Sorry this seems to be where I come to bitch into the void but I don't have anywhere to vent to that won't just shut me down or make me feel like a villain for ever being upset. I'm having a really awful week and have no where to really turn...

Im sick of being around people who shut down and invalidate anything that comes out of my mouth or if I dare express a negative feeling.

I need to move asap. My living situation just continues to worsen and my nervous system can't handle it anymore.

I hate having people in the house. I'll likely just hide in my bedroom all day and not eat to avoid having to talk. I don't have the battery for it after xmas/travel 💀

I am at least glad to be home for the weather. My hometown was negative below zero. Yes, both somehow while not becoming a double negative. That's how cold it was, it defied the laws of mathematics 🥶

I'm so sleep deprived I feel nauseated and miserable. Haven't slept a full night since vacation 😵‍💫 Idec where we move anymore, I just want out 💀

Really affirming first PT app. Did a single stretch and the first question out of her mouth was, "Do you have Ehlers Danlos?"

Success! Rosemary Garlic and Red Pepper Italian Focaccia 🥖🧡

Let's see if I can successfully bake bread for once 🍞

Cute and cozy little Italian place in our hotel 🍝🍷🍹

Home! Now back to bed 💀

The Doflamingo-I mean Flamingo🦩💕

It's Christmas at the Bellagio 🎄🎁

Honeymoon in Vegas 🌴🎰🍒

Had a very public meltdown today and really can't pull myself back together and recover 😓

3 hrs of driving and never actually got to my drs appointment 💀 fuck this.

We don't vacation or fly very often, and didn't honeymoon after getting married. Of course the shutdown would affect flights and making airports more stressful and flights less safe. That's super. Love that.

I need gossipy friends to vent and bitch at. I can't keep holding all this shit in, it's not healthy, but therapy is too fuckin expensive.

Turbo Granny getup to hand out candy🎃🍬 Had more trick or treaters than last year and handed out over half of our candy, calling that a win! 👻🧡

Our abrupt trip to NC was actually pretty fun. Stopping into the Bigfoot Museum in GA was definitely a highlight🦧🌲

Listening to my neighbor yell at her crying 1yo to "shut up" and "you are so fucking loud" and threatening to put him to be early (3pm) if he doesn't stop, as if he's old enough to understand is crazy. At least the other couple isn't scream-cussing each other out everyday anymore 💀

Geordie Greep show was pretty sweet

Evil Dead Live! 🪚🩸 What a groovy experience✌️🏼 I love these sorts of mixed media shows. Very cool 🪓❤️🌙

✶ carving season ✶ #art #spookyseason

marymother. gouache on paper

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That booster knocked me on my ASS today, but I think I'm on the upswing 🙏 Which is good, we have a seriously busy weekend/week ahead and I'm not ready 💀

Scooby Doo nails! 🐶👻 Since it's terror time again 😉🦇 🌙🦴✨ #gelx #acrylicnails #nailart #halloween

Berserk nails! ⚔️🌑❤️💀 #nailart #diy #gelx #acrylics #anime

Just double juiced up my autism with some vaccines. I'll make sure to take a fist full of Tylenol when I get home just to give me that extra edge.

Happy Autumn 🍂

Almost a year since I've been married and I'm just now trying to figure out how to sign my new name. After a couple hundred tries I think I've found a way I don't hate 🎉

Birthday nails!🎈 Kiki's Delivery Service 🥐🐈‍⬛🎀🌕🥖 A perfect blend of witchy and cozy for early fall vibes✌️🏼🍂 #nailart #diy #gelx #acrylic

New Poppy hoodie 💀❤️ Finally had a cool day and was able to wear it to see Hamilton in theaters

Our post office is run like a pile of hot garbage 🫠

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Birthday nails!🎈 Kiki's Delivery Service 🥐🐈‍⬛🎀🌕🥖 A perfect blend of witchy and cozy for early fall vibes✌️🏼🍂 #nailart #diy #gelx #acrylic

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I've already gotten 2 early birthday presents and they're both sick as shiiiiiit 💕🎊

Had to break into our own house, but we're home. Trip survived. G'night.

I love taking photos around my mom's yard 🌿🧡

Being told you look like a Monster High doll by a child is a compliment right? I'm choosing to take it as such ❤️💀

Our fav machine from the casino adventure with my parents lol Had to keep going back to feed the pugs, but we did have one big-ish win! 🎰🎊

Spotted the first Tim Hortons of the trip. We're officially in The North.

Too goth for powdered donuts 💔

A beautiful day for a drive to NY ☀️

🌟🌟 die Sternensammlerin 🌟🌟 #artistsonbluesky

Got up early for a diner breakfast date with my husband while we wait for our oil change. Almost ready for our NY trip this weekend 🥰🥞🍓

Berserk nails! ⚔️🌑❤️💀 #nailart #diy #gelx #acrylics #anime