I have been stuck thinking about what happened to the streamer Emiru yesterday, when a fan skipped past lines to try to kiss her at a public event. A vanishingly small amount of people know who I am in comparison to her, and even I have had this happen to me.

There's a ton of action in today's episode, but I HAD to make the thumbnail this screenshot.

@g0thstrawberry15.bsky.social I saw your name and wondered what 👻 and 🍓 would look like combined but he just looks like a pepper with seeds on. 😆 The skull makes it classy tho.

Today I went straight from giving the boys side eye for making goofy decisions in Sunkenland to giving my convertible side eye for having goofy lug bolts that no one keeps in stock. 🥲 A few more days and I can finally drive her with her new kicks. 🥰

Okay, I have to admit that having a 20-something guy in a Tacoma catcall me feels pretty good being in my late 30s. 🤭 Taken, but I love your truck! 😍

Hey neat! I hit Legend in Stadium on Overwatch. 😊

Since I'm back to wearing a patch most days currently, I think I need to get a Little Tikes car and recreate an old photo of me. 🤭🥰

Life has been such a whirlwind lately that I haven't had a chance to work from the office in a couple months. I was so excited to be back I was shaking when I got here today. ☺️

Does the rain cause lucky cats to duplicate? 🤭 I only remember buying one!

YOU GUYS I'M SO EXCITED!!! 😭🥹 After years of looking for eye patches that actually suited me, I finally commissioned an artist (DaniellesLeather on Etsy) to create a custom and it's PERFECT. 😭 I was so excited, I took these selfies before making it inside. 🌿

Hey, eye diseases, I beat you again this week. Like I always will. 💪🏻👁️🤙🏻 I even drove myself into town with my stalwart eyes today, makeup around them and everything, to surprise the love of my life with a lunch date during work. 🥰

I still see most of what I need with the patch on. 😅

I don't usually let y'all get this close, but given that I have invisible diseases that work against me at my job, I want to show you a face of grit. All week, it felt like a knife was lodged in my eye. Still does. This was me working through the pain because I'm a damn pro. 🤙🏻

Going to take a moment to appreciate myself and my own resolve here. This week I've been editing while dealing with a pain in my left eye that I would reasonably describe as "transcendentally excruciating." No reason for a break because it's a lifelong condition. Show goes on.🤙🏻

You guys I promise I'm doing great but also according to Tidal I listened to Linkin Park songs 501 times in August, and already 595 times in September so far. 🫣 I had to update the second number four times while I typed this. Shit slaps.

Taking a break right now from painting something cute for Vi... to join a full-crew recording! 👀🥰

Y'all. Hana recently sat undriving for months with a broken part. Last Wednesday, ONE day after fixing her, I drove her 7 hours to Maryland to buy wheels for my other car. 😍 Then paused 3 hours to fix her the rest of the way IN A DRESS, and drove 7 hours home. Hell yeah. 💃🏻🤙🏻

I'm being told to keep digging. 🥵

Twice in my entire life have I dropped to my knees on the spot and bellowed out a prayer. Both times were this month. Please keep my soulmate in your hearts.

Hey everyone. I'm delaying tomorrow's Sunkenland episode until next week because of a family emergency. Thank you for your understanding.

I started driving yesterday at noon, made it just shy of Baltimore, bought something, and just made it back to Wilmington. 😴 night night y'all. I've got a lot of editing to do when I wake up. 🤭🥰

guys I pulled into my neighborhood and white smoke started pouring out of the floor of my car 💀

Y'all, I haven't been able to drive Hana for four months and this was the very first thing I saw when I got her on the highway just now. 🥹 Four months of not being able to afford what I needed to fix her, and tinkering with adding features not knowing if they'd work. Success.

I was just existing at home, no makeup or anything, and the second Violet saw me they started stammering about schoolteachers. 🤣

Guys this hot person took me to the beach tonight I think they're into me. No makeup post-date selfies behehe 🤭🥹🥰

it's wet out 🤭

I've been trying to get Violet's attention on the security camera waving my arms and stuff but they haven't seen me so I've resorted to painting the floor on camera until they notice. 😆

I would like to thank y'all for extending me patience the last couple episodes. They haven't been my best, but they were the best I could manage. I'm feeling and doing wonderfully for me still, but I've been quietly dividing my attention to care for another. Nearly better. 🙏🏻❤️

Guys why is it always when I dress like I'm a grandmother on vacation that I get catcalls and no other time? 🤣

guys i have a sleepy butt sleeping on my butt 🤭

To extinguish the life of another is the ultimate act of ego. Violence is momentary catharsis with unthinkable, indelible costs. Humility and grace in the face of adversity is the only way we heal both as individuals and as a people.

As of today, my financial hardship starts to end. It's been an intensely humbling year, and the personal growth it's engendered within me will stick with me for the rest of my life. Genuinely, I am grateful to have experienced this with my life partner. 🙏🏻 Ok let's get wasted.

My goodness guys, to cap off a wonderful week I am just about to go spend the evening at a friend's house for the first time in like 2 months! I'm waiting for Vi with a hug and a chicken pot pie then we're scooting! 🥰 Why yes it is humid! Did my hair tell you? 🤭

Real talk everyone, Dora has been graciously including me in scenes lately and I feel so privileged and seen to finally do a bit of the other half of my job that I was hired for 8 years ago. I wanted to remove myself today to not distract from Simon's news. I'm glad I didn't. 🥹

I would like to extend my sincere heartfelt gratitude to Simon for trusting me with this moment in today's video. Do yourself a favor and watch this moment. Doesn't matter if you like the show. Love you, brother. youtu.be/I_nfrfJV0jg?...

The absolute disrespect 🥰 flippin me the bird n everything while they faithfully keep me company on a long edit night. Psh. The nerve. ☺️

I will not say anything pre-emptive about it, but there is a moment in tomorrow's episode that was a true honor to be entrusted with editing. You will know it when it happens, and it is nothing to do with me. 💖

This was in response to a couple cute selfies I took with my mom, because my mom doesn't like Nazis. No mention of Republicans, Democrats, or trans people. Just literal Nazis. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Can y'all chill out holy moly.

Hanaoka is my favorite map in @playoverwatch2.bsky.social because it crosses my religion with my favorite game and as a result I get pure aura rounds like this. 🤭 www.youtube.com/watch?v=3h2g...

I'm feeling cute but also kinda sweaty tonight 🤭🫣 how are y'all?

Violet is cold 🤭🤭

why are people so mean to me I'm genuinely one of the nicest people you'll ever meet 😭

Follow-up on the prior post because being light-hearted doesn't get the point across clearly.

How is everyone's #ngshirtday going? Mine is going FANTASTIC! 😍 Meet TJ, y'all. A fan of the channel who has been a mechanic for 17 years and did a house call to help me with fixing up Hana. I may not be rich, but I am wealthy with the love of this community. 🥰

An advertised apparent Nazi rally was supposed to happen in Illinois at 7am today but counter protestors showed up at 6:30am and no Nazis did. My mom and her friend were among them with a Blues Brothers reference. 🤭

Since I was brave enough to SHOUT on microphone for the FIRST TIME since transitioning today, I want to continue being brave. This is me. Just me. Awake since Thursday. No makeup, no wild retouching, no overly padded bra (or any), and I asked Violet to pick the angle. 🥹🙏🏻

Guys. The exact trajectory of my life to this point has led me to receive objectively the funniest form of transphobia in the comments of today's video.

Legitimately my favorite use of the comment section. Every single comment I've ever gotten regarding accessibility on my videos I have noted and never forgotten. Love love feedback. 🤙🏻 I'm now looking into maybe making a plug-in that dims YouTube when strobing is detected? 🤔

I have been dreaming about this feature for years. SO excited to see how it does!

In today's episode I may or may not shout my name and I may may not sound like I'm just Thick44 on helium 🤣