also popsci has to stop interpreting the word ‘observer’ as implying consciousness bc if i see one more person say consciousness is magic because it makes waveforms collapse just by lookin i will explode.

physics is awesome because you get to realize how many extremely ‘obvious’ everyday concepts are absurdly hard to impossible to formalize. like the concept of actual simultaneity is not really Real within relativity because changing observers can change the perceived order of events. and this is /

all philadelphians know how to do is run blatant red light

probably one of the times ive been most furious lately was while actively literally volunteering at a down syndrome advocacy convention and i scrolled twitter and found some dipshit spouting down syndrome eugenics rhetoric and calling anyone idiots who disagreed. Explode

growing up like numerous adults in my life thought i was autistic and they kept asking neurologists and shit and the neurologists kept being like yeah. no.

i need to learn about projective geometry more so i can go on unhinged rants about math and art

any time spencer shows me some shit about wesker from resident evil i have to hear delta’s fucking voice in my mind

‘snow why are you up’ my sleep schedule has inexplicably turned into 10-3, 3:30-7 and im actually getting more sleep than usual

might have to get married* for health insurance (obv i want to anyway its just dictating the timeline) within the next months/yearish and i know i am a whole adult but that feels not allowed. Whos letting me do that

i keep getting ads for house of leaves … girl ive read it

i have no desire to be a tattoo artist but i have an unabashed confidence that i’d be good at it [with training]

at some point the times passed me by in the zero escape fandom and now some of my opinions are outdated. dont care tho. i will sound like an old man shouting at a cloud forever.

when people tag phi as ‘phi klim’ i totally get it for tagging/practical purposes, but as an actual notion im like LMAOOOOOOO AS IF SHE’D USE HIS LAST NAME

even covid aside masking daily would be worth it to me bc… i dont like being sick lol

i think i joke about fata being comfort game but now im like No yeah i need it

thought to myself ‘can i please get a W’ then my tummy started hurting

why does heavy magenta ink on matte paper smell like old people

bro who the FUCK set up these files

i wonder if my job has made me better at lineart because i never feel like more of a genius than when i pull a very long perfectly straight line freehand with an xacto

everyone should follow me so that mixed in with fandom posting you see vaguely accurate posts about lambda calculus

i so wish i gave a fuck abt everyday programming. bc i think theoretical compsci is the coolest fucking thing ever but then i go to learn python and im like snzzzz

anytime im stressed kit is like ‘have you tried rotating michel inside your brain’ it works just so you know

got emotional abt a video about state space (math) a few weeks ago. it was a really well made video.

newest loscamp live album is so funny to me because we finally got live to tundra on streaming but the second it starts you hear someone SCREAM “OH MY FUCKING GOD TO TUNDRA OH MY FUCKING GOD” and dare i say….me

i should not be allowed to have hot flashes at 25

fine maybe ill reread house of leaves.

i cant believe its 2025 and i might have to worry over the sanctity of peko pekoyama’s character

Shout out to everyone only now learning that "Albert Einstein was reclusive at the end of his career, shunning public engagements." Really meant, "For the last *20 years* of his career, Einstein opposed US racism by only speaking publicly at Historically Black Colleges and Universities (HBCUs).

this may sound bizarre to say but i actually like seeing… i suppose Intentionally written straight characters? ones whose straightness isnt just assumed but is explored meaningfully for whatever reason. i think im just glad to see it not just presented as the default but as a specific way to be

i think i need to play fata morgana again to feel something positive .

they should invent illustrator links that dont break the second you look at them wrong

i might have covid. sobs as one of the only people i know still masking

its almost time for my boss to start trying to get me a promotionnnn

my coworker made the sweeping statement that some people only pretend to like hotdogs for clout

thought about michel bollinger again

my job is fake my coworker is painting toothpicks with nail polish

ive never been carded for alcohol in my life even mere months after turning 21. and for the record i look 12

ive gotten to the point where i pretty much can guarantee i wont have stomach pain if i follow all my Rules but dude sometimes you just can’t.

graphic designers are killing me again

reading together 📖 (drew this as a birthday gift for my friend 🎉) #fatamoru #ファタモルガーナの館

me before experiencing plane delays: the plane is a beautoful creature, one of the safest forms of travel me after experiencing plane delays: the plane is a wretched Beast, tempered only by sacrifice

i dont think you shpuld be allowed to sign up for a volunteer shift that is Sitting and get forced to do manual labor instead <— still sore 2 days later

im volunteering at a convention (not the anime kind) and no one has told me what to do including the volunteer coordinators

my body is a machine that turns food into ailments

tbh i internally view fictionalized michel and ‘real’ michel as two separate takes on the same character in my mind and at some point i kind of want to see if i can pick up any substantive differences in the writing or if it’s just that i feel very differently about them

[fata spinoff spoilers][suicide] seventh lair is one of the peak michel AUs. complete cringefail indie gamedev. can’t spell for shit. got so mad about internet trolls making fun of his dead wife that he uploaded an extremely violent suicide tape.

spectrophotometer my enemy

tomorrow im literally going to work for 9 hours and coming home and getting hooked up to the machine that makes you old. and then, coma

i refer to this as michel’s joker mush