i’m still sick and trying to be normal about it (as opposed to previous rant)

im sick again or still and my jaw pain merged with a dumb shoulder injury but at least my city is not being bombed i guess ... how am i supposed to live in this world without being a massive whiny crybaby every other day

got a letter telling me if things turn out well i should be getting 6€ a year for my pension (when i’m 67) BUT it might also be I only get 2€ a year worst case scenario

the short ppl made me cy twombly nails and three christmas ornaments because they are just very generous

the law-enforcementification of supermarket clerks is going well i guess

was reading a newspaper article from the stand in the supermarket then some manager told me its “impossible” to read a paper without buying it i said eehhhhhhhhhhh yeah ok i guess i have stolen all these words now damn

it’s around this time of year i forget about summer (useful)

i want to put my face in the sun but its too low and the buildings are too high

everything feels like elbowing your way alone through a too crowded shitty concert in a shitty concert hall

#birdbot

i need to whine (complain)

joke , it’s just good ol lack of synaptic pruning aka genius brain

i probably have double the amount of nerves

the jaw and teeth still hurt from saturdays dentist appointment i really have too many nerve endings or idk what

i caught a perfectly normal virus

sickly

dentist destroyed my skull but i liked him and also my teeth are now repaired so worth it in the end

remember swag

something on instagram enraged me but sorry at this point it’s just dumb bitch behavior to even look at stuff there, i hereby apologize for my behavior

230,- euros is such a good amount of money

i want to give a horrible people christmas party you can only come if you are socially unacceptable

hmm yea so .. no christmas plans 🎭

lol i just realized that I committed social suicide after finishing my masters and refusing to join The Art Grind

Today is Quintidi the 5th of Frimaire in the year 234. Frimaire is the month of frost. Today we celebrate pigs.#JacobinDay More information on pigs

my life goal is design-your-own-convent -and i’m the designer obviously

i’m selling several passwords please get in touch

what if we all make one password for everything and we do a bidding war

ok i have Gathered myself

some things: -body feels being pulled apart in 5 directions -feet are cold, the rest is too warm -no christmas plans -embarrassed about no christmas plans

it seems i have been talking to a large amount of people this week

kids work so fucking hard man, if ppl only knew

On my way now to a network event for poets lmao this is going to be hilarious everyone will be pretending so hard it’s not a networking event

the short kings were epic as per usual & the baby was awesome and laughed her tiny ass off when she saw me so that’s good

off to see my short friends who are now Enrolled in Education

What’s up?

i forgot about john baldessari but now i remember and chuckle appreciatively

they invented a patch you can put on your arm so you can have loads of alcohol without your cheeks flushing 🤡 not my personal top priority to spend precious resources on but fine

guys i’m in the garden and i think i see BOB

bro i’ve been outside for two minutes and somebody already told me “i do not want to help a terminally ill little child?”

i ALWAYS get anxiety attacks on 11-11 after sunset i swear, i wish it wasn’t true

oh my god im transcribing a conversation i had with M - Very Good Stuff

instagram scrollign is my hobby

dear chat where in my birthchart do i find the immovable obstruction between myself and half decent healthcare

partner said ppl really walk around with a beautiful cute purebred dog, a hypermodern stroller and a tiny baby looking like they’re in sarajevo and it’s 1994 and they have to go and get water on the other side of the city

not my most flattering bleet streak

lost patience with fendi coated people walking around in this city in all the wealth and wellbeing the world has to offer and being so much more fucking miserable than ppl who actually have reason to be - just bc it’s raining

anyway i do feel less hateful today maybe something just needed addressing

there was fortunately a small intermezzo of me and my dead dad and my dead bro in a submarine looking at killer whales and sea lions and then pulling up in an unknown (not underwater) metro station

i spent all night dreaming of getting bullied lol

Shouldntve left the house bc burnout but also i had to breathe air and see some daylight. i need to change my life again this is not working at all