fell asleep mid jerk now theres red and blood is that bad

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ive lost my ability to draw or do anything creative

hello who wants to be my friend :] i like night in the woods lookouts purrgatory terraria 17776/20020 music. all music. all of it the venture bros jojos bizarre adventure the amazing digital circus the group chat yay!!

i keep a pill bottle with a powder of a bunch of mashed up pills on my desk as an always available option for suicide and knowing that i can at any moment take that if things get too stressful is a comforting thought for me

if youre a woman with a deeper voice please dm me i need this i like really need this please im begging please dm if you are a woman with a deeper voice

i have immeasurable hatred towards twinks and femboys ive never interacted with one that hasnt pissed me off in some way

finished this drawing

ohhhhh my sleeps been bad cuz ive been sleeping without a blanket duh

i will consistently do things to worsen my life then feel like shit about it so i attempt to make things better but i always try to do too much at once and end up stressing myself out and failing and then go back to worsening my life

i need to change how i talk to people cuz several times i have and almost have said someone looks like a fag and meant it as a compliment but i think for a lot of people itd be taken as an insult

people should commission art from me so i can buy alcohol

you will read doomed yuri you will read toxic yuri you will read wholesome yuri you will read furry yuri you will read puppygirl yuri you will read they them yuri you NEED to read ALL yuri

current drawing im working on

theyre sending me to get dehydrated into a little particle of dust youll see on your floor in a few days

i want to listen to music and draw but i have a headache

drawing of nizmine kakoi i dont have the motivation to finish

ALCOHOL YURI

life is good and worth living

i started playing guitar again after having not for a while and now my fingers hurt and are blistering but its fun playing guitar

patrick stars pussy

give me money for nothing i deserve it

a few days ago i started crying because of a song that sampled family guy

cartoonish little red devil poking and prodding me with its fucked up fork yeeowch owie ow ough ouch oughghghough ouch

fat women near me google show me fat women that are in my area show me big beautiful women make sure theyre tall i want them NOW google show me fat women PLEASEE i need this google please google show me fat women near me you dont understand google i need this i need fat women

thing i made for the background of a drawing i dont know if im gonna finish

the words "peed red" came to my mind and a smile spread across my face and i started laughing

remember penis ?

holy shit peanut butter tastes good im just like eating peanut butter and its awesome it tastes good

there needs to be more nizimine kakoi x nene nene yuri

what the fuck is my friend listening to

my pronouns are technically they/it/she but i dont like putting those pronouns on any of my profiles cuz it sounds too much like they itchy which makes me think of "my balls they itchy"

holy shit were so back i feel capable of doing things again

i should really switch back to my adhd meds that like actually helped with my adhd instead of like staying on what i started taking like two-three ish years ago when i switched my prescription cuz i wanted something thatd work better for attempting to overdose

i made like an actual drawing after a while of having not i think it turned out okayish

the two times ive got like actual motivation to lose weight have been from wanting to get drunker from less alcohol and so i could walk a friend on a leash without getting tired

my studies on yaoi and yuri i tried hard to avoid my misandrist tendencies

my evil fucked up skull

oGC guy jerking off emote

theres so much to yuri but such little time

how do i find like actually good references for drawing ive not drawn or done anything creative in so long ive forgot

ive like lost my ability to draw or come up with things to draw and feel miserable because of it

i had a dream where i got put into a giant magnetic radiation chamber that pulled apart my body

the skin around my eye is flaking off and turning red

im fuckin cold and tired and i just want to be held by someone this is miserable

kitchen smells like cum

sometimes i like uh

cigarette

corpulent woman smoking a cigarette