main Character is literally just a duskwight elezen

i've been thinking of writing a sort of...therapeutic essay of why im afraid of making art. it sounds like it'd be fun and also bc i cant be bothered to find a proper psychologist in this economy lol

trying to make myself draw actual ocs vs constantly drawing my wol. it /is/ cathartic to come back to traditional art, though.