& just so we're on the same page: I wasn't trying to treat you as an AD billboard for a date. I was making a wish (wishful thinking) while complimenting you (which I know regret bc you're an a**hole), thinking I was doing a fellow lesbian justice by re-affirming what they said about their sona.

Blocking is not setting a boundary. It's an extreme overreaction. I apologised straight away when I saw the "uh" you replied with bc I could sense I made you uncomfortable when that was not the intention at all. You could've just talked to me. Instead you decided going nuclear was the better option.

Whatever happened to spending less time on this and the other shitholes...

On this same note, if you are a furry who is - neurodivergent-phobic - judgmental - so far ⬆️ your own ass that you take everything the wrong way - therian/otherkin/plural phobic / label us as crazy - don't get that feral NSFW IS NOT bestiality / hate those who like it just block me from the get-go

I'm also far too altruistic, too sensitive, too empathetic, too aware of society degrading... ...and I feel alone in all this. I express my emotions—no matter how unhinged—here & on other online spaces because I allow myself to *FEEL* my feelings, no matter how ugly, negative or difficult they are

Next thing you know, someone will stroll in telling me to stop making a scene & go see a therapist I cannot afford, all because I had a really bad day & encountered a trigger (on top of my AuDHD rejection sensitivity) that made my emotional regulation skills temporarily regress to toddler level. 🙄😮‍💨

Yes. I am overreacting & overcorrecting. I'm painfully aware of it- of that & how immature I look, but I have also stopped caring. I'm not some f*cking weirdo lusting after random people. I'm just a lesbian who's been made feel like sh*t over -NOTHING- one too many times. Sick & tired of it.

I've unfollowed any & all lesbians + afab non-binary profiles that aren't makers, artists or people who follow me or I've had good interactions with because, at this point, I feel like my presence alone or pressing the follow button might make them uncomfortable. Don't want to risk doing that again

I know I should probably cool off & let this go but I can't. Why are people on social media if they cannot handle social interactions or people on the spectrum? I only block accounts who post IRL nudes or are known predators/bad people. That's why this hurts. I wasn't doing anything malicious at all

They could have said "please take that down, you did make me uncomfortable". Is that so hard??? Yes. I am having a crashout because no one can even pay someone a compliment anymore these days. "Happy" pride. This is why so many people end up alone & w/ anxiety disorders. Can't even exist anymore.

Right. I've had it. This is the last straw. I complimented someone. COMPLIMENTED. I wasn't even flirting- or trying to be weird. The OP said their icon looked cool. I agreed. I apologized if I made them uncomfy because they replied with an "uh" ...only to get blocked. After APOLOGIZING. Like wow.

New chapter just dropped for The Queen of Hearts (Dragon Weiss Whiterose fanfic). Two more chapters to go because... This story got too long, as always. www.tumblr.com/useless-lesb...

🏳️‍🌈Happy Pride Month everyone!🌈✨💖 Weiss is gay for Ruby, water is wet- & uh... Nothing new here? Plurality is this funny thing. The rest of our system* (A Shattered Snowflake/ASh[e]S for short) has made it a habit to always tease her for it. The internal squabble on our Pluralkit server is priceless

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I wish I had a Ruby I could spoil (and be the source of her smiles and happiness) like this.

Yes, please. Also- give me more... (Brainrotted, Ruby-loving, Weiss brain cell talking)

new therianization hazard just dropped

ALSO: less social media time, more writing! I'm going to get my WR fics done & published on Ao3! Uwu

I have resurrected from the past two days of bleeding out like a slaughtered animal and things going wrong (bunch of bad days). B is alive again! For pride month, since I don't have a gf I will be snuggling, cuddling and loving my potato kitty plush like there's no tomorrow! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈✨😺❤️✨

I may be able to do downright terrifying things but the truth is: I hate hurting people. If I can avoid it, I will It just sucks that the universe imparts hard lessons on people to help them grow using pain. It sucks even more when I get pulled into the equation, as I don't agree with it- or karma.

Right, so- it's going to be a full moon night. I already knew from looking it up & seeing people post a few pics on here- but even without that, I can tell. The amount of hyperness & energy I woke up with is a dead give-away. Been doing quads & chomping on things up until now. #Therian #Werewolf

Love to draw were-beast ! 🌕✨🐺

Living with a broken heart, for any love I had always went completely and utterly unrequited. The third and last person my heart truly belongs to- is fictional, for I know no such person or real-life counterpart of her exists in this world.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever fell for me or loved me as strongly & truthfully as I did when I fell for the only 2 (real) people I ever developed strong feelings for in my life I feel like my time, feelings & energy were all wasted on the wrong people, whom I fell for, for all the wrong reasons

What do you think she (Werewolf Weiss) is yapping about this time...? Politics? How Therians got misrepresented / slandered on the news? Who knows... 🤔🤨 #realisticfur #realisticfursuit #fursuit #fursuiting early for #FursuitFriday #rwby #WerewolfAU

Ahhhh why am I so painfully gay? TwT I have reblogged some of the gayest / lesbian ...est??? shit ever on my whiterose Tumblr blog, useless-lesbian-weiss rtdfhkyxjfaegutiwefdhFHDKJJ—

Also- found the strangest things on my way there & at the beach itself - A prophecy / piece of wisdom on a rock - A hinge (does that make me less unhinged now? /jk) and - Human teeth-shaped crystals (Will likely post as a comment bc Bsky is technologically challenged & can't post more than 2 pics)

Went from touching grass to touching sand- and ocean water. Impressive how empty the sunny beach is right next to where I live

and help each others, when you can 👍

A(nother) Moon Moon. 🐺 :P

Moral of the story? DON'T JOKE ABOUT ANYTHING YOU DON'T WANT TO BECOME (or don't want to happen, ig) ...While I never had an issue with any of that, I think I'll maybe redact the "sex with an ex" joke from my Doom Bingo. I've noticed a pattern & I don't like it- I'd rather not tempt the universe 💀💀💀

- 14yo me cracking jokes about girls having a good time together? Yeah... Turns out I'm a lesbian. - 21yo me joking I'll don a fursuit to scare my ex wife? Turns out I'm a furry. - 24-25yo me giggling at a video of "Karen of the Boreal Valley"? Turns out I'm a Therian & do quads at home now.

Thinking back, a lot of things I ended up being / becoming later on in my life- were things I originally made fun of (non-maliciously).

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Man, having 3 (technically 4) is already a struggle. I can't imagine having to deal with more... Then again, my most recent ex had 6 so... Fun times- 💀😵‍💫

... Task successfully failed. (Because my ambitions have ambitions that are too ambitious. Fursuit + cosplay making = money sinking hole) My inner derg is face-palming. My human is crying & torn about it all. We are also helping a disabled, broke friend get an expensive console next month sooo...

This is so darn cool!!! :D (dreaming of having something like this someday)

If you want something in life, you gotta work for it, hard. That goes for love too. The worse you mess up, the harder you have to work to win someone back. The Weiss within our system appreciates hard work, loyalty, dedication, directness, honesty, respect- & owning up to one's mistakes.

#rwby #whiterose

I wonder if I'll ever be kissed again and get to enjoy it... (with it finally being an instance of reciprocal, true love... I have never found that in this life)

I started working on a new custom icon! wip with a charming werewolf girl specifically for #WerewolfWednesday

Aight. This derg has finally received her paycheck. Time to start practicing my hoarding skills so that I have some savings. Goal for this month is having £200 left over! 💷💷💷💰💹🐲🐉

Oh- If anyone has Ferzu, got that as well! www.ferzu.com/Member/Detai...

(Slight NSFW) Idk if this is a weird Therian-exclusive thing, but I really like it when my nest (whether it's my actual bed or my human-sized dog bed sofa) have my scent... Specifically, my pheromones. They have a sweet property to them that, when sniffed, instantly relaxes me (among other things 🥴)

The majority of lesbian fictional content / yuri media is always about girls falling in love... ... Can we also have something about older women...? 😔😞

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#LesbianFurs I have a Barq profile if interested. Make sure to read my bio & view pics. This is a shot in the dark but dating locally as a 30yo lesbian on the gayest end of the spectrum sucks :/ Also, no under 23 pls. (my kinks are fantasy / toy-based if you're wondering) barq.app/@astertimber...

Andddd- it's finished. My Vampire Ruby x Werewolf Weiss fic is complete. Just before WR Week / White Rose in Bloom 2026. Only took me a year to get there... 🥲 #RWBY #Whiterose (not for the faint of heart) archiveofourown.org/works/673319...

My inner sadist(ic writer) is at it again. Strap in. It will be a willlllldddddd rideeeee-