Happy one year to falling madly in love with Perpetua 🖤

The guiding lights, they lead you on. 🖤

I JUST FREAKED OUT BECAUSE SLINGBLADE PERPETUA AND IT'S ALREADY SOLD OUT FUCK YOUUUUU THIS IS THE PERFECT COMBINATION OF MY LOVE OF RED RISING AND MY LOVE OF PERPETUA I'M SO SAD

Rescued an injured possum at work today 😭

oh no it's time for the "would Perpetua even find me attractive?" phase of yumeshipping

thought about "the dark fascist regime will be gone" and "2034" and started crying again :')

me: I should listen to President so I can make fun of them properly me two minutes later: ew oh my god

I think some lesbians need to realize that we are also often attracted to things meant for a male gaze because we find women hot. And that doesn't mean it wasn't intended for a male gaze.

Might be a little obsessed with my new Perpetua choker. 🖤

Papa's Angel 🖤

sigh back in Sims hell

Okay update: I got a filling in the tooth that was freaking me out. I also found out I have $15k worth of other dental work I need done lol But hey at least the one is fixed. But also I have work at 6 in the morning tomorrow now so I dunno if I'll have the energy for porn.

Genuinely pisses me off when artists put up album preorders without releasing ANY songs.

I was planning to shoot Easter content this weekend and to have it up by Sunday but I have to go to an emergency dentist appointment tomorrow and I don't know how bad it's going to be so if I'm not able to do it this year, I'm sorry in advance. 🥲

i am very glad Ethel Cain posted those photos i am blessed to have seen them this is NOT about her i just wanna know why Instagram will immediately remove anything i post that's even slightly suggestive but she's allowed to post full balls LMAOOOO

I uh.... I uh....... Haha.... Uh.......

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awww i just got this notification on Discord i love him so much 😭💖

me, a delusional Ghost fan who totally buys into the fantasy: no I'm telling you all the Papas sound totally different!!!!

i'm so fucking confused i haven't listened to Gaerea since Limbo when did they become a Sleep Token variant

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worst thing about today's goth discourse is the crazy ass bands i have seen y'all calling "goth" oh my god PLEASE learn what genres are i'm sick and unwell at some of these

David Lynch is dead and also made Mulholland Drive so I really don't give a fuck about this discourse tbh

To the surprise of absolutely no one, the new Hellripper fucking bangs. His best album yet imo 🖤

flames

not me going through all the music videos and Ghost popping up Perpetua said "don't forget about me, i'm your beloved wife"

WHAT DID I SAY WHAT DID I FUCKING SAY THE RAINING BLOOD REFERENCE COME ON???? www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BSD...

Slayyyter I am free on Thursday are you free on Thursday when I am also free on Thursday

IT'S TIME IT'S TIME I'TS TIME FUCK SCREAMING FUCK

Literally counting down the seconds til this Slayyyter release GODDDDD

Keep seeing people upset that Felonie Floptinez named her new album Hades but I think it's actually the perfect title for a rapist's album.

Death becomes your lover. 🖤

how does pinterest see you? 𖤐 singer 𖤐 lyrics 𖤐 film 𖤐 character Wow so uh.... My Pinterest algorithm knows me eerily well.

This goth gooner discourse is fucking crazy to me, man. I'm a goth and also a sex worker and getting mad at random women you don't know because you're assuming their politics and music tastes feels very misogynistic (and whorephobic).

Pisses me off so bad when I'm reading an "x Reader" fic and they start describing the hair color and shit. Like, no???? Incorrect????

it's crazy how this video is five billion hours long

Oh my GOD I got my V letters from Batts and I'm literally sat here sobbing. So much thought was put into both of these Perpetua letters - one for my self-insert OC and one literally just for me lol - and all the goodies and the SONGS? I'm so dumbfounded by these, thank you thank you to Batts. 🖤🖤🖤

need Perpetua in ways that are concerning to vampirism

ohhhhhhh ex-Catholic Perpetua you are sooooooo important to me my beloved 💖

Thread of Saint Lavinia x Papa Perpetua art 💖 PerpyLav, PapaLav, Fruit Bat 4 Fruit Bat (FB4FB) 🖤 First art of them ever!!! @/Hysteric_Muse!!!! 🖤🖤🖤

let's match with wifey <3

i miss her so bad i'm physically ill bro like actually..............................

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thinking about how my first Ghost show was 3 PM on a Sunday on the side stage and my most recent one was a sold out arena and getting emotional

To the rainbow's end. 💖