to me it's not weird but it's definitely niche: post-top surgery tit play, but like, they regrow, or you get implants 👀💦 I've talked before (I think?) about sexualizing my breasts pre-surgery as a coping mechanism, and that shifting into something I felt the loss of. so now there's just a new layer

while I was out drawing today the people sitting next to me started talking about pronouns and friends transitioning "they used to go by she but want to go by he and I just try to use their name" and I got to be like sorry to butt in, been transitioning for over 20 years, lemme tell you about stuff

it's astounding that I haven't had a breakthrough period since like 2021 (?) considering that I'm nearly always a week or two late doing my t shot. (I was supposed to do it on may 5th. lol)

the key to drawing big boobed characters is to do a second pass and make them twice as big (I may have to do a third tbh; I'm struggling)

Felix lino

👏 comic

👏 comic

giving myself permission to make drawings that aren't as "good" as I want them to be is so hard but the alternative is not drawing anything out of fear, and I'm sick of doing that

oh my god, I could simply set up a small cat tree on top of the rats' cage so they could go up there by themselves to play without me needing to monitor them or move them to a new room... why didn't I think of that a year ago

last cool day for a while so of course I looked at bugs today

so far I've done all the work on the comic I'm working on when out at the coffee shop and I'm gonna try to force myself to do some work at home at my desk cause I wanna ink some pages already. I dunno why drawing at home is so much more difficult

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🪨Shield of the North⛏️ a mini zine from 2021 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/shield-of-th...

genuinely sometimes I think about the fact that I will likely go my entire existence without formally participating in scientific research (biology, paleontology, geology) and it feels so damn strange because I can clearly see myself doing that. then again, I am still only in my 30s, so who knows

I am so enamored with this itty bitty (presumably) gall wasp that landed on my paper while I was out drawing. wasps are amazing. I love wasps

self portrait painting from 2024 💗

today's arboretum bugs!

✋In Your Own Hands💦 a mini zine from 2022 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/in-your-own-...

little guy holding onto his big wife

only finished one week of tapering off lexapro and I've got at least 3 more and I feel like I'm gonna vomit all the time so that's fun. dreams are still bad and I'm dizzy but my guts have been a lot better. I know I should try another med after but tbh maybe I just prefer having anxiety lol

another of my favorites I slept on for too long (while the books were waiting on my shelf too! 😮‍💨)

I am so bad at keeping up with ongoing webcomics rn but you better believe I've been clicking on every update of this religiously and you should too

did my nails 5 days ago and spent most of today doing dishes and cleaning the rat cage and it is mostly still intact 💅

trans guys hole to hole 🕳️🕳️💦 sometimes it just grips me oh my god

✂️🩸 charcoal drawing from 2024

✂️🩸 charcoal drawing from 2024

comics :U

I need kink in my actual life

hello fellow transfags (not how this is supposed to be worn but who is gonna stop me)

hello fellow transfags (not how this is supposed to be worn but who is gonna stop me)

good used bookstore finds today!

I really want to take some new sexy photos but that sounds like effort

m/n/py'3mn4

drawing from 2022

cannot wait until I’m off these meds; been having vivid dreams, keep waking up exhausted multiple times a night, but the second I fall asleep the dreams start again. so I wake up too tired to get up yet but I don’t want to fall back asleep

drawing from 2022

I still feel self-conscious about posting porn back to back with bug photos/divestream screencaps, but I'm trying to care less. I can watch hours of coral 3000m deep livestreamed WHILE drawing fat balding trans men having nasty sex. then make everyone who follows me look at both. it's fine

hello please enjoy today's bugs

uh oh, I'm second guessing if I should ink this comic or finish it with graphite. tbh I'm mostly worried if I just do graphite I'll fall into the trap of rendering it to hell

🤝Community Service🤝⚧️ a mini zine from 2024 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/communityser...

spotted this absolute beauty of a fly today (Chrysopilus thoracicus) and only realized later looking at the photos that it was laying eggs! 🪰🥚

🤝Community Service🤝⚧️ a mini zine from 2024 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/communityser...

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I miss having other queer trans men in my life in a way I don't right now. there's a hole in me and its presence is heavy

guy who's only managed to finish scripts and thumbnails for the last decade who's finally drawing finished comic pages: "hey did you guys know that drawing comics is hard?"

🪸ROV🌊 a mini-zine about watching deep sea divestreams 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/rov

drawing from 2022

drawing from 2022

🪸ROV🌊 a mini-zine about watching deep sea divestreams 💾🖨️ shortsplit.itch.io/rov

some gorgeous flies and bees at the arboretum today 💗