To all those who may hate me ,, I'm sorry I exist,, I really don't know why I do either,,

Pain please stop,,

I keep asking myself am I worth it,, I'm I worth anything to anyone and it's seeming more and more likely that the answer is no,, I need to know I matter to anyone,, because every thing hurts ,, and life keeps beating me down more and more , for God's sake my foot is broken I can't walk. Why,, what,

I'm sorry I failed everyone,,I'm sorry I'm not good enough,, I'm sorry I'm just a mess who everyone will just forget existed in a few days,, I tried my best,, but I guess I'm not good enough to be happy or good enough for everyone,,I will be forgotten,,

I'm clearly a waste of space,,

Do I matter to anyone

I hate this so much,,

Should I be gone,, would that make everyone happy,, geniuely I feel like it would ,, no one cares,,

Im not worth it,, clearly I will be thrown out by everyone in due time,, no one likes me

I'm a failure,,

I don't know if I can do it anymore,, I really don't ,, it's clear to me I'm just a burden to everyone,, I lost everything and I should pack it up ,, the panic attacks won't stop and the depression is getting worse I feel isolated and alone and like I'm slowly getting pushed into a corner . I'm-

Can one good thing happen in my life please,, in actually begging or is it just gonna be pain forever now,,

I hate my life so much,, geniuely I hate how much pain I m feeling

I,, am really struggling to find reasons to get up in the morning,, are keep going in general,, I feel like no one cares about me,, and it hurts,, it I keep thinking it eventually will stop hurting but it's not,, it's geniuely not,, I feel like I'm gonna explode if I keep going,, I hate my life,,

Woaw

Sorry

No one cares,,

Gonna be honest,, I am in pain mentally and physically. I haven't slept all week and my appetite is non existent. The feeling like I don't matter is strong. I haven't felt happy at all for months. Geniuely everything feels painful. Stuff keeps stacking and it makes it impossible to recover my head-

Iishouldbegonefeellikeeveryonehatesme but doesn't wanna say it allowed iicanticant

Everyday,,every single day my mental health gets worse and worse and worse.. and iddontevenknowif anyone cares about mmeor if they are just being nice,, I feel like I don't have anything anymore or the things I do have will be taken away from me in due time,, my fears of everyone leaving me seem to

Imgonnabealoneforever,,imutterlyunlikeable,, I try my best at life,, but got got beat up to the point where I feel defeated and like I cant get up anymore,,imssorry I failed everyone,,

Imworthless,,imapaintoeveryone,,even with depression meds,,I still feel hopeless and alone,,ihatemyself

Eberydayikeepthinkongishouldbegone,, imssorry forbeingabjrden

Ifeelsouseless

I'm convinced Icant be happy anymore,, too much damage from 2025,,tobehonst ,, everything something happens were ifeeel slightly better sometime else happens where I feel so so much worse,, I'm constantly strugglingif I even want to be alive,,to be here,,andtobe brutally honest,, im running out of-

Whycantibehappyi canttakethisanymore,,

Ihatemyselfsomuch

Whyamistillhere

Wwhydoikeeptryingatthispointifeelialreadyfailed

Ihatemyselfsomuchihatemyliferightnow,,idontknowificanbehelped

Therapytoday,,ireallyhopeitgoeswell

Icantdoanythingright,,ihatebeinginconstantpanicattacksihatethissomuch,,icanttakemuchmore

Imafailure,,

Please,, please let the new therapist begood,,icanttakemorepain,,imnotstrongenoughtohandleitbymyselfanymore,,

Being honest ,,would anyone care if I was gone tomorrow,,itsbecomingharderandhardertoconvincemyselfthatanyonewould,,

I'm just a waste of space for everyone,,

No matter what I do ,,I still don't feel happy anymore,, felt like I lost my personality, my ability to do anything,, and all I can do is ask for help,,I truly have never felt this much sadness in my life. But sleep is impossible, I haven't really been eating and I have no real support professional-

The feelings of feeling unwanted and unlovable are very high now,,

Itsgettingharderandhardertokeepgoing I keep saying it will be etter at christmasorwhen I see my new therapist,,butimgonnabehonedt..idontknowifican make it,,sadnessisgetting tobetopmuchandifeellikecryingoutforhelpbutijustfeellikeaburdenehocant doanythingihatemyselfsomuch

This holiday season is gonna be rough for me,,shocker I know. I really wish I was ok but admittedly I keep getting overwhelmed by depression and a lot of it.. I don't feel ok and admittedly I don't know if i ever will at this point.. the feeling of utter hopelessness is growing every day,,

Shantae & Risky Boots #art

January please come sooner,,I need a therapist badly,, mental health is getting worse

Ithurts

Ireally hatemyself tonight,,

I feel like I can't calm down,,it hurts

I genuinely hate that my new therapy appointment is so far away from now,,im struggling badly,, it legitimately feels like my depression gets worse everyday

My heart hurts,,

I feel like a failure