after 30 years on this planet, my brain has run out of hyperfixations and now my ADHD is torturing me with severe, chronic boredom

One of the most epic timeline I have ever seen.

There is a suicide epidemic in the autistic community. We are 11x more likely to take our own lives. 35% have tried. Suicidal thoughts happen to most of us (66%) Let’s remember that & support each other and work together to fight the stigma against us neuronormative society.

5/ Public places and services are hard for autistic people to use, which is lonely and stressful. There has been a “failure of society and services to adapt to a human difference that has always been there” @autismallianceuk.bsky.social

Autistic girls are an inconvenient refutation of the autism industry. Autistic girls contradict the pseudoscientific narrative that autism is a mysterious male medical condition. Autistic girls are proof of Autistic heterogeneity and therefore we are "scapegoats" of allistic supremacy.

They're here, thankfully. But that was horribly dysregulating.

Sainsbury's isn't delivering in the 1 hour delivery slot I specifically chose because I can't cope with uncertainty or waiting 4 hours. It's almost 5pm. I feel like they've forgotten me and it's driven me to another meltdown.

Emblematic of this, is how pop culture "understands" "geniuses" like Einstein. An article will go, "we solved the mystery of Einstein's genius!" and the answer is just ... "he contemplated his subject a lot". 😐 So allistics don't contemplate? Allistics have invented the back-handed self-insult!

Allistics give me the impression that they are rote learners that never think much about anything. For example, how can you commit your life to psychology but never actually develop an *understanding* of the subject?

Allistic supremacy is a passively genocidal ideology.

Unfortunately when I unmask my trauma, I just get gaslit as hysterical or even framed as the perpetrator. I cannot win. People simply do not believe victims. Charming allistics always win over an autistic person.

The genocide of Autistic people started 86 years ago but it never actually ended, it just transformed into a passive, quiet genocide via the autism industry, filicide and female autism erasure.

Allistics are rude. Allistic supremacy is bad behaviour. Allistics are egotistic, controlling bullies if they persecute Autistic solitude.

I just had a second meltdown because my Autistic mother woke me up, ruined my sleep schedule and ignored my disability needs. We spent 30 minutes having a shouting match in the hallway where I cried and begged her for empathy, to listen to me about my NHS abuse, but she doesn't listen.

a fun fact about Autism is that there are no NHS experts ✨ just Nazi vibes

I started drinking alcohol to cope with the NHS abuse. I'd never touched alcohol in my life -- until the NHS ruined my autism diagnosis. I don't understand why I'm the unluckiest Autistic on Earth. Why am I trapped under systemic oppression and incompetence while other people get experts?

Just had a horrible meltdown because of NHS flashbacks. The abusive clinician haunts me every hour of every day. I am the loneliest Autistic on Earth. Nobody has suffered what I have.

This resonated deeply with me and my 2020 participatory research into why a growing number of autistic girls start - and then stop - attending mainstream secondary schools. Quotes from the conclusions of this research are shared by Jo and Natalie in the graphic below. #missing #attendance 2/

"the current education system in the UK is not fit for purpose for neurodivergent children, and that the current status quo is, all too frequently, causing significant and enduring harm to neurodivergent children and young people and indeed to their families." researchfeatures.com/wp-content/u...

Schools are very traumatic places for many ND children www.ucl.ac.uk/news/2025/ju...

I suggest you look at some of the research www.ucl.ac.uk/news/2025/ju...

Or why not try doing something about the fact that school is a traumatic place to be for so many children?

Those aren’t the children who are school refusing, are they? Loads of children - especially ND children - find school traumatic. And gov and LA policies which insist school is the best place for all children are not helpful.

Absence is a symptom of a bigger problem. researchfeatures.com/wp-content/u...

As an ND kid, school gave me trauma that scars me to this day. From what I see of my niblings' experiences, the system is now 100 times worse. Maybe start by ensuring that the school system doesn't systemically torture ND kids, and work from there.

When will we see data that shows the negative health consequences of this mentality? Ableism is a public health crisis that has lifelong consequences. At 29 I am still damaged from the education system's persecution of my autism. Disabled families are driven to suicide by attendance ideology.

Autistic brain: Loved the food Autistic brain: Now hates the food Me: Has 30 of the food Brain: Not my problem 🫠

To be Autistic is to survive a lifetime of relentless hate crimes. Eventually I learned to isolate myself in order to keep my life safe and undisturbed. #autism

Allistics suffer from the S.H.I.T.S. (Subtext Hallucination and Impaired Transparency Syndrome).

why am i always so tired

autistic life hack: do absolutely nothing allistic for Christmas, instead make it a solitary sensory experience

Allistic supremacy means that everyone is "allistic until proven otherwise". This is epistemic injustice and epistemic violence.

An autism strategy is worthless if the NHS doesn't believe autistic girls exist, and the NHS continues to hire bigoted clinicians. There's no oversight to detect and punish corrupt clinicians, it's a "postcode lottery" whether you get a Nazi or not. Nobody is supervising assessments.

Autistic girls exist. Autistic girls matter. #autism

Being autistic means you will always be called wrong even when you just know that you are correct. Even if you state all the facts.

if you're bleeding temporal disturbance from your uterus you need to consult a Doctor about that immediately (or yesterday, or tomorrow, or ...)

Allistics have forcibly segregated Autism from the human experience. Allistics refuse to re-integrate Autism into the human experience due to allistic supremacy. Allistic supremacy must be dismantled to achieve Autistic liberation.

The NHS is a tool of State violence against Autistic people. #autism #ableism #CAMHS

As an Autistic person I don't understand the concept of disassociating from unpleasant things. I am aware of everything all of the time and if I remember something unpleasant, it takes over my brain. I can't ignore something important.

There is no ethical way to research what “causes” autism. It’s an inherently eugenicist project. The only practical application for such research is eliminating #autistic people.

When you're autistic, your brain will literally refuse to take in information it doesn't deem useful. It's why so many of us struggle socially. - Our brains often see small talk as useless - When topics come up that aren't of interest (like sports, fashion...), our brains see that as useless...

Hermione Granger

Today I'm struggling with the pointlessness of my Autistic life. I don't belong anywhere, I can't achieve anything, I spend all my time in my bedroom waiting for death, and I'm bored of my special interests.

Dangerous wrongness, an ongoing epistemic atrocity.

The Western variant of allistic supremacy is being exported globally. It must be resisted. #ActuallyAutistic

Rest is resistance when you're trapped under the tyranny of ableism. #DisabilityHistoryMonth

every day I have to live with the absurdity of being an Autistic girl on an allistic planet, with no human rights and no popular awareness of my existence; I must live as an alien and that's a heavy spiritual struggle

Imagine meeting someone who has parented an autistic child for 10, 15, 20 years, and realizing they have never in their lives sat quietly and listened to an autistic person; never taken direction from an autistic person. They've never had to develop the skill. It's sobering.

The autism tax is paying extra for groceries delivery because I need the certainty of a 1 hour slot.

I've similarly always been bothered by how alien languages are named after their species and rarely have more than one language. Unlike Earth, which has hundreds/thousands and isn't just called "Earthling"/"Human".