i cannot do anything until i fix this and i cannot fix this

snow. i had resigned myself that the melt was just around the corner, before suddenly, a blizzard. i just hope we don’t lose power…

that one, like everything else was or will be, was reduced to a particular description. in it's case, a warmth running along my arms. it's all lossy, not unlike this image. how novel!

私の弟は漢字が学ぶを始めました。 弟の方が漢字が知る。でも(“て文法”)がちょっと。。。(don’t get me wrong, my grammar is REALLY BAD too, but I can write sentences…) 弟は早く。私はもっと学ばなきゃ。モチベーションにくれてありがとう、弟。

congrats

時々一人で 食べ物の前で カービィ音をやる(で)

sometimes my flicks dont account for the lamps on doublecross and i shoot a pole. this happens at least once a round.

scribblings of a faulty fascimiliac

random sketches

looks like ill be finding out what that feels like in a couple hours

from an old photo 「私は思い出しすぎてる。スマホを見ない方が良くよかった。そんな自分を忘れた。君は私にになさせられるつもりはなくても、してた。君は何と思うでしょう？ じゃ、君をとても捨てたから、別にはずです。と自分に言って。」

some recent and not recent stuff

haven't used bluesky in a week feel like all ive been doing is sleeping, more so than normal haven't been as creative either this sketch is nearly 2 weeks old

a now year-old interpretation of a years-old letter. i don't remember making either at this point... that's annoying. (feat. the comparatively immemorial clock on the wall)

(its a wip. its taking too long though.)

meat trench...！ lupa loje o sina tawa lupa loje！ idk！

i discovered one of my models looks like a meat trench when it's upside down

random recent doodles

thinking abt the time where the monopolistic energy company of my area responded to a critical opinion piece in my COLLEGES NEWSPAPER. they tried to defend themselves and their rate hikes.. by explaining that “its all economics…’ as if it was all just out of their hands. fortune 500 company btw.

my friend is playing yume nikki and keeps ending up in hell

a body and mind that will never understand each other start to become more and more proactive in changing themselves

snow day photos. i love winter….

it is. a snow day and im INSIDE DRAWING WHAT THE HELL I CALLED OUT OF WORK FOR THIS II GOTTA GET OUT THERE

their skin really didn't like what they did to it so it's doing its own thing. now they have viscera sprouting from the scars that melts all their sleeves n all these arms that won't stop following them around. well that. or they're insane.. how are they even going to step outside like this?????

"Angry. Car."

恋文みたい［じゃない］です。 私が感動人たちに書いてあげた。 自分アルファベット を使ってすみません。 見せないほうがいいです。 youtu.be/I1kPD4gHMaw?... ５年前、いよわはぽぷりさん作った。 言葉ない。

yeah i was being stupid it's fixed now.

in other news i haven't figured out why i can't rotate my player node without breaking the movement and its making me feel dumb

oh hi! i didn't know you could spawn there... when mroi still had the missing door in pool0 i spent a lot of time here thinking i could maybe clip into the wall to talk to elpis. having gotten into modelling i'm getting completely reabsorbed by the games graphics again, in a diff context. so cool.

ms paint doodles havent drawn like this since last winter it feels like

its hard to avoid looking at your ribcage sometimes

i have absolutely no idea what i'm doing!!! i love these gates. they're such a background constant in my life. it needs snow on it though. and there needs to be compressed wind sounds too.

"savior complex"です。the grammar sucks probably but it was fun otherwise! ー 私はあなたにを言いたくかった。あなたは自分に噓つきしてる。できると言いたい。あなたは上手方がする。私でさえもを学べた。 私はの声は 天国に置かせられたあなた に着けない。 「あなたはきれい物をつくれる。」と言いやすいはずだった

i don't know how to UV map properly (key word) yet. i'm gonna have to watch a bunch of tutorials till it makes sense to me. once i do though, i can do something with this unassuming rock! how novel!

i drew more of 'cheats death after the worst shift ever' girl. i just like her energy in the face of modern capitalism AND the apocalypse...

im so tangibly alive in the snowfields make my eyes panoccular that i might just maybe make the most of every second out here!!!! i need to record snow crunch under shoe sfx too!!! so much to do!!! 寒が全然！！！風が全然！！ 自分にウソ言って！！！ ああああああ！私が生きてる！！！！ 誰も分かれないでも全部いいや！！！ 自分に気持ち書いてあげてあげた！ 雪好き！！

changed an old oc's design slightly and give them a rough sprite n sketch too everybody else called out so she got stuck alone on a closing shift during the weekend and just as she's about to get ready to close, 8 people walk in. and after THAT, the world ends suddenly. she survived out of spite

can't decide between doing blender or working on website or spriting or just drawing so i guess i'll jump from thing to thing and get way less done

chart of my favorite games! maybe i'll add a music chart later idk

誰かの日本語ポストが読めた。全部くらいわかった！嬉しくなる。 (もっと漢字があったら読めない)

fed oc. she doesn't have a name yet. one of the biggest drives for me to sit down and make a website is so i can have a place to put all my ocs. and also it makes me draw them more. which is good because creating outfits is a weak spot of mine.

can’t stop listening to the dsi’s home screen theme (and a bunch of its other songs) oh crap just remembered the ds nintendogs sfx and music exists and i think my night is pretty much forfeit now

just realized over the past 4 years, i've only made 2 actual friends. (not like acquaintances, coworkers, etc) that's really bad. especially considering that a lot of cool ppl exist. i really need to put myself 'out there' more, wherever 'there' is.

二つbskyのプロファイルを作ればいいですか？時々、日常の日本語書き物があるからプロファイルはきれいじゃないと思う。 でも二つプロファイルは難しくて便利じゃない。分からない。 あ、ブログが欲しい。。。

she doesn't know how to put on eyeliner and is kind of just winging it... #art #oc #mspaint

made a party of 4 ocs for a hypothetical rpgmaker game taking place in suburban new england! the final boss would be like some god of chaos (its a jrpg after all) possessing an interstate highway in through the woods and it would spit angry car drivers and heavy machinery at you #mspaint #art #oc

i had nothing but a feeling that this might work. AND IT DID! the undertaker is just so so fun. they make me want to just play nightreign more

it’s so little snow… but by the time i had hit the sack last night id resigned myself to none at all. snow makes the excesses of winter so much more bearable to me. so im really kind of hoping for more

just saved all the changes im going to make to a quick notepad file tomorrow instead of just... making said changes. my brain registered that as somehow being faster. but i mean now i gotta commit to changing it later.