I have lost my complete and total mind.

I really love the way Carl talks. This is a great little interview about art and music. youtu.be/OiBgEcx3YKI?...

Finally getting to the Taskmaster series finale. I will be happy with anyone who wins it. This lineup has been such a joy.

I'm carrying on with the only plan I ever had for Unplanned. It was always meant to be a paranormal story. The original idea I had is vague af.

Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Florence and the Machine.

Oh boy, they've introduced group chats! Fun, but I could never keep one going, and I find it very overwhelming.

I wanted The Libertines rehearsing for a tour before I fell asleep and I got some very strange dreams out of it ...

Just wrote Carl into my Jack and Gantry story point blank. I can't think of a fake name for Dirty Pretty Things or lyrics any better than Come Closer. Consider it an easter egg of sorts.

God I love the way Carl says "fuck 'em" in I Get Along.

Glad nobody is trying to talk to me. I'm chopping my mom's hair off so she can look like Mae Martin.

Also heard a creepy noise outside earlier that sounded like a guy going "yes, yeah" over and over in like a smoker's voice that hadn't drank water in 40 years. Before I could figure it out it was disappearing down the street or something. Idk where it was going. Or what it was.

I just had a dream one of the cats was playing with the keys by the door. I went to see which cat it was, and it was WeeWee. I was excited he was alive, but then scared shitless because he's dead and him coming back would be bad. He was being normal and cute but I wasn't having it.

He so cute. youtu.be/vvJRPmzcPSA?...

Btw I'm able to post on it again so follow my Instagram sherbet_menrose. I say stuff on there I don't say on here. And my substack too, I'll post on that soon, also sherbetmenrose.

Another painting of Carl is coming, this time its Frutiger Metro themed.

Oh my god Ed is playing piano with them on this. youtu.be/JnyYLZqmOtk?...

I'm running around singing this all the time. youtu.be/AjfAsX2o5FM?...

Caaaarrrrrlll! youtu.be/XPj_1XzPCj4?...

This really just makes my day.

Carl saw my story! Which means he saw both my paintings! Tbh, I'm very pleased with that.

I'm not expecting anything from Carl but I tagged him in my story and he can't even see that so... lovely.

Happy Carl day to anyone who celebrates. Here's the 2 paintings I did for him this week.

Tried to fix my fuking gmail issue again and its worse. So Idk when I'll be able to post updates to my stories on wattpad, or much of anything else. Probably many weeks. If ever. Fucker.

I joined Substack. Mostly to follow Carl, but... why not?

We're having a "party" for Carl's birthday tonight. I'm probably the only person that's gonna even appreciate it.

I forgot there was also a dream about Carl. It was some kind of apocalyptic situation and we were together running from some bad guys. We finally got away and we were in some sort of fancy sewer on a boat. He was all excited to start a new life somewhere else, but all these people were asking if....

I just had a dream that our house was filled with strangers and weird animals. There was a little grey kitten and a cat that looked like WeeWee from my grandmas sister. Both were unwell. There was a group of gay guys talking about a hot black guy named Gary but it wasn't Gary Powell I guess...

If you love a woman, you mustn't beat her And if she's got a lover, I'd love to meet her

This fucking sucks.

This song and Come Closer are my favourite fuhking songs right now. I am so pissed off this album is so hard to find. youtu.be/KJYCxNEk9eY?...

Happy pride month. youtu.be/7vKIS444WQ4?...

I am falling absolutely in love with Carl. If he doesn't see the painting I've made for his birthday I will be so fuhking devastated.

Oh stop it this is so fuhking cute!!!! youtu.be/DhE0wRXkomE?...

I wanna see this whole fuckin concert. It keeps getting taken down. youtu.be/GfSlsxDIiFE?...

Watching Little Shop of Horrors for probably the hundredth time. Not even 10 minutes in and I'm reminded just how much I love it, and how fucking good it is. I LOVE Audrey. She's one of my favourite characters ever.

All I wanna do is write gay shit about Jack and Gantry but I'm really sucking at it today...

Idk how/why this obsession with Carl came about because he posted about his encounter with ICE at the airport. I guess I just needed to make sure he survived being here, and made it home alive in the end. He did, btw. His post about it was equally scary and hilarious.

I'm watching a ton of Carl interviews and he reminds me a lot of other people I've loved before. He seems so incredibly sweet and I'd love to meet him.

Lots of good shirtless Carl content. youtu.be/E1Ehf0WEPdY?...

Ed and Carl together because I love my boys so much.

I just had The Coolest Ed dream probably ever. I was at some weird outdoor wedding, where the couple got married via throwing paper pineapples into a pool. I found Carl first, and I was like omg Carl's here. And then I saw Ed too and we both went to talk to him. Ed was very happy to see me, but...

I'm gonna do a painting of Carl for his birthday, but idk what sort of way to go about this portrait. Idk if I want it to be "normal".

I had an interesting dream that we were at an auction and I was gonna try to get a piano. It was kind of shite tbh, like falling apart and in bad shape. I just kept saying it was made in 1949 so my grandpa was 10 years older than it. Like it was a massive pitch for the thing. Uh, no.