The TV is glitching and its fucking hilarious. Its a looping commercial for (now out of date) insurance. Waiting room in Hell type vibes.

I made an alt for my OC. If you wanna follow, he's @trentcident.bsky.social.

Some people wanna be Dolly Parton, but they're actually Paula Deen.

YouTube Music hasn't given me my wrapped thing yet, but I have a bad feeling Ed isn't at the top this year. I just wasn't listening to him on my phone as much, because when I tended to listen to music in my room, it was generally... other stuff.

Trump needs to be totally left out of all the peace talks for Ukraine. This shit should be between Ukraine and Europe against Russia.

I had a dream I found a cropped leather jacket with the Nine Inch Nails logo on it in Goodwill, and like, half the lights went out and they started playing stuff from Pretty Hate Machine really loud. And there were these guys bitching about how NIN sucks, standing by a row of guitars.

I haven't gotten to working on Trent's new face yet for a multitude of reasons. I don't think I can put it off anymore, nor do I want to. I'll shut up about it until I have a massive or positive update to offer.

I just watched some Trent interviews (Trenterviews, if you will), and every time I do that, I come away from it feeling like Trent is even cooler than we give him credit for. He's my kind of person, but in a different way from how Ed is. Idk what it is quite yet but I hope to understand it soon.

My computer is acting up again. Gotta restart, no idea if it'll survive.

So not only is diversity an attack on human rights, but now empathy is toxic? These people are incredibly ass backwards.

My grandpa died on this day 4 years ago, and he took my sanity with him. He held our small, shitty family together. Without him, everything has gone to hell. He was an asshole, but he was special and important. He made my childhood the best it could be. I miss him more than I thought was possible.

My favourite person that wrote NIN fanfic on ao3 is gone now and I'm upset cuz I wanted to be their friend so bad. We're into the same shit, and they write like me.

"write some horny fanfiction" Don't mind if I do, where a random OC fucks Trent Reznor in the poolrooms level of the backrooms.

There are a few upsides to Trent's face falling completely off: We made the better clay, so round 2 shouldn't crack. The part that survived can be recycled. It was really heavy and pulled his head down, which was concerning. I can fix other BS that was wrong with it the first time.

I have some bad news....

Watch a true piece of rock history. The famous backstage interview with Trent Reznor and Richard Patrick during Nine Inch Nails' groundbreaking set at the very first 'Lollapalooza' in 1991. zurl.co/UowrG

Random shit since I'm awake and I can't sleep: I'm gonna make an account for my OC Brandon because I can. I want to write a backrooms themed Trent fanfic. Don't ask me for an unbiased opinion on something I'm clearly biased about. I'm still the king of Harcourt Country, damn it. Don't fuck with Ed.

Shit is getting worse in ways we can't ignore anymore. I seriously doubt anyone who says things will get better, because its clearly not heading in the positive direction. We are descending further into hell. The walls are fucking screaming. Everything is on fire. We. are. fucked.

When there's big stressful shit in this house, its some seriously big stressful shit.

"We're going to sing our closing song now!" "Closer by Nine Inch Nails"

I've made another big Orphic post on Harcourt Things. I could say even more, but this is directly to the asshole that said it sucked and insulted me and Ed. www.instagram.com/p/DRk9RWykTl...

Yaaay the dog I was hoping to win the show today won! It was a big dog for once.

Today's rice krispie treat: want some of this on your that?

Waiting for the dog show. I watch it on YouTube every year. I don't even like dogs, but I do really enjoy that.

I have another big post about Orphic brewing and I think today's gotta be the day I put it out there. I've been so angry at *shitty man* for a week or so and I gotta put my feelings out there and slap him in the face with it, while hopefully uplifting Ed's spirits in this trying time.

DEMAND AN END TO THIS UNLAWFUL REGIME... HEADED BY A TYRANT ALL MEMBERS OF CONGRESS IMPEACH HIM THE PEOPLE HAVE HAD ENOUGH!

I want to jump off a cliff.

I probably shouldn't have even gotten out of bed today. This sucks, and I don't even know what part sucks more than the other parts.

I was bored out of my fuhking mind tonight so I've listened to the deluxe version of TDS again and wrote a lot in the next installment of my Poison Elves fanfic, which has taken me literally over a year to finish.

pterodactyl

I'm having a really bad mental health day and its too early to start drinking. I'm already crying but now I gotta cry more.

I need somebody to give me some kind of encouragement, cuz I'm not entirely sure I can actually make my Trent doll look anything like Trent. I feel like I'm failing royally at it so far and I'm scared to continue on with it.

I'm only just thinking about this now because Reece Shearsmith was just on Taskmaster, but I wrote a script for a show based on League of Gentlemen when I was in 5th grade. The main character was a trans man. I would love to revive it, if i can find any part of my original script.

How in the entire fuck is diversity infringing on human rights???

now i am somewhere i am not supposed to be and i can see things i know i really shouldn't see and now i know why, now, now, now i know why things aren't as pretty on the inside

I started putting the clay on doll Trent's face, just enough to fill the gaps the skull has. I may end up working on him in my room so some people don't get scared. For my own reference, here's Trent.

Ignore that, fuck that guy, I'm still making a Trent Reznor doll. Maybe not exactly Closer video TDS style, but still 90s Trent.

There's a trans woman that works at our local store. She's pretty, incredibly gorgeous eyes. I feel so bad because she has to use her dead name. I would love to be friends with her. Situations like this are why I'd love to wear a trans flag pin, but I'd also feel pretty unsafe doing that here.

THIS SHIT IS SO STUPID!!!!

We're so fucked. Pack your bags folks, we're moving further into hell.

I just had a dream that Ed was here but we got separated. As I was leaving a house and trying to lock the door with a padlock, his wife (Gita) comes up to me with a phone and Ed's on the other end. He was just glad I was there. He wanted me to run around and sing with a bunch of people (1)

I've just listened to Orphic again. That definitely sticks it, it's a great album. I don't just say this shit because I'm a "fan" of Ed. He's my friend. He's a beautiful talented person and his music is a reflection of who he is as a person. I love him.

I AM GOING TO FUCKING SCREAM I finally FINALLY!!! get Instagram push notifications to work again and it gets ruined because SOME DOUCHEBAG won't leave me alone! I want to jump off a goddamn cliff.

Some motherfuckers also need to keep their stupid bitchy opinions about things I genuinely enjoy to themselves BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!!!!

Why is it that motherfuckers that annoy me most don't just fuck off for the rest of their lives? They can never just take a hint to stay fucked off.

Admitting to myself that the world is completely and totally fucked and its not gonna get any better fucking sucks, but at least I got it out of the way.

This shit is driving me nuts. If I have any sense I'll stop fucking looking at my timeline and do something useful.

I nearly found a sweater thing like the thing Trent wore in the Closer video, like a knit thing the same colour. But when I looked at the whole thing, the whole bottom half of it was fucking blue!! I was so goddamn disappointed.