forgot i had this account life is ok ig, working on pursuing an internship and beginning to start my portfolio and extensively learning how to animate got ghosted by like 3 girls that i had some extensive conversations with so that was fun watched a lot of good movies played some games its fine

I hate to be off my job so much but im planning the end of this month before supernova to go to florida and be with aly for a few days who knows maybe it’ll work out maybe it won’t If it does I would like to see her every few months tho 😭

boys I’ll be seeing her soon maybe the end of july or august we don’t know what we do know is that it’s happening tho

goated dog

still not over her telling me she’s interested in me literally has never happened made me so happy

rlly hope it works out with her but so far seems p good 👍 regardless I jus want her in my life tbh

mulholland drive is genuinely one of the greatest pieces of anything I think ive ever seen, such a genuinely haunting and fascinating 150 minutes, made me both fall in love with david lynch’s style and realize what the art form could truly be sad I’ll never get to see it blind again

have never been so peeved about someone living in florida ever

she told me she’s interested

bro someone needs to do “it” i stg

I literally told aly we were gonna watch evil dead and i just remembered it has THAT scene in it and i think i might be cooked like bro why is that tree scene in the movie, uhhhhh i gotta b very clear with that one before we check it out

last hour of us talking the other night was jus both of us being tired as FUCK just laughing at eachother on camera making stupid edgy jokes fun times :)

fuck I wish she lived here

Idk ive just felt so uncertain about this lately maybe it’s the long distance thing idk I feel like im bothering her and it sucks cuz I still really like her maybe that’s why people are turned away from me, I just like talking to them waaaaaay too much and getting to know them

yeah I overreacted but idk it’s just getting to me

I told her I would vc again on Monday but lowkey I want to this weekend maybe if I have time later in those days 🫡

my ten best of the 20th century in no order whiplash mulholland drive the disappearance of haruhi suzumiya the dark knight ratatouille parasite wolf of wall street grand budapest hotel no country for old men wall-e

37. Saw 6 insurance companies are bad 6/10

is it really that hard to talk about anything that isn’t fuckin brainrot

im not gonna let this consume everything but wow I reaaaaaally like her

she is so ❤️

ok so if there’s a draft i think the only people who should go in there and fight are the trump voters i mean yall wanted this right? this is what you voted for ! now get out there and help the fat orange fuck you love so much win the war !!!

if i end up calling this girl tomorrow and she’s catfishing me i am SO killing myself

James Stewart and Grace Kelly in Rear Window by Alfred Hitchcock (1954)

really miss when pixar movies felt like an event instead of something I just watch cuz of brand loyalty lmao elio was a movie that existed ig

so im gonna try and talk to her on the phone we jus scheduled a virtual movie night for this sunday and we will hang for a few hours p excited im not having super high expectations tho ig

hate to say this but I kinda find it hard to relate to a lot of my discord friends and mutuals nowadays tbh mainly cuz most of em are lgbtq so when they talk about that i just listen like this like ofc im interested in their lives just harder to relate to u feel

this girl is lowkey speaking my language FUCK i wish she didn’t live somewhere ELSEEEEEE gonna ask if she wants to call tomorrow night after my shift

im def burned out on mario kart world for now lmaooooo im way too competitive in video games for my own good

I have no idea why I’ve just been really annoyed at niiko recently

genuinely debating to try and take off a work shift next week to go to universal with ben and see this girl but prob too fast imma give it some time and shoot her a text asking for her number maybe today or tomorrow, could possibly do long distance if I end up liking her a lot

IVE BEEN TALKING TO THIS GIRL FOR MY ENTIRE SHIFT AND SHE MENTIONS RN THAT SHE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN NEW JERSEY AND HER LOCATION WAS WRONG RIGHT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO ASK HER OUT I CANT WINNNNNNN

every “pray for israel” tweet or post I see online lowkey making me lose faith in humanity there is no way yall are this fucking evil and braindead

it is so hard to like this game online when every intermission just boils down to this lmao

job is p easy rn coworkers seem chill, pays ok can’t rlly complain rn I do hope I get more shifts tho because I only have like 3 or 4 scheduled for next week but mayb that’s a blessing in disguise rn

HAPPY MARIO KART WORLD WEEKEND! To celebrate I drew myself being psychologically damaged by rng (as usual...), along with 23 racer pals I hope everyone who was included likes it smile

how does mario kart world not have 200cc

I deactivated my twitter how long until I take it back chat

this is probably so fucked to say during pride month but I wish I had more straight friends lowkey 😭

really hope i get this job i rlly fw the coworkers i got to meet 💀

I genuinely think come and see might be the greatest film i have ever seen and i never want to see it ever again

if y’all have any major issues with me jus plz be more open about it

got an interview for my local movie theater epic

mayb I just gotta take it less personally cuz whenever I complain ik im doing it to joke around 80 percent of the time but yeah I should prob change

writing a script for my dream project rn it’s gonna be really long 🙏

will never be more tired of anything than people calling me a contrarian because I didn’t like a zelda game

These fire girls finally reunited again!! They now look very different from their initial debut Oc by @rodypmarshall.bsky.social #oc #ocart #originalcharacterart #artmoots

weirdly don’t really care for mario kart thursday anymore

I like supremely hate how I cannot eat out with my family anymore because one of my siblings just makes trouble and my dad overreacts and does everything he can to turn the family down like bro come on