Meow meow.

Still wondering about this.

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Scabs are so wild to me. Feels sci fi that your blood will just harden on top of broken skin to let it heal.

*my bloody corpse smacks the ground with a squeaky toy sound*

Goddamn. You put ADHD or vocabulary in your posts and the randos start showing up in your notifs. People term searching shit is exactly why I don't like posting here. Makes me feel like I'm in the panopticon. Well, moreso than the other websites do.

Yeah, I think I gotta stop stimulants. A bit disappointed, but also not surprised.

Was gonna post this to tumblr, but I'll do it here while I still feel like posting here. I'm very curious as to why a lot of trans people (at least, the trans people I'm normally around) have a fascination with angels. Where does it come from? Idek where mine comes from.

Anyway, listen to this Camellia song I found last night. It's kinda insane. (epilepsy warning) www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DPt...

Alright, I got my sudden impulse to yap out.

Cool thing, though! My new meds that will potentially help with my nightmares arrived today. They apparently also help ADHD symptoms somehow? Which will be good in the event I gotta stop taking stimulants. As it is leaning more towards yes than no.

I've been partially operating on pure train of thought today. Which is neat for coming up with dumb shit to say, but not so much in terms of chilling out.

Anything is possible when you're hungover from weed and having a mixed bag of a reaction to new medication.

Been throwing various objects out the window to see if anything cool happens. Frustratingly, it's only resulted in a lot of my belongings being broken and a lot of people yelling at me?

This one goes out to all you gamers out there. ♪(´▽｀) *begins playing an uncomfortably emotional electric guitar cover of the Banjo Kazooie theme*

I wanna get into streaming or making yt videos in an attempt to get a source of income that doesn't crush my soul (and my joints) so much, but of course I'm too anxious for that, too.

I cannot achieve sleep.

Some weird switch flipped in my brain and now I really like eating the food I have at home again. My finances appreciate that.

I can't stop thinking about this video since I saw it last night

I don't really know what to post on this platform. Not entirely sure why I remade.

I don't understand the importance placed on celebrities. Why does society treat them as like, above everyone else? Why do we need to know everything they're doing? What they wore? Who they're dating? They're just people, dude. I don't care what this total stranger spent they're day doing.

Shit sucks, man.

Music.