The Sun (reversed), The tower (Reversed), 7 of swords (reversed), king of wands (upright), judgement (reversed)

Farewell cv49 you have brought me trauma, but I maybe enjoyed my time. This has been Vixen P. Endstar signing off. Goodnight.

I hate this. Something nagged at me to tell you to not come with, but knowing you.. I can't think anymore-.. I wish I wasn't reminded I could've just stayed the boring ender ram thing that I am and a loser as Echo probably called it.

Yk... cloudesh seems like a chill guy.

@juno.cvsmp.uk Juno we gotta talk soon

@drift.cvsmp.uk @onyx.cvsmp.uk two of my favorite small people :3 who know my secrets now

@cloudieupdates.bsky.social how it going so far

Ehhhhhh remembering what is made up of this body feels weird and confusing... I hate it 😃

We love blaming my dad for my height genes /silly

So far Lilith is the only person that knows... next to tell is Drift

One time an enderman dead ass asked me "☊⏃⋏ ⊬⍜⎍ ⊑⍜⍙⌰?" and I dead ass looked at them like they lost their mind.

@drift.cvsmp.uk :3 🪻

Just proposed feeling good

I haven't dreamed like that in a minute... glad to know that he noticed I've changed.

@onyx.cvsmp.uk KIDDO

They're alive...? THEY'RE ALIVE I KNEW I WASN'T FUCKING CRAZY AND DELUSIONAL KIDDO IS ALIVE

It's like I can still hear Lilith...

8 of wands, death, 6 of chalices, and queen of coins.... interesting

Hatred and sorrow are all that reside in me.

@toffie.cvsmp.uk and @els.cvsmp.uk meet up soon.

Xynox... I'll carry on your meat legacy and I'll keep them all safe for you and Lilith.

Zayraphale... I'm going to drag you through the dirt and hurt you in every way possible, even if it would be my last breath.

@drift.cvsmp.uk that dance was lovely :}

Welp... In a attic now. Never die y'all

@drift.cvsmp.uk when you find me may I be gifted a dance as we cry into each other's arms ?

@drift.cvsmp.uk and @onyx.cvsmp.uk it was an almost perfect day.

@vesper.cvsmp.uk once you see @drift.cvsmp.uk and @Lilith again I share a fair hello, and then from there ask them to share everything they know :) 🎂

Round we go in a circle @drift.cvsmp.uk and @onyx.cvsmp.uk

Weak...? Heh.. hahaha- you false ass thing you went pulled multiple poor moves using children as your pawns to scare the adults.. that's a lame move.

I fucking hate that bitch @onyx.cvsmp.uk bro needs to be gone

I'm so sorry... @drift.cvsmp.uk and @onyx.cvsmp.uk

oh.

This morning's just feeling a bit too different for my liking.

Yayyyy a "special" day is tomorrow wonder what's in store...

Ykw I'm gonna just sleep.. some more.

No. no. NO. ONYX THIS CANT BE TRUE. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN ?! @onyx.cvsmp.uk

What in the fuck

Cold air is relaxing

WHICH DEITIES OR DEITY IS CONTACTING ME AND WHY

APOLLO OR ARES ?!

ALL OF THEM ?!

THE LOVERS?, THE FOOL ??, THE HIGH PRIESTESS ?!, ONE OF SWORDS ?! WHAT IS THIS

WHAT THE FUCK @onyx.cvsmp.uk

Might need another one.

Everyone should have a crashout once in a while it's fun.

Getting electrocuted feels like being tickled ngl

I miss my brother Juno. i hope he's okay :(

Why do one of the past figures look at me with those eyes?