better late than never!! #Bottomdazaiweek2025 Day 6: Sex pollen + Fuck or Die (due to the nature of these prompts, cw for dubcon!) #kunizai @bottomdazaiwk.bsky.social

all i've learned from this round of discourse is that the straights are not okay. already knew that.

On this day I offer you a cute boy covered in kittens. Photo from my collection, no documented date/info.

In certain niche corners of the psychiatry department (i like these corners by the way) Marx is to Freud what gravity is to quantum mechanics in the physics department.

ㅇ ㅡ KorshoKor ㅈ ㅡ yuri.4k.pics/X3r4p ✱ #yuri ー #百合 ✱ #kiss #art #hsr #stelle #firefly

low-fat yogurt is such a sad invention.

Found myself thinking about this piece again. Inspired by Cattle Decapitation' Just another body

Pond 🐸

i think a lot about julian saying "at least say you love me" /at least/ like this is a small thing to ask.

I keep rediscovering all the ways that taking my medication actually makes me feel better but I never seem to learn.

Doll thoughts tell me if this makes sense: The seduction of the doll is also the fear of the doll. It entices because it bends to your will. It moves, speaks, even breaks, on your command. You are its god. +

Little boys. 💕 Postcard from my collection, unsent, 1902.

i wonder if the disillusionment with ai generated art and the disinterest in intentionality that it represents will lead to a revival of the author.

why do i feel so fried all the time and how to stop feeling like that. has chronic mental illness permanently damaged me, do i have some sort of vitamin deficiency, is this just what being alive feels like. ughhh.

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Shojo style of Sarcean and Anharion ✨✨✨💫💫💕 #darkrise #darkheir

1. doll (doll as enemy, doll as ally, doll as the other, doll as self) 2. guy who is afraid of his desires and he wants to crush the universe in his fist about it. he also wants to be seen as a good person 3. guy who doesn't know what's real and what isn't 4. guy who wears a mask (metaphorically)

it's friday and i feel demoralised for no particular reason.

writing something and realising that one ones is going to want to read, this but we power on lads. the demons must be expelled, the weird unlovable fic must be written.

𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱⁣ “𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵,” 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘴. 𝘋𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘔𝘰𝘳𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “𝘏𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦.” ❧ #𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘬𝘰𝘬𝘶 #𝘴𝘬𝘬 ❧ 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘴 ❧ 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵/𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 ❧ archiveofourown.org/works/65473831

#文スト #BSD #dazai Sleeping Beauty

flower hug #art

wip :3 [there's a hole inside laurent]

"everybody's gay now everybody trans now everybody's autistic" fucking GOOD. god, read a book.

間に合う気がしない！！！！！☠️

why is it so hard to find work that doesn't constantly have you do things that you kind of disagree with ideologically. is there no way to live in peace and harmony in this wretched world?

BAMBOU #art

I wrote Henry and Julian thoughts down today. Not good writing but at least I wrote something.

I'm so incredibly unambitious, it's actually a little impressive.

tvd re-read treating me so well. i love this book.

termination

I have Julian fic thoughts (Julian and Henry. Want to write about their childhood, Julian mutilating the hand-me-down toys. Especially the dolls. Julian's mother sending him to a psychoanalyst who says this is related to homosexual urges)

BSD fandom come get your food: archiveofourown.org/works/65145733

Here too! Nsfw cms for @thisnonsns.bsky.social in collab with @maxxstrom.bsky.social ! Fic by Maxx: archiveofourown.org/works/65145733 🔞 Art: poipiku.com/1323320/11679657.html

rereading this and wondering what this was like from julian's perspective. feels like paul is just trying to balance the scales a little bc his perception is that julian is more important/worthy/great than him. but this is all paul's perception. to julian this could just be his friend/crush -

paul is such a nietzschean omg

"he looks apprehensive, but doesn't appear to know it." the way this contrasts with paul's way of describing julian!

レチ　本2冊！

the fanfic community knows how to appreciate a short story (the one shot)

yes, in the look at this beautiful thing I want to keep it forever way, but also in the I'm going to strangle it way

A varied tone is important in fiction to avoid desensitising one's audience. If a work sets a given tenor and sticks to it without respite, the audience will stop feeling it. That's why it's important for media where everybody is miserable all the time to occasionally throw in some really weird sex.

the way paul treats julian like a butterfly.

i actually worked on original wip today. unheard of.

#galladay 🥃🪽 Gallagher🎙 - @deeptalksradio.bsky.social Sunday🎙- @cremacremosa.bsky.social 🔉- @randomtide.bsky.social

there's a gay adhd character with familial issues and some complicated boarding school trauma and there are people on tumblr going this is peak characterisation of a psychopath. what are we doing. leave my sweet child alone.

just leave me your stardust to remember you by 🖤 #pixelart

#Megumi #伏黑惠 #jjk Transmasc Megumi is very important to me 💖

heard you're writing a novel