"Who is in your heart now?" ... Try and take a wild guess. She's been in it for the past 7 years (or more, at this point). A certain woman named Ruby Rose, who seems to be the embodiment of love. Song ref: www.youtube.com/watch?v=uA36...

...Something wants to be released... ...Something dark inside of me... ...dark familiarity...

Great. Having an episode of Primordial Hunger out of nowhere (ugly instincts, the other 18+ / NSFW side of therianthropy). I want to bite into flesh. I want to ravage. I want to tear my own skin off. I want to do unspeakable hunter/prey things with a soulmate I don't have / someone who doesn't exist

awOOOOOUUooOuuooUuuOooo- (I am here.) —AwOOOOOuuUUuuuoooOooOoOo- (Where are you?) —AuwaWOOOooOoWwoooOOOoWoii— (Awooby where?) [Werewolf Weiss Schnee looking for Werewolf Ruby Rose (RWBY)]

Officially tired of being alone... but am incompatible with most of the world & people out there... ...Guess this is it, then.

Ever just want to wake up and immediately go back to sleep? Me too

Dropping this old banger here before turning into a corpse for a few hours. www.youtube.com/watch?v=56MO...

No. Apparently I cannot resent, hate or begrudge the people who hurt me (and were never really sorry for doing so) like a normal person. I have to go far deeper- to the root cause- and resent whomever made this reality + made it possible for sh*t to happen in the first place, if not reality itself 🙄

Context: my bad day at work has lasted for... over a month now & I desperately need a vacation. I was so out of it today after my shift was over that between the shitshow from work & the extensive blood loss from my lovely period, I passed out cold for... However many hours are in-between 6pm & 10pm

I'm floating face down in the water, motionless. Do they sell sanity soup? I need some sane soup- my starving, dead, insane mind needs it. For personal purposes only. Please and thank you.

*inhales* AWOOOOUUUUUUUU—!!! (Experiencing wolf shift at work and have no other outlet. Great stuff as per usual)

Agreed. Also, if I were Robyn, I would pat Mebh on the head with one paw and whisper "tiny", then proceed to get my paw monched on by her. Completely deserved- but worth it! :3 P.s.: Mebh is adorable and as a taller woof I'd get wrecked for bullying her over it.

Man, I'm waiting till Valve Base Stations are back in stock to finally get my VR setup up and running... Something like this would be a dream come true. Saving this for later.

Here he is! The 1st premade of Empyrae Wares 💚 Name: TBD Codename: "Emerald Eyes" Species: Vernid EE will be available as a mini-partial at TFF this weekend in the Artist Alley. If he does not sell, he will go up for sale online. #furry #fursuit #fursuitpremade #tff #vernid #green

Awooby where...? 😮‍💨

undiagnosed but something ain't right gang rise up

This- and more people I'm incompatible with hitting me up again, not bothering to read my profile bio on Barq...

I want for the stress at work to stop... No more calls and tickets. Privileges revoked. Deathfhh-hdph (Helping people exhausting)

*sighs* ... I really don't want to be mean, but can 18-19 year old girls stop hitting me up on furry dating apps like Barq! please...? You're far too young. Idk if this is some older woman kink you got- I just want to date people in my age group (26-35). *lies face-down on the floor and dies*

The other day, my brain reminded me that this song existed, completely out of nowhere I was really listening to some edgy, trashy stuff as a kid... 😂 (Here's hoping that one of my 💩est exes doesn't actually relate to its lyrics when thinking of me. That would be 💯% nightmare fuel. I know I don't)

I love her. She is so pretty... ...aaaand she bites (yes, it hurt... she left a mark on my hand / left thumb). Learned my lesson the hard way 😂

She is ✨❄️🐺 Perfect ✨ I present you Weiss. Werewolf Weiss. Uwu (Head by PinkPawParadox on Etsy, paint job and whisker trimming by me. Check them out! They have amazing realistic suits that are affordable!) #rwby #WeissSchnee #fursuit #RealisticFursuit #kinsuit #BeatingTheCurse (WR fanfic of mine)

Right... BlueSky / Bsky is being weird again. What's wrong with the AI code this time? Did it crap itself again...? 😑🙄

(To the universe) Give me a sign that love is still possible...

Me, spitting facts about myself. (I do feel the slightest bit of shame. Then again, the brainrot has been terminal for a long time when it comes to #Whiterose )

Since I suck at reposting things, I'll just attach screenshots of this ⚠️Important #Therian⚠️ Don't be afraid to talk about uncomfortable things, your feelings, experiences- or anything that makes you vulnerable (or makes you... You). Openness & vulnerability show depth and make you real.

The fact that even Banksy couldn't maintain his anonymity goes to show what kind of dystopian, rotten, surveillance capitalism-driven society we live in rn. Yes. I've just learned about his true identity. No. I'm not happy- nor do I condone Reuters for exposing him...

Every single adult human *could* choose kindness. In case you’re wondering why human society is so cruel; our choices literally make our society. And when we happily choose violence against nonhuman animals, expect violence against human animals too. We are all #animals, in the end. #vhemt #vegan

I love my squishy potaat- (and spotti boiii behind her), but gawd- I think I need to be careful not to crush her with my big derg body in my sleep... She does not look okay! 😂🤣😭❄️🐲🐉

World too noisy. Woof just wants to chill in forest or stay inside den. #Therian needs

Reminder to self: "B, you are NOT made out of money. Stop spending, commissioning, doing charity & buying friends gifts like you are" ... Half jokes aside, I regret nothing (so far). I just need to... engage into another finances stretching exercize... Instead of staying fit with actual exercize 😑

Might be getting a bit too philosophical at 1:20am, but... ...What does it mean, to have a connection? What does it entail? Is it liking the same things, fandoms, ships, music, fanfics- trauma bonding...? (the latter is BAD) Is it matching personalities? Experiences? Getting one-another? Caring?

Here is hoping that the 💩 ex that still hates me has stopped lurking on my socials... *sighs* If not, they need a healthier hobby than mulling over the past I take years to process emotional & mental damage, so I don't really get a choice in the matter- but if they are able to move on, they should.

& yes, I've been crying while typing this up. Not full-on ugly crying. Just a few, honest tears. Maybe my way of "celebrating" this week is allowing myself to feel all these negative feelings I've been piling under a rug, pretending they don't exist... all this cumulative tiredness. The ache in my 🤍

I have effectively given up, but that doesn't mean that being alone gets that much easier... Sure, on most days I'm okay & used to it- or even manage to enjoy my own company... but, truth be told, I've been strong & independent for far too long. I still yearn for what I cannot have. I can't help it.

I would say happy lesbian visibility week, but I'd be lying. I feel invisible, alone, disrespected & disregarded. As a mostly fem-presenting, afab, therian lesbian- I get hit on by men nearly ever day, both on- & offline. I tried dating apps, social platforms & groups related to my hobbies... Nada

I wonder if I'll ever get a love letter... I feel like that's just something that happens in fiction. Unless you've known the person for a long time and you are ready to risk it all... It's a dead state of the art when it comes to romance. Too much of a risk to come off as creepy if unrequitted.

Idk if I'm imploding / exploding with lesbian / gay werewolf thirst- or if this is a 2nd round of springtime bullsh*t. I give up. ❤️💢🐺🏳️‍🌈😵‍💫 Want to: - bite - go feral - do [censored, censored, censored] with another therian wolf / werewolf lesbian Need. Want. Jfjgjnnd- (brain shorting 🧠💥)

Bringing back this banger and blast from the past... Can't believe that 11 years have gone by since some of the best tracks I've ever listened to were released. 2015 music, my beloved- www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoLT...

Just got 10 ghost notifications that... Disappeared when I opened the notifs. section. Is Bsky ok? Or is the AI code it runs on taking hits again? 😅😅😅

Trying out a medieval art style. #wolf #werewolf #animals #canine #sketch

... I just want love. And for some reason, my heart still aches. ...what am I to do with a heart that feels too much?

Left with £4.13 until the 23rd. ... What can you get for that amount at a pub in Aberdeen? An Irn Bru? 🤨 Guess I'll find out on Sunday... Hmm...

...and finally, I present to you: the end result (of a week of suffering). My werewoof paws are done! :D Kin euphoria is sky-high! #furry #werewolf #fursuit #fursuitmaking #fursuitmaker #crafts #wolfpaws #therian #otherkin #kinsuit

After hours of climbing, deep within the Sierra Madre Oriental, you arrive at an ancient temple at dawn. A tall, wolf-shaped guardian draped in gold greets you, his eyes gleam like cold fire. He speaks in guttural tones you can’t understand, then offers you a clay cup shaped like a wolf’s paw.

Goals... 🤍❤️ ✨🌈🌌☄️✨

Why does my heart bleed when I listen to this song...? ❤️‍🩹💔❣️🩸🩸🩸 www.youtube.com/watch?v=GA1S...

& a crazy, half-impulsive idiot with good intentions at worst I own up to my mistakes, am loyal to my friends, but I also have fortified walls around my ❤️. I don't allow anyone to get close anymore... Living with CTPSD will always make me feel alienated. Like I don't belong. Cut off from ❤️‍🩹 (loving)